| "How many days do u have until u die? dont know huh? well i dont either so basicly u can live every day to the fullest and never regret" |
| LAst Day "Wake up" 6:05 am The day from hell begins I'm definitly not an optimist but not quit a pessimist. The glass is not half empty i just got thirst. I awake to the sound of my mothers t.v as she's watching the news. The bathroom light is amoung the first things I see. Then my daily cleansing ritual. I am the walking dead. 6:55 am School I go to pick up megan . She's one of my best friends. Shes a goddess compared to some (including me ) shes sweet so i love. I go to school only to face my one fear... People 7:10 am My day starts out with morning drama. But its ok. I get to see my friends and thats waht makes school worh going to. Classes I hate my english class because i have johnny footballers in my class and my bio class is all freshmen and i am not even gonna start on any other classes. The only class i enjoyed was Photo but i got kicked out of it so boohoo 3:15pm I am home My solitude of my room where things all come together now I am at peace 7:10 BANG goodnight world I am gone |
| What it takes What does it take to fix one mistake how long will it be to get pain out of me why must i inflict it it only hurts a bit i long to bleed this is my creed one day i will go and no one will be able to show show my life for what is was no more friend for my little cuz i want to be at peace for good dont act like u understood i wish to be free i wish to be me the day is now it will work out somehow goodbye to this place with no expression on my face Death by choice Life by force |