| March 2003- Skipped period this month April 1st 2003- my period must be my april fools gift....I thought that I might have been pregnant.....no such luck. May 2nd 2003- had some spotting...thought it may be period, but not sure.....it was so light it wasn't even worth noting, but yet it was! May 12th-found out today that my SIL is pregnant. I am pretty depressed about that, since it is not me....this is the 2nd pregnancy I will have to watch her go thru since our loss. And no positives for me....boo hoo. Trying to keep the FAITH and HOPE!!!! October 03-I went to a new Dr. who put me on Metformin agian. Hoping it works!!!! December 2003- I finally got pregnant only to lose the baby 2 weeks later. Pretty sad and depressing Christmas. April 2004-Our Miracle is coming!!!!! Click NEXT to read about it!!! |
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| March 2, 2003- Happy 3rd Heavenly Birthday Amanda Joy! We miss you and we love you! Charlie misses you lots, he talkes about you at times that it seems out of place....but you have a place in his heart too! |
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| A friend of mine, Leigh, wrote 2 beautiful poems for Amanda. Click here to read them! She is an excellent poet. She is also a bereaved mommy. Please take some time to visit her son Will's site while you are there! Birthday Amanda Joy |
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| The family portrait Will always be incomplete. There's a little ghost child Who walks among our hearts. He never came to live with us, But claims our love The same as if he had. We hear his baby laughter faintly And wonder who he could have been. We have a blurred and hazy image of his face And wonder how he would have looked. We have brief records Of his presence in our lives But no picture Of the way it should have been. by Naomi Shelton |