XXXXX:        ITS A PROBLEM I HAVE  BEING SHY 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have the same right as anybody speaking your mind

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I TRULY HAVE OVERCOME MY SHYNESS

 XXXXX:        ITS HARD TO ADMIT  TO IT 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I used to be terrible

MrSelfDevelopmnt: hey..I am proud of it

MrSelfDevelopmnt: growing up is about evolving

MrSelfDevelopmnt: growing

MrSelfDevelopmnt: changing

MrSelfDevelopmnt: maturing

 XXXXX:        I GUESS A  LOT OF PEOPLE ARE SHY 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I think most peole put on a facade

 XXXXX:        YES YOUR RIGHT 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: they are not being very real ..

MrSelfDevelopmnt: lots of illusions..and impresions..and roles we play

 XXXXX:        ITS HARD TO BE REAL 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: welll

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I don't think it is

 XXXXX:        BECAUSE A PERSON WANTS TO BE LIKED 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I think it is, and I always had trouble when I was not real

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have to like yourself first

MrSelfDevelopmnt: and use what you got

MrSelfDevelopmnt: to be real yourself

 XXXXX:        YES 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: that is the key

MrSelfDevelopmnt: it all begins with you

 XXXXX:        TO BE HAPPY 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: having vs being

MrSelfDevelopmnt: yeah..happiness is the way

MrSelfDevelopmnt: no doubt about it

 XXXXX:        YOUR HAPPY SELF IS YOUR REAL SELF 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: right

MrSelfDevelopmnt: negativity limits you

 XXXXX:        BEING DEPRESSED IS NOT WHO I REALLY AM 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know 

 XXXXX:        THATS WHAT MAKES IT SO TERRIBLE 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: what a profound statement

MrSelfDevelopmnt: leave the past behind

MrSelfDevelopmnt: and give birth to the real you

MrSelfDevelopmnt: the happy you

 XXXXX:        I HAVE DREAMS OF THE PAST 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: face them

MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's ok

 XXXXX:        I DO AND I GET DEPRESSED 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: only by understanmding the past can we know where we are going

MrSelfDevelopmnt: don't

 XXXXX:        ITS VERY HARD 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: don't you think that is a choice Ken?

MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know

MrSelfDevelopmnt: it must be damn tough

 XXXXX:        ITS A SICKNESS 

 XXXXX:        ITS INSANITY 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: still.you think about the past...have dreams...be ok with it..and remember..you live now....now

MrSelfDevelopmnt: life is here waiting for you....

 XXXXX:        YES I UNDERSTAND 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: may I ask something

 XXXXX:        SURE

MrSelfDevelopmnt: it might be a little tough for you to answer

MrSelfDevelopmnt: ok

 XXXXX:        OK

MrSelfDevelopmnt: what are you really afraid of?

MrSelfDevelopmnt: the past is behind you

MrSelfDevelopmnt: here you are....with the opportunity to live again

MrSelfDevelopmnt: don't let bad memories limit you....you owe this to yourself 

 XXXXX:        AFRAID ILL' LOSE WHAT I HAVE . AFRAID FOR MY WIFES' ILLNESS 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: that I understand

MrSelfDevelopmnt: still

MrSelfDevelopmnt: if I may again

 XXXXX:        AFRAID ILL' BE DEPRESSED 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: why fear

MrSelfDevelopmnt: don't be afraid to live..to be happy

MrSelfDevelopmnt: no need for that

MrSelfDevelopmnt: and actually

 XXXXX:        BECAUSE THIS IS REALITY 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are reality

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are you

MrSelfDevelopmnt: what is going on around you

MrSelfDevelopmnt: that is just that

 XXXXX:        I UNDERSTAND 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are an individual in your own right

 XXXXX:        YES I AM 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: with all your gifts..and thoughts..and ideals...and memories...and potentialities

MrSelfDevelopmnt: the question is what you do with it

MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that....

MrSelfDevelopmnt: is ultimately up to you

 XXXXX:        YEAH THATS THE QUESTION ? 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: what is the question?

 XXXXX:        LIFE IS IN MY HANDS 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: aahh

MrSelfDevelopmnt: right

MrSelfDevelopmnt: your life

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have absolute control over it...but you have given some of that away ..or you have lost some of it

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you can get it back

 XXXXX:        YES AND WHY WASTE IT ON THE PAST OR THE FUTURE 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have the power 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: right

MrSelfDevelopmnt: be in the here..uninhibited and free.and happy

MrSelfDevelopmnt: let freedom reign

 XXXXX:        YES IT MAKES SENSE TO ME 

MrSelfDevelopmnt: life is a celebration

 

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