By Chyral Inman
I hear the rain, it is a comfortable friend to me,
It dances and laughs off the sidewalk for all to see.
I look back on the times of being a child,
When I was more carefree, less in need, less wild.
Then things were simple, there was no broken hearts, no tears of pain, no insecurity of who I was,
Just a time to be a child, to play, to do what an average child does.
Now I hear the rain, and I can release the pain I hold within my soul,
It is a time I can cry, both for the past and the present, Release is the goal.
For life has given me a few twist, a few turns, and a lot of hurt to my heart,
I have taken a lot of chances to gain a new start.
By chyral 11/2005
To Me a Master should be ,
One I can depend on, one that can make me free.
To explore to challenge, to test, to teach,
A Master is One of many talents, and within Me He can reach.
He finds my strengths and encourages more growth inside my heart,
He pulls them to the surface , examines them, announces a New Start.
He seeks out my weaknesses and exposes them too,
Then restructures my thinking, shows me what I Need to do.
Sexuality is also a Part of me that He will test from time to time,
To see if I can grow, to take me beyond all reason and rhyme.
My loyalty, my honesty, my inner most thoughts He Seeks ,
He wants my views , instructs me to speak.
He also watches my growth in Unconditional Love of Him,
He will see if it shines bright, or not a Light at all but dim.
He also shows me that He has a caring of me, He protects me, spends time with me,
To Him I have a value , a worth You see.
I have a peace, I am secure, a calmness of knowing my place,
Where I exist in His life gives me balance, doubt has no trace.
The thoughts of the Master are sometimes not ones I understand at all,
But to trust his judgment, listen to his guidance, will keep me from a fall.
To love Him, respect Him, trust Him, these are what I Hope to feel for Him,
For if He touches my heart, my soul, these feelings will grow, it will begin.
A partnership to form, though to most this relationship is an oddity at best,
To observe from the distance, can see, the contentment, peace, in both a calm, a rest.
There is more that I feel defines what a Master is to me,
But to find the words seem impossible to express, it is better to watch and see
What Slave
By Chyral Inman
To be wanted, desired, what slave does not seek this dream,
But to have found this is More than what I hoped for it would seem.
What have I done to receive such a gift from Him?
Was I beautiful, charming, or was it a whim?
I will know soon enough for to meet soon is the plan,
Then I will have more understanding, I will know where I stand.