I’ve just about ground my teeth to the nerves
I can’t seem to sleep anymore
And when I just don’t see a reason to stay
Why do I put myself through more pain?
What do I keep hanging onto that is keeping me tethered here?
The benefit of keeping these contacts is declining
And the emotions that tear me apart are killing me
I just want to start over, to never look back
Being myself is all I want, and doing what
Feels right is what I need to do to fulfill my life
I can stay and watch my life drain away into nothing
Or I can go and have a chance at a new life
A chance at loving the life I want
Free from the views of those around me
And the influence they have on the way that I live.
