it`s been damn near a month since i`ve last posted any entries on this little site bloggie of mine. what can i say? i can`t even get my ass up to go to class on a regular basis . . . no wonder i`m gonna have to retake everything next semester, eh?
Laziness is evil, people! I thought as soon as I graduated high school that college would be much easier for me. I mean, shit, you get to chose your classes fit for the right time that best suits you. But yeah, things didn`t quite end up the way I planned. With all this free time, and no one harassing my ass and threatening me to go to school, I feel more obliged to stay home or chill with my friends. Hopefully, this will all change next semester. I have no idea where I`m heading with my life . . .
Not that much has changed since the last time I`ve written. Besides the fact that I haven`t attended not one of my finals this week, and that my last one is later on today, this semester will end tomorrow. Class resumes on January 21st. Nora, (some claim she's my mother), notices this huge time gap of my break. So she talks to my father, and both are conspiring against me to work this Christmas break. Not that I have a problem with that or whatever; I mean, I need the money badly; it's the place they`re sending me to. Money`s money though, right? And desperate times call for desperate measures.
What else is different? Things have happened which make me view life differently. Not to go into much detail, but a certain pathetic someone decided to screw over me and my closest homegurls, and for this he will pay. He`s just being a little pussy right now and avoiding us, like the little bitch he is, but whatever. Sooner or later, he`ll have to face up to his lies. He used to be in my "retinal stimulants" page, but I`ve taken him out. I`ve never fully understood why people lie for no reason at all, and for awhile I thought it was safe to try and believe that there is a bit of good in everyone. Meeting him, and knowing what he`s done to our friendship has certainly changed my perspective on life and the people I meet in the future.
Time for bed... I wish I could just sleep until Christmas.
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