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2002 was
a more difficult year. Hardware failures
caused expense and considerable loss of
time, rebuilding the computer and
reinstalling software. Jennifer and I had
broken up, with all the emotional
upheaval that goes with something like
that. I was increasingly frustrated by
criticisms that were more related to
differences in soundcards than to music.
Work and other projects demanded an ever-incxreasing
slice of time as well. One of those
"other projects" was a more
serious investigation of the requirements
for putting out my own CDs of original
material. The webmaster of the site that
was hosting my compositions was
increasingly hard to reach and slow at
posting new tunes, due to his own work
& personal situations - late 2001 was
when I first began designing this
website, and a considerable part of the
content (like these "mini-diaries"
that summarize the circumstances under
which the music on each page was created)
were first drafted then. And creatively,
I still felt burned out to some extent,
and in need of a break, or some fresh
source of inspiration. In the meantime, I
began focussing more on quality than on
quick results. All of these factors
combined to produce a marked downturn in
my productivity for the year - as can be
observed from the shortage of pages in
this section! I still managed to complete
an average of 2 tunes a week, or
thereabouts, despite being forced to
devote 95% of my time elsewhere; once you
are bitten by the creativity bug, it's a
hard monkey to get off your back. For all
intents and purposes, this was a
continuation of Period IX of my composing.
It was a year in which there were three
big bursts of creativity and little in
between. This first was in March &
April, and it accounts for songs #132-137;
the second was June & July, which
produced #s 138-144, spanning both this
page and the start of the next. |
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Name (Length)
Size |
Download Links |
Comments |
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131 |
Bon Vivant
(8:38) 147K |
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This was originally titled
"Joye de Vivre" but when it was
finished I realised that it more
correctly expressed not the feeling, but
a person who always felt that way -
someone full of energy, full of life.
It's a great piece of uptempo pop. It
also sounds just pretty good on the SB-Live
- the drums need a minor tweak but that's
about it. |
132 |
Be True To Yourself
(3:13) 52K |
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Another pop tune with a
somewhat heavier beat. I saw a TV
programme which suggested that people
were increasingly hiding behind a veneer
of masks, showing a false face to the
world in the belief that it would help
them to get ahead - get the job, get the
promotion, whatever - by pretending to be
exactly what they thought was wanted. The
counterarguement in the debate suggested
that this could make you seem phony, and
that if your disguise was ever
penetrated, it could have a lasting
negative effect on your life. Personally,
I despise Yes-men, people whose primary
function is to agree with the authority
figure in closest earshot; and the first
arguement seemed to me to encompass the
defence of the practice - so I wrote this
piece in support of the counterarguement. |
133 |
The Momentum
Symphony (14:43) 161K |
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This took absolutely forever
to finish. I mean, something on the order
of 14 months, a frsutratingly-small
little bit at a time. As a result, it's
hard for me to be objective about it to
this day. The concept was a piece that
"accellerated" without changing
tempo, just rythm, melody, and key. It
sounds great on the SB-Live, only
slightly removed from the original verson.
It's probably deserving of a berth in the
favorites, I suppose - despite one bridge
that still makes me cringe. |
134 |
Love Forever (for
Jo & Richie) (3:37) 38K |
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Jo is my cousin, who I have
known since she was knee-high to a duck.
This was written to commemorate their
wedding. She and Richie were so very
clearly and obviously in Love with each
other, that it made capturing their
feelings easy. One of my all-time
favorites - I would extend the length of
the list before I let it escape. Another
wonderfully upbeat piece, it doesn't
quite work as well on the SB-Live, but
I'm not sure that there's a whole lot
that can be done to change that - it's
the instruments themselves that are the
problem. |
135 |
Thumper (2:37)
61K |
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This was all about the beat
- thunderous, thumping, pounding even. It
sounds almost exactly the same on the SB-Live
as it did on the original Awe-32 - good,
but not quite good enough. Some nice
bits, though. |
136 |
Apollo Pad 34 (4:39)
44K |
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The launch pad where the
Apollo 1 fire took place is now a rusting
monument, abandoned and forgotten. It was
never used again after the tragedy. This
piece was inspired by the saying, "If
these walls could talk" - I wanted
to try and capture the story that Apollo
Pad 34 would tell, if it could. It came
out as yet another piece of upbeat pop
music, dwelling more on the enthusiasm in
the Space Programme at the time. Parts of
this tune work just as well, if not
better, on the SB-Live relative to the
Awe-32; other parts work not quite as
effectively. Trying to fix those without
harming the former would be a real uphill
battle, so I'll probably have to
compromise somewhat on any remix. |
137 |
dataStream (5:15)
131K |
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Modern Telecommunications
bathes us in a sea of data. And if we're
not careful, our web browsers can get
swept away by the currents, and carried
down the dataStream. This is more of a
hard-rock synth-bsed piece than straight
pop. It sounds strange but reasonably
satisfactory on the SB-Live. |
138 |
Love Letters By E-Mail
(2:37) 37K |
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This was crafted from
discarded pieces created for dataStream.
Midtempo, upbeat and downbeat at the same
time, it comes close but never quite gets
it right. The subject was examining the
impersonal nature of a form of
communication increasingly used for very
personal communictaions, and how the
medium of expression influances the
content, however subconsciously. It
sounds fairly good on the SB-Live. |
139 |
Spindizzy (2:45)
47K |
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Named for the device used
in a James Blish novel to permit cities
to fly into orbit, this actaully has
nothing to do with them - it's just a
high-paced tune that spins you around
until you start feeling a little dizzy -
think of a carnival attraction like the
Octopus. It's also mixed somewhat quietly.
It sounds fairly good on the SB-Live - at
least as good as it did on the Awe-32.
For a different take on the piece, try
"Spindizzy 2" on the next page. |
140 |
Cool Descent (4:28)
52K |
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This was named for the
descending note in the middle of the bar.
Mid-tempo pop without great depth of
meaning. It's not basd on the SB-L:ive,
but needs a slight remix to get the
instruments back into balance - and (as
is often the case), the piano bass is a
problem. |
141 |
Kismet (7:58)
102K |
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"Kismet" is
another word for "fate" or
"destiny". This a lightweight
pop piece is without much in the way of
such lofty meaning; it was named more for
the events of the creative process that
produced it, where at each step, the next
seemed to follow inevitably from what had
gone before. For a change, the chorus has
far greater complexity than the verses.
But it's a real toe-tapper, and sounds
great on both the Awe-32 and the SB-Live,
though it needs a slight remix at the end
for the newer soundcard. |
142 |
Dealing (5:36)
36K |
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Every day, we're "dealing"
- the word is used so many ways to mean
such different things. Dealing with
problems, Dealing out justice, Wheeling
and Dealing, Dealing the cards, Doing the
Deal.... This piece is all about the Deal.
Sometimes it's agreement, sometimes it's
a compromise, and sometime's it's not up
to you at all. The tune has an unusual
structure in that the chorus preceeds the
verse. It's not a bad tune, and sounds
excellent on the SB-Live - no remix
required - but it's just not quite up to
the same standards as those on the
favorites list (to my ears at least.
Other people like it, which is why it got
the award!) |
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