I now have a scar for life... literally
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							I don't know what I was thinking.  Maybe I wanted to start projecting that "bad boy" image to finally get some women.  I have now altered my body, specifically my upper arm for life.  What I am talking about here is, I got a tattoo.  It looks good, and I kinda like it...  but then I drift back into thinking, I'm gonna have this one forever.  In case you're wondering....  it is of the Scottish Dragon.  And if you don't know what that looks like, its basically a medival style red dragon standing on his hind legs with his claws in the air.      You're probably also wondering the story behind the tattoo.  And there's always a story.  Just ask anyone with a tattoo.  Anyways, Amy is the one that talked me into it...  actually she didn't really need to convince me much, it was close to my birthday, and I was kinda depressed that I was spending it alone yet again this year, so I just went with her and her friend Tina for a tattoo.      Now this is the part that bugs me, and I realized this while Amy and Tina were getting their tattoos.  Amy and I cannot form a romantic relationship because of work policy.  A former friend of mine moved into trying to date Amy while I was still trying to find a way around the work policy.  I spend more time with her away from work than he does.  I also know for a fact that she doesn't like him much, but yet I think she is getting lonely herself, because I'll hear occaisionally that they went out on a date.      I am slowly, and I mean very slowly getting over Amy...  It would be much easier if we didn't hang out so much.  But again, I wouldn't trade the time we spend together for much of anything in the world. I just have to find out which scar will heal first...  the one on my arm, or the one on my heart.