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I sat in my room and thought about Cody ... my friendship had turned
into love but how could this be when I loved Justin ... it didn't make any
since. "I guess that nothing makes since around this world." I said to
Grace. "What do you mean?" she said sitting next to me. "Well, I have been
friends with Cody for a while and now I ... I have other feeling's for him.
But I am in so much love for Justin. But then I know Cody a lot better ...
god why me?" "Girl, look at it this way ... your heart should tell you who
and if not just get whoever asks first ... that is what it bowls down to
these days. I loved this guy and Lance but then Lance asked me out and look
at us now." I looked up at her then out the window, "I need to take a
shower." "You just took one an hour ago ..." "I know, let me be it's not
like we are gonna run out of money ... I'm sorry." "Hey, it's cool I think
that shower is calling your name, don't you hear it?" she said laughing ...
then I laughed. I got up and walked out and the guys where there, "Hey,
sorry can't talk now be back later." I walked quickly into the shower and
got the water running and turned "Up Against The Wall" on almost to full
blast.
"Grace what's up with Dreama?" Justin said as she came out there. "Oh,
nothing, if she wants to tell let her." she said. "Oh come on! Please!"
Joey said getting on his knees. "Well, not all the people here might not
like it." she said looking at Justin. "What?" "Guys, she talks about guys’
non-stop ... don't worry. A little heartbreak will make her stronger, don't
worry so much. She will be fine." "Ok." They all said at the same time.
"Chris, wanna play Play Station?" she said. "Yeah, sure." he said she got
it set up.
I got out the shower and put on a robe and walked out into my room. I
heard Chris and Grace playing the Play Station ... I wanted to go to sleep
but then I couldn't so I got dressed and went out there. "Hey, Dreama,
what's up?" I looked up to see Justin looking at me, "Nothing, you?" "Just
watching Grace get her but beat." he said laughing. "GOD! Lost again!"
Grace said. "Hey, I play next winner, but I get to pick the game. And you
guys have to play/sing whatever "Up Against the Wall" ... deal?" I said with
a smirk on my face. "OOOKK, I guess." Chris said. Grace and I laughed as
they started another game. She lost again and I picked out NBA ... I had
been playing it at night when everyone was asleep ... only Grace knew.
"But, you suck at this game!" he said. "Watch, play, go down like dog."
They laughed, "You are so on." "Let's go." I said starting the game.
"NNNNNOOOOO! She beat me!" he said as I beat him for the 5th time. "I told
you to watch, play, and go down like a dog ... so I warned you." I said
getting up and started to dance to "Up Against the Wall." Justin came and
danced with me ... then everyone else started to dance with us. We had so
much fun that night ... I knew Justin was the one for me ... I couldn't
explain it but it just felt so right.
(One month later)

I paced around the bus, "Dreama, what's wrong?" "Ok, I like Justin and I
think that he likes me but he hasn't said anything to me and I ... I just
wanna be with him." I said looking out the window as I sat door for the
first in like 20 minutes. "So that is why you are always pacing everywhere
we go." she said as she sat down and patted the seat beside her. I sat down
with a grunt, "Yes, it is and to make it worse he has got Fallen now! Why
can't he see that it is me!" "I don't know girl, do you want me to talk to
him?" "Yes, that would be perfect, would you?" "Yes, I will be more than
happy too! Ok, here he comes." she said then he got on the bus, "So,
Dreama, will you go get me that shirt I have been wanting? I will give you
the money I am kinda worn out." I laughed, "Sure, can I take your 'car'?"
"Yeah, here are the keys, the size must be medium, ok?" she said smiling.
"Sure thing be back later." I said walking out and into the night, yeah yeah
it's night but hey our crew few is at 11:00 anyway, and it was only nine, so
I was cool!
"Justin, sit we must talk." Grace said as he was about to leave. "Sure,
about who and what?" he said sitting next to her. "It is about Dreama ..."
"What's wrong with her?" "Nothing, well not sickly anyways ... guys are her
prob." "Well one is sitting right here, why can't she come to me about
this?" "Because you have Fallen ..." "Huh? I don't get it." "Justin her
problem is that she likes you and you don't like her back ... and she knows
that there is nothing she can do about it ... it just bothers her ..." "Who
said that I liked her as a friend and as a friend only?" "I don't know but
you seemed to like everyone but her ... me, Christie, Hope, and now Fallen."
"Well I do like her and I do wanna go out with her but I got Fallen."
"And why can't you change that Justin?" "I can‘t because I love Fallen very
much, and can‘t just go up to her and say, “Hey, I am in love with someone
else and when I get done with her I will come back ... I can‘t do that. And
we did not have this convo, did we?" "Nope, not that I know of, I hope you
buy that car." she added as I got back on. "Hey, did they have it?" Grace
said to me. "Yeah, I didn't want to stay out long so I came back ... plus I
am really tired and want nothing but sleep.” I said ... Justin was still
here ... they had talked, oh yeah! “Well Dream, I will see you in the
morning ok?” he said. “Yeah ok ... bye.” I said sitting down on my bed.
Then he walked out and got onto his bus, “So?” “So what?” Grace asked but
she didn’t look very happy. “Oh, god, it was bad, wasn’t it?” I said. “Huh
uh.” she said looking down. “Tell me please ... I gotta know even though I
might pack up my stuff and walk out the door.” I said. She looked up at me,
“You can’t leave us ...” “I have to go and do something with my life,
something that won’t remind me everyday of something that I can’t have!