Sacrifices

By Melpomene

 

Thirteenth Chapter

Trial and Error

KOENMA WIPED THE tears from his face, smearing black ink all over it. (His hands are soiled from all the stamping.) He rolled off his seat, his knees giving way under him. He fell, bumping his desk, toppling over the numerous piles of paperwork. He crawled through it indifferently, searching for the torn pieces of Botan's letter. When he finally found the last portion, he pieced the letter together.

Dear Koenma-sama,

I hope you're not working yourself to death again. Um… I have to hurry up with this. We'll be leaving for Makai soon. Duh. Why am I telling you this? Of course, you already know.

I'm sorry about what happened last night. I must have been carried away or something. I mean the mood was so romantic and all that. It's like living a scene from romance novel, ne? I guess we both thought we were in theater or something. Anyways, I suggest you forget it. It'll just stir up trouble for you if others find out (especially your father).

And forget me too, okay? You and Miss Masago forget me. I know you two (is) are really hardheaded but there's just things you can't change. We all have to make sacrifices. Now you two stop (bikering) bickering, get married and make it work out, okay?

Oh yeah, I made a boo-boo again. Sorry. (Peace!) I sort of lied to the investigating team. I said I went to the (arcives) archives but the truth is I didn't. At least, I don't recall doing so. They all said I did anyway, so maybe I did. You know me.

I do remember going through the passage they're talking about. However, it didn't lead to the (palas) palace. It lead to this room, which had this multicolored flower I can't describe very well. I hid it in my room in the secret place. You know about it, right? Do you remember? I almost strangled you when you found it while snooping around my room years ago. Anyway, just take a look at it please. Show it to Kurama or maybe Yukina. One of them might know what it is.

Anyway, I'll tell you exactly what I think happened. I remember sitting on this chair when something (wird) weird happened and I blackened out. When I woke up, I found myself on the clinic and then Sir Ieyasu summoned me to his office. He told me I was found by the sentinels and that was it. We also had a near argument about you and Miss Masago. He sort of blamed me for the failed match. I guess he was partially right to say the least.

I can imagine you cursing me for my stupidity already. (Peace again!) I was afraid Miss Masago might get into trouble, too. If I told them the truth, the police will surely make a fuss and the Yoshio family shall be scandalized, which brings me to the real purpose of this letter. Please do this last favor for me. Just in case anybody in the Yoshio family is found guilty of something, don't let the public know. If any shame comes to them because of this (confetion) confession, I'd be fairly angry with myself.

Not at you, of course. I know it's not your fault. And I'm not asking you to give them immunity or something. I know your good nature won't let you do such a thing. Just please make sure to conceal any scandal, okay?

I guess this letter is also goodbye. The guard outside my cell is such an impatient jerk. He's yelling for me to get it over with so I will. By the way, sorry about the erasures. I can't think properly with that creature at the other side of the bars throwing a fit.

Well, see you old friend. Take care. Remember to eat thrice daily. And have at least eight to ten hours sleep (I heard sleep requirement decreases as one gets old but in your toddler form anyway…). Please take a vacation at least once a year. And try to smile once in a while. Whistle while you work or something. You'll wrinkle your forehead and wouldn't Yusuke dig that? He'll say you're a chibi ojiichan. Oh, I keep on forgetting your staying on your adult form permanently! (smacks head)

One last thing, don't forget. Miss Masago's birthday is on the twentieth next month. Buy her a gift for me. She really loves those chocolates and sweets from south of Reikai. Why don’t you buy her some from Ningenkai and see which ones she likes better?

There. That stupid soldier is scolding me again. I gotta run. Ja ne!

(Lo)

(Affec)

Sincerely,

Botan

P.S. Tear this up after reading it. It's easier to forget something if there's nothing to remind you with, right?

It took a while for the contents to sink in. When they did, Koenma punched the floor as hard as he could.

"Botan-no-baka!" he roared. "I can't believe you're that stupid not to understand the situation. Treason is punishable by death DAMMIT!"

All the confessions he read in that tiny space of time bore down on him mercilessly. It was as if everything was cramped inside  him and that he ran out of space to register everything at once. He felt numb, drained, totally battered. He just sat there on his haunches, staring limpidly at her letter, his hands hanging lifelessly on his side. No expression showed on his face but the tears continuously fell from his eyes.

"You're an idiot, Botan," he murmured. "You're being accused of treason and you're in danger of death penalty but you still think of others before yourself."

He shook his head, sighing in exasperation. Then, he smiled lightly in spite of himself.

"Sorry, my scatter-brained chicken of a spirit guide," he said. "But it's never wise to listen to your counsel when it comes to legal matters. I do learn from experiences."

With that, he stuffed the letter in his pocket, stood up groggily and went on his way.

GEORGE SATOME BRISKLY made his way down the employees' quarters. He had been searching for the royal fledgling for quite some time already. Well, Botan's old room seemed such a strange place for him to be, but then again, being a close friend of the ferry girl, he might have been searching for something to save her from exile. At least, that's what George thought.

"Koenma-sama," said the blue creature, knocking on the door. "Your father wants you in the conference room now."

No answer. A few moments later, the door swung open and the prince himself emerged.

George's jaw fell. He was shocked by the prince's appearance. His clothes are dirty, as are his face and hands. His hair was disarrayed with lone strands standing on end. But what struck the oni worse were his eyes. Koenma was sporting wild-eyes, red and puffy. The ordinarily serene peepers were darting everywhere as if in desperation.

The oni opened his mouth to inquire his boss about his health. His stopped a moment later, however, apparently changing his mind. Koenma didn't seem to notice.

"Which conference room?" asked the prince wearily.

"Main building, fourth floor, right wing."

Koenma nodded then walked away.

George jogged after his charge, then hesitated. He sure didn't want to get a yelling, but the baby-sitter in him spoke up.

"Koenma-sama?" he asked almost fearfully. "Is there something wrong?"

The other turned around, an impatient scowl threatening to form on his face. The concerned look of his old servant softened him, though. He shook his head.

George was unconvinced but knew not to press.

"Well, I must go now," he said, and walked off.

"Hey," Koenma called after him. "The leave you're asking for. Go take it. Now."

George was surprised but joy immediately replaced the initial reaction.

"You're an angel, Koenma-sama!" he shouted, skipping away.

Koenma watched him disappear around the bend. "Some angel," he snorted. Then with one final melancholic smile, he left.

"See you, George."

THE COUNCIL HAD started the meeting despite the incompleteness of the assembly. It was the prince himself who was late and that has never happened before. Nonetheless, they listened uneasily as the reports on the latest development on the situation were presented.

Sometime later, the crier announced the tardy one's arrival. However, the Koenma who entered was different from the one we saw earlier. His eyes had lost its wild confused look, now replaced by an empty coldness. His hair was combed properly and was very clean. He was no longer wearing his soiled clothes. Nor was he wearing one of his typical uniform on red, blue and white.  On the contrary, he looked very cool in his attire.

"I want to fetch the ferry girl Botan from her cell," he declared; no greeting, no nothing.

The members of the assembly looked at each other dismally. They did expect this. But not this soon.

"Your Highness," said one. "That would be quite impossible. See-"

"The girl has been sent to Makai," interrupted Enma. "If you've been here earlier, you would have heard the minutes of the previous meeting and the latest news. Sit down, Koenma."

"I'm not done yet, sir," the prince answered coolly. "And if you don't mind, I'd like to settle my business here immediately so as to allow me to move on to others later."

Koenma checked his audience. They were gawking at him. They just couldn't believe he had disobeyed a direct order. The prince only half-smiled, satisfied.

"I believe my former employee has been a victim of mistrial," he started. "Proof that she has been in the archives is not conclusive of treason. We have no proof at all that she has made any youkai. Besides, we really aren't really positive she's been to the archives at all."

"But the ki print-" said somebody.

"Ki prints can be faked. I myself have done so many times before. That's how I manage to sneak out the office undetected."

"Are you suggesting a conspiracy is involved here?"

"Not necessarily. Anybody could have done it."

"Are you doubting the integrity of out workers?" asked another rather insolently.

"No, but there are powerful beings capable of controlling the mind of others."

Silence. Then…

"She has confessed, sir," piped one timidly.

"According to law," said Koenma. "Confessions are not sufficient grounds in judging a case. Strong evidence must be able to support such confessions."

"But Miss Botan's case has not yet been given a verdict. She's just being sent away for security reasons."

"In that case, we have no right to detain her. She has not yet been proven guilty and is therefore presumed innocent."

"Yes, but she still posses as a potential threat to the safety of classified information and the populace itself."

"Which is why we have to investigate this deeper." He held up the indescribable flower and the letter he attempted to piece together. "These are new leads. I want this flower studied now. You may also use this personal letter of mine received from the accused herself. Also this." He brought out something from the pocket of his trench coat, making sure his eyes were locked on to his father's emotionless ones. "My mother's diary."

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