Alone, all by myself.
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							The bad thing about living by myself is that I have no one to really talk to when I am home.  I used to live normal hours, and one of my online friends would be on and we could just chat and chat and chat.  Now with me working the 2nd shift, that is almost impossible since now I don't even get home and on the computer until after midnight.      The thing with my online friends is that they were all women, and they gave me the reassurances that I needed to help me through the times when I felt I couldn't go on.  The line " I would be your girlfriend in a second if you were here" is much easier to take because of the distance factor.  I know that neither of us could move just "like that", and it was comforting.  But now, since I have begun to work odd hours, and my normal bed-time isn't until 4am-5am, I don't get to talk to them...  or anyone for that matter.  Most sane and slightly sane people are in bed.       Until I can get normal hours again, or find someone special to keep me "occupied", I do need to find someone online that keeps the same hours as I do, to give me that moral support from time to time.  I know its asking a lot, but I don't need that support every night, or even every week...  a one night dose of moral support usually lasts a month or more.  But hey...  its not everyday that you meet someone like me....  MUAHAHAHAHA.......