What is in a name
I dont play the sue me game
If it is me you want to blame
Remember I dont have money cus I'm lame
This a fic I wrote years ago. Self-torture warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NCS, Torture, Angst, and Violence
NC-17
1x2, 1x3, 1x4, 3x4 1x?
Plot: This is a really dark fic about Heero raping Quatre while he was drunk.
What will Trowa and Duo do when or if they find out?
“Talk”
‘Thoughts’
//Flashbacks//
So Innocent Part 4
by Markanovanlink
As the lighting used its voice of thunder, three figures laid under the sky's tears. A wet and soaked Trowa Barton continued to give CPR to Quatre. 'Breathe, damnit, breathe. Quatre don't do this to me. Please Quatre.' Trowa stopped giving Quatre CPR and looked at Wufei. "Wufei."
Wufei's heart started to scream no until he found his voice, "yes." Trowa looked up at Wufei while holding Quatre to his chest. Wufei looked into Trowa's emerald eyes and was shocked when he couldn't find any emotions in them. 'Why does he always look like that?'
Wufei's thoughts were cut off by Trowa's monotone voice. "He's breathing again." Trowa picked up Quatre and walked back to the truck. Wufei ran to the truck and sped off once Trowa got in with Quatre.
After a hour of driving, the two boys carried Quatre into the first hospital they saw. The hospital was a very small one. The nurses that were on duty took one look at the rain soaked boys and ran over. One of the nurses practically snatched Quatre out of Trowa's arms as the other nurses hounded the other two boys with questions. Before they could answer any of the questions, all the nurses except one left and disappeared behind two large doors with Quatre. "I need some information from you two."
"What do you need to know woman?"
"It is Nurse Banks not woman. The first thing I need to know is the boy's name, his age, who can we call..."
"No one. He has no one except us. His name is," Wufei closed his eyes for a moment, "Quatre Barton and he is 15 years old." Trowa's eyes seem to get a little wider at Wufei's words. He watched as the nurse and Wufei continued to talk . Trowa walked away from them and leaned against the nearest wall. He crossed his arms over his chest and closed his eyes.
'Quatre, you have to pull through. I need you. I just wish...'
"Trowa?"
"Yes."
"They're taking Quatre to surgery."
"Hn."
'Is this how you deal with all your feelings? You've locked them up for so long that you've forgot how to use them.' Wufei leaned against the wall next to Trowa. Wufei slid down the wall until he was sitting on the ground with his legs crossed. He leaned his head against the wall and closed his eyes. "Trowa, do you believe in reincarnation?"
"I'm not sure if I really do."
"In the clan I was raised in, some believed in it. They say that after you die you always come back in a new life. The new life reflects the sins and accomplishments from the old one. Some believe that your traits from your old life or lives will always be with you no matter how many times you are reborn." Wufei cracked one of his eyes open, " I believe you were a rock in your former life."
"A rock? Why would I be a rock?"
"Because you are strong like a rock is hard and no matter how hard you squeeze or crush a rock you can never get water from it, just like you."
"What is that suppose to mean?"
"It simply means that you would rather have your body and soul squeezed and crushed before you ever share your emotions. Your emotions are like the water you can't get from a rock. The only difference is that you are not a rock but a human, and your emotions are something that your friends, especially Quatre, need to drink from time to time. Don't let your friends die of thirst." Trowa could only look at Wufei. There was nothing he could say. He watched as Wufei sat on the floor motionless. Although Wufei's eyes were closed, his tears seem to escape their prison.
'I don't know how anymore. I don't know if I ever knew how. All the pain I have suffered and all the pain I have caused others has left me so empty. A rock. Maybe I still am. How do you act on emotions when you don't even know you have them. Oh Quatre. I'm not empty when I'm around you. I do have feelings when it comes to you. Strange feelings.'
"Excuse me, are you the ones who brought in Mr.Barton?"
"Yes we are."
"I am Dr. Davis. I just wanted to let you know your friend's condition. As we speak, your friend is being treated for 2nd degree and 3rd degree burns. The 3rd degree burns are basically on the arm area. What happened to him?"
"I found him in the shower like that."
"Were you at home the whole time he was in the shower?"
"No, we had just came home."
"Are you sure?" Trowa didn't understand why the doctor was looking at them like they had did something wrong.
"Yes I'm sure. Why would we lie."
"I don't know how to tell you this, but it seems like your friend could have been raped. He has..." The doctors words had been drowned out by Trowa's own heart beat. He could hear his heart beat out of control. He couldn't believe what he just heard. Trowa grabbed the doctor's arm with one of his hands looked coldly into the doctor's eyes.
"Rape! What do you mean rape?"
"Well we are running more test to find out for certain." Trowa let go of the doctor and fell against the wall. Wufei said something to the doctor but Trowa didn't care what it was. After the doctor had left, Wufei turned around to face Trowa. Trowa's head was down in a way that prevented Wufei from seeing his face due to his long bangs. Wufei placed one of his hands on Trowa's shoulder only to have it slapped away.
"Don't touch me!" Wufei watched as Trowa fell on his knees and balled his fists up until the skin was a pure snow white color.
"Trowa?"
"Whoever did this to him will pay." Once that was said Trowa stood back up on his feet and leaned against the wall with his arms crossed over his chest. His face was without emotion. His eyes were empty. He stood there as if nothing had happened at all.
Wufei stood next to Trowa and leaned against the wall the same way Trowa was and said, "Yes they will."