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Darkness...pure darkness reign in his head. Sadness combine with the green eye monster is encough to make him go mad. As he eyes looked at the picture of Ryu & her, hatred for her swelled up inside him. "He is mine...just you see!"
"Anata sae, anata made, wakaranakunaru hodo...anata sae..." "You seems like to be in a good mood Ryu-chan" "Yep, you too ne Ino-chan" "Got a good sleep that's why <smiling bashfully> By the way have you seen Sugi-chan, it like he is late again ne." "Iie, I just got here...nevermind I'll give him a ring"
Reaching for his phone, Ryu could punch the numbers with his eyes close. As the familiar ring started on the other end, sweet memories flooded Ryu's mind uncontrollably...memories of lust and passion of the gone days.
"Mushi mushi..." a sleepy but unmistakable voice startled the lead vocal from his daydreams. "Sugi-chan?? Nan de...you are still in bed?" "Ryu??...Aahh!!! Gome ne...I have forgotten clean about the interview. Mate ne, I'm coming down!"
The phone slammed down as suddenly as it was picked up. Giving his kawaii blur expression, Ryu told the rest that our beloved Sugi-chan is rushing down.
After the 3 hrs long interview, all of them are beat tired, except him... "Sugi-chan, need a lift" Sensing there could be some time alone with his nightingale, the sly fox quickly agrees. As they walk towards the carpark, Sugi couldn't help but ask about her.
"How's the both of you getting along?" "Hmmm...fine, doshite?" "Iie...just showing some concern..." "Sugi...gome ne...I feel that this would be the best for us...and for the group too."
Sugi couldn't believe that his love would say this, sadness overwhelmed him like a thousand knife stabbing Sugi's heart, leaving him bleeding to his own sorrowful death.
"But you don't love her! Both of us knows that..." "In not a matter of love...Sugi please..."
Unable to face his dear, Ryu immediately quickens up his pace towards the car. But the determine guitarist is not going to let the vocalist fet off that easily. Sugi rushed up behind Ryu and grabbed him by the arms, he has made up his mind that he is not going to let his former love off without a good explanation.
"Ryu! There is no way you are walking off on me again. You know that I'll being this matter up but you still offered ma a rife! You wanted me to talk about this, you wanted me back again. You..." "Stop it...Stop it!! Please..." Sugi froze with eyes wide open in surpise. "You have never scream at me before and now you are screaming at me because of a girl that you have never loved!" "Watashi..." "Forget it!!"
Sugi loosen his grip, turn and left. Tears were flowing down his cheek like a bad leaking tap. Ryu's heart too stop a beat. Inside his mind, that last froze look on Sugi's face kept repeating like a bad record. I must have hurt him deeply, Ryu thought. And he did, that night the only things accompanying Sugi was the numerous memories and bottles after bottles of whiskey... |
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