MrSelfDevelopmnt: hey dude
Xxxx: heyyyyyyyyyyy, I know you.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I hope so
MrSelfDevelopmnt: just got back from partying
Xxxx: Have fun?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: always
Xxxx: Cool.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and I learned something
Xxxx: Tell me.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's all about being real
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and learning to do your thing
Xxxx: mannnn, you are ok by me.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and in order to get there
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you gotta learn to overcome any kind of negativity
MrSelfDevelopmnt: thanks
Xxxx: cool.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and all my life I think I tried to learn to become real
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that is what I wanna teach is all about
Xxxx: Omg, I need to open up.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yeah
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that's the key
Xxxx: Don't know how to say it but...
MrSelfDevelopmnt: openness
MrSelfDevelopmnt: is the key
MrSelfDevelopmnt: to
MrSelfDevelopmnt: oneness
Xxxx: uggggg>:o trying to find right words.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: ok ok
MrSelfDevelopmnt: take your time
Xxxx: Just to open up, and feel.....to see and think new things.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yess....
MrSelfDevelopmnt: open to experience
MrSelfDevelopmnt: fully open
Xxxx: Realizing how dull, boring, and closed off I have been.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: neah..not really
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's just like now
MrSelfDevelopmnt: things will be different
Xxxx: ha ha ha, No I beg to differ.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: ok then
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you were dull and boring
MrSelfDevelopmnt: lol
Xxxx: My god yes.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: if that s what you wanna hear
Xxxx: No no no, I'm serious.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: ok
Xxxx: Lost my passion.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but this was then
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and now is now
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and how that will be
MrSelfDevelopmnt: is up
MrSelfDevelopmnt: to
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you
Xxxx: Hey, somehow there is a commpliment in their. lol
MrSelfDevelopmnt: sure
MrSelfDevelopmnt: is
MrSelfDevelopmnt: casue the way you really are
MrSelfDevelopmnt: on the inside
MrSelfDevelopmnt: there is one cool dude in there
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know it
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and you know it
Xxxx: Omg I have been so buried.
Xxxx: So locked away.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: many people have
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but you said it perfectly
Xxxx: To see that, is so liberating.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it sure is
MrSelfDevelopmnt: make me feel great you see it this way
MrSelfDevelopmnt: must mean I do something right
MrSelfDevelopmnt: liberation is finally here
Xxxx: much more for me to
acomplish.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and for me to
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but see
Xxxx: It's like......I am a flower who's petals are slowllllllyyyyy starting to
open.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that is different from accomlishing things that society wants
us to accomplish
MrSelfDevelopmnt: oh myy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: arent we the poet
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but you are absolutely right
Xxxx: my ex use to say that.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I always looked at people like that
MrSelfDevelopmnt: like a flower who is waiting to bloom
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but most just wither away
MrSelfDevelopmnt: no sun.....bad soil
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: bad environment
Xxxx: I think so.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: bad conditioning
Xxxx: I have much to learn.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: we all do
MrSelfDevelopmnt: learning about ourselves
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and learning to be ourselves
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that's the freedom I am talking about
Xxxx: Actually, I think I all needed was a friend.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the freedom to be yourself
Xxxx: And education, and to stop drinking.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: right
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and some sense
Xxxx: sense?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: listen....do you mind if I use some of that convo
MrSelfDevelopmnt: in my site
MrSelfDevelopmnt: if I take your name out
Xxxx: sure go ahead.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: thanks
MrSelfDevelopmnt: anyway
Xxxx: Wait?
Xxxx: huh?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the sense to realize that
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have been locked up
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that you can unlock yourself
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and kind
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I think of it this way
MrSelfDevelopmnt: give birth to yourself
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: to the real you
Xxxx: Well the real me has been buried.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yeah
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but
MrSelfDevelopmnt: like in the song
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: diana ross
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I'm coming out
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the time is now
Xxxx: Let me tell you a little more about me........
MrSelfDevelopmnt: ok
Xxxx: I was always very withdrawn.
Xxxx: Didn't understand people.
Xxxx: Thought i was slow.
Xxxx: And I was.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I see
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's tough to keep up
Xxxx: sad, withdrawn, misunderstood.
Xxxx: Never liked the mirror.
Xxxx: I felt so guilty for drinking today.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you will get this under control
MrSelfDevelopmnt: just give yourself some time
MrSelfDevelopmnt: remember I told you
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's important
MrSelfDevelopmnt: to be good to yourself
MrSelfDevelopmnt: on your way to get better
Xxxx: It's complicated.
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's a healing process
MrSelfDevelopmnt: too
Xxxx: I get so tired of chat rooms.
Xxxx: But glad I met you.
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