Xxx: but i dont know its really not worth n e thing
to me
MrSelfDevelopmnt: what isn';t worth anything to you
Xxx: figuring out things n e more
MrSelfDevelopmnt: well...it should be important if I
may say so
Xxx: sure
Xxx: i'm just annoyed i feel like crying right now
Xxx: and i have no clue y that is
MrSelfDevelopmnt: well..cry then if you feel like it
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's ok
MrSelfDevelopmnt: crying can be like a cleansing for
the soul
MrSelfDevelopmnt: let it all out....it's ok
Xxx: UmMm its not okies its weak so i'm trying not
to cry
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you might kept it inside for too
long
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and crying is not a sign of
weakness
MrSelfDevelopmnt: not at all
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that you are human
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that you have feelings
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it's not weak
MrSelfDevelopmnt: actually I come to think of it
this way..crying is a sign of strenth...alowing yourself to feel hurt
MrSelfDevelopmnt: we humans are emotional beings
first and foremost
Xxx: yeah okie i dont think i can but u know this
isnt important lets talk about u
MrSelfDevelopmnt: lol
Xxx: wut?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you think I let you off that easy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: lol
Xxx: no but it was worth a try
Xxx: no really it is important to talk about u right
now
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yeah..you know me..I always push
the boundaries
Xxx: okies so wuts on ur mind all about u time
MrSelfDevelopmnt: people are on my mind
Xxx: HmMm wut about ppl
MrSelfDevelopmnt: how they are
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and why they do what they do
Xxx: un huh
Xxx: i c
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and why people do no get along
Xxx: yeah
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and what they need to learn in
order to get along
Xxx: there is alot to learn
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yep
Xxx: do u believe n god
MrSelfDevelopmnt: god as in life
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yes
MrSelfDevelopmnt: as in within ourselves
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yes
Xxx: wut do u mean god as n life
Xxx: do u believe n in him as the bible and churches
say?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: nope
MrSelfDevelopmnt: not at all
Xxx: ic
Xxx: nevermind then
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but you do obviously
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that is
MrSelfDevelopmnt: OK
Xxx: i know i just sorta had a question
Xxx: but its okie
MrSelfDevelopmnt: what's the question
Xxx: well if god doesnt want u to have sex before ur
married what about those ppl who do and have children and like god is suppose
to have a plan for u so hes plan was for u to do something he didnt want u to
do or those children just accidents n e his plan
Xxx: un huh
Xxx: i'm just starting to regret ever being here
Xxx signed off at 2:04:30 PM.
Xxx signed on at 2:23:30 PM.
Xxx: hi i'm back
MrSelfDevelopmnt: hey you
MrSelfDevelopmnt: sorry I did not respond
Xxx: its fine
MrSelfDevelopmnt: anyway.,..this thing about god and
people and sex
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you kow..people have free will
Xxx: never mind it doesn’t matter
MrSelfDevelopmnt: sure it matters
MrSelfDevelopmnt: nothing and nobody is an accident
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and people do at times things without thinking
Xxx: well then it only makes sense that if we have free
will this is something my mom wanted to do not something god wanted to happen
that i shouldn’t b here
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the point is
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are here
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that was meant to be
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are alive and one of god's
children
Xxx: unfortantly
Xxx: haha u think
MrSelfDevelopmnt: because you are here
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: listen
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know
Xxx: maybe not one of he’s favorites
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that depends on how you look at it
MrSelfDevelopmnt: God would want you to feel
important
MrSelfDevelopmnt: because you are
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and while things might be tough
around you
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are important
Xxx: yeah
MrSelfDevelopmnt: regardless of what anybody says
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you are part of god
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and god is part of you
Xxx: mmm hmmm
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and you are here to glorify god by
being fully alive
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and happy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: this has nothing with the
circumstances of your life
Xxx: well i still glorify him and i dont hate him i
just get it now
MrSelfDevelopmnt: if you love him
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you love yourself
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that's it
MrSelfDevelopmnt: becasue he lives within you
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that is why I said...life is god
and god is life
MrSelfDevelopmnt: be is part of everything and
everybody alive
Xxx: i c
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and you should realize that
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the best way to glorify him is by
learning to love yourself, by being happy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: that is what God would want you
top do
MrSelfDevelopmnt: to love being you
MrSelfDevelopmnt: makes sense??
Xxx: yes
MrSelfDevelopmnt: great
MrSelfDevelopmnt: how you feeling?
Xxx: fine
MrSelfDevelopmnt: is that any better than you felt
before?
Xxx: no
MrSelfDevelopmnt: why not
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you still do not think you are
important?
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and that GOD would want you to be
happy
Xxx: i know he would want me to b happy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: but it is hard
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I know
MrSelfDevelopmnt: did I tell you about that girl
that was stabbed by her own mom?
Xxx: yes
MrSelfDevelopmnt: she asked me something earlier
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and I thought that was soo
cute..and it was at the same time so sad
MrSelfDevelopmnt: she asked me
MrSelfDevelopmnt: what does it feel to be happy
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the poor thang
MrSelfDevelopmnt: she does not even sleep
really....afraid of her mom
Xxx: o wow
MrSelfDevelopmnt: yeah...
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the point is...you can learn
MrSelfDevelopmnt: life is al about that
MrSelfDevelopmnt: the more positive you are.,..the
better
MrSelfDevelopmnt: I mean...it comes all down to
this..glorify god by being the most positive and happy you can be...cause that
is what you are here for
MrSelfDevelopmnt: and while life around you can be
tough
MrSelfDevelopmnt: you have the power
MrSelfDevelopmnt: it all lies within you
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