My dearest angel Katie,
When I found out that you were growing inside of me I began to have hopes and dreams for you (actually for both of us)! I wanted to see you grow up to be a happy and healthy young lady. I wanted to be there to protect you from the "bad" things in life, to be there to hold you tight after bad dreams or broken hearts, I hoped to be there to cry as I watched you dance with your father at your wedding and as you held your first born. Now, my wishes and dreams for you are simple, all I want is for you to know that you are loved each and every day and to know that someday we will all be together again.
When I found out that you were gone and that I would never hear your first cry, see your first step or hear your first word I became bitter and I couldn't understand how God allowed me to fail you or how he could have failed me. Through time and healing I have come to realize that I didn't fail you nor did God fail me, but God took you to live in his home because that was where you were meant to be. I also know now that you are not alone, you have many angel friends to play with and to love and be loved by. You also have your grandpa, great-grand parents and many great-aunts and uncle to be with and to help take care of you. And just as they are taking care of you I know that you are taking care of your baby brother, James.
I love you my dear sweet angel!!!!
Mommy
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