Certainty fades as the truth is made clear.
All that was to be has just disappeared...
How do I keep my passion alive?
I have no one now to share it with so I may thrive...
Deep inside my soul I am concealing
The pains and frustrations of a heart that's reeling.
So many things I long to say!
So much passion that needs to play.
But it was not meant to be
Least not this lifetime for me...
I am getting older and grow weary of the hunt...
It's better to be alone, everything up front...
The lies, the pain, the disceptions forged from dissuasion...
Given in my souls essence, my lifes blood, my needs persuasion...
Reality seeps in, I need no other to be complete...
Alone for several liftimes and always hundreds at my feet...
All wanting to live some fantasy with me as their treat...
But I will not feed their dreams with shades of my nakedness....
They will just have to find another to feed their frenziedness...
I resign myself now to what will never be...
And with this final line I set you forever free...
So with the breaking of my heart and tearing of my soul..
Despite my souls need I let you go...
This is not the beginning of the end...
But rather the beginning of the return to myself...
I mark you and all others forever removed..
I now return to innocences, you lose....
Adieu mon ami, I hope your lies, her lies and she makes you happy...
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