bait has done much in the past few months..that definatly warrents some major appologies, begging for mercy, forgiveness..in fact..some of the things she has done..there is no forgiveness..but thankfull..Master has given this girl a sense of reprieve..he is not only allowing a girl to stay in her collar..he is allowing her to publically appologize for her actions..while bait is not looking for anything in return with this..she can be ever so greatful..for in this she learned something that she never understood...to her a punishment..was always something to enforce negative thoughts..was always a way to put down another person..with almost an "i told you so"..sort of way...a punishement to her was always something to purposely make one feel worst. However this time she learned something new for a change..the fact that punishment..is not to thrive on negative, humiliation..but to learn and not make the same mistake again as well as clear out ones soul for the wrong doings that was done...never before has she realized that..but that is one thing she thanks you Master for teaching a girl this lesson.
Now for the appology..here is a following list of the things that not only is she punished for..but she is sorry for...she was going to do it in a paragraphical sort of way..but realizes..she has no way to express this properly..so a list will do...
1)bait is sorry for projecting false, negative ideas not only onto Master..but publically to others in her confusion..making those false ideas become a reality by believing in something that isnt true
2)bait is sorry for turning her friends into her enemies..by letting others into her heart..she sees that as a threat..and uses hostility towards them in times of confusion rather then looking to them for the help and guidence that they can provide...
3)bait is sorry for pushing you away Master..and trying to top from the bottom..she is a slave..not a Master..in fact she is not even a man..she is a girl..o0(not even a girl in this situation.)..but she is Master's property.
4)she is sorry for denying her Master the right that he has of Mastering..and she has done this in a few different examples..but Master knows well what those are..
5)she is sorry for being so blind and being the very thing she is so against..a robotic doormat...rather then taking things pro-active..she is just reacting to anything that is said and done..
6)although bait is not sorry for pleasing other Masters in her actions...she is sorry for not pleasing her Master..the way she not only should be..but the way she wants to be..for it was her that begged his collar...it was her that gave herself over to him...and she is not living up to that...
7)finally bait is sorry for everything that she has been doing to hurt not only her Master..but everyone she comes into contact with...for her actions are most certainly a reflection of him...and even showing this..*sighs*..
she thanks you for allowing a girl to speak..and bait knows..that because of all this..she could have easily lost everything..Master..she thanks you from the bottom of her heart.
wishes the Free well...
wishes her sisters well