Now, tell me!”  “Ok, I told him what was wrong and he goes something like,
“I do like her more than a friend but I love Fallen very much and I can’t
say I love someone else and when I get done with her or whatever I will come
back.” she said.  I was about in tears and I got up and started to pack,
“Fallen is nothing but I lying little ... and all she wants is to have
Justin Timberlake as hers ... that’s all she wants but Justin can’t see
that!  I have got to leave here ... tell Justin and the guys I love them but
I can’t stay.  You have my cell and home phone ... call me sometime ... and
they can have that information also.”  She nodded and started to help me
pack, I called my friend and he said he would be over there to help me as
soon as he could get there.  We were in North Carolina so we weren’t that
far from home.  I got my stuff loaded up and I told goodbye to Grace.  I got
in the truck and grove out of site.
Then next morning I woke up and turned on the TV, I was on the news,
“Justin Timberlake’s stylest Dreama has quit this morning ... no one knows
why.  Dreama this is a message from the guys, ‘We need and want you back ...
you shouldn’t have left us.’  That is all for now.”  I turned off the TV and
got dressed.  It was going to be a long time before I was over this ...

(One month later with Justin)

“Fallen, we have got to talk.” I said, she didn’t care about me ... Grace
tried to tell me that, well it came from Dream but I didn’t listen.  “What?”
she said.  “I don’t think this is going to work ... you don’t love me ...
you just want to say ‘Oh I am Justin Timberlake’s girl friend’, I don’t want
someone like that so see you around Fallen.” I said.  She smiled, “Well,
Justin you finally figured me out!  Good one ... bye” she said as she walked
out the door.
Lance walked in, “You broke up with her I see?”  “Yeah, now I gotta go get
the girl that I want...”  “Well, you are going to have to put it off until
we get done with touring ... sorry man.” he said.  “I know ... I am going to
send her some tickets ... so get Jen to get Dream some plane and tickets and
whatever else she might need ... no I am going to Grace.  Be back later
man.” I said getting up and walking over to Grace’s bus.  It felt so weird
getting on and not seeing Dream’s smiling face looking at you, “Grace?” 
“Yeah, back here.” she said from the back of the bus.  “I need your help to
get Dream back here...”  “Oh so you want her now after all this time?” she
said rudely.  “I finally realized that Fallen was just going with me so she
could say I go with Justin Timberlake ... I need your help Grace, please!” 
“Ok, what do you have planned now?” she said.  “Ok, get her to our first
concert for the new tour and make her stay ... well I think that what I got
planned will get her back, please just get her here!”  “Ok, I will do my
best, Justin ... she still talks about the times she had with you.”  “Thank
you so much.” I said, we said bye and I had to go to practice.

(That same day with Dreama)

“Hello?” I said when I had picked up the phone.  “Dreama, this is Grace.”
Grace said.  “Grace!  Hey chic, what’s up?” I said excited to see her.  “Oh
nothing, you?”  “Nothing here, got a job ... I work for this lady doing hair
... no one is like him, he never complained.” I said thinking of Justin. 
“Girl, please come to one of their concerts ... please ... come to the one
in two weeks ... the first one.  If you can’t ever talk to them at least do
this for me ... for them.  They don’t have to know that you are there.” 
“Haven’t we been through this before ... I will not go!”  “DREAMA!  Fallen
is so out of the picture and he has been way sad since you left ... he
always talks about you whenever I am around.  Dreama, please come.  Just
this once ... please come.”  “Ok, I guess it won’t hurt and I don’t care if
they know I am coming ... I want to see them.” I said.  “I have heard you
sing and I want you to sing “Girl in the Mirror” by Britney Spears.  She
will be opening up that night and I am sure that she will help you.  She got
herself a new man so it is all good ... please!”  “Ok, but I gotta come down
now ... you guys are going to be there until after the concert right?” I
asked going to get suitcase.  “Yep, I will get you a plane ticket for 11:00
p.m. tonight so we can get you a hotel room without the guys knowing ...
cool beans?” she asked.  “Ok, see you at 2:00 in the morning...”  “Yep bye
... chic!” she said.  I laughed and said ‘bye’ and hung up the phone.  I
called my boss and told her that I needed some time off or I needed to quit
... she asked me how long and I told her about 2 or 3 weeks ... I was seeing
an old friend.  She said that I could go and there would be a place open
when I got back.  I got packed and went to eat ... I went to claim my ticket
and waited for my plane to get there.
I landed in Orlando at 3:00 a.m. and I saw Grace waiting for me, “Hey, at
first I was like is her plane going to get here ever?”  I laughed, “Well,
the airport up there was way backed up and the bigger planes got to go first
then some lady started to have her kid on there ... then after about an hour
we took off.”  “Gosh, well let’s go get your bags ... I talked to Britney
and she said that she didn’t hate you for nay reason and if you would like
you could sing with her in ‘I’m Slave For You’ ... and ‘Girl in the Mirror’
... sound cool?” she said as we got my bags ... I was about ready to drop. 
We got into the limo and drove to the hotel, “So, do the guys think that I
anit coming?”  “I said that you said that if you could make it that you
would but it didn’t look very clear.” she said.  “What about everyone else?”
I asked.  “They know and they also know not to tell the guys ... anything. 
So, don’t worry girl.”  We laughed and rode in silence until we got to the
hotel.  We got to the hotel and got me a room close to the guys but not that
close.  I got settled in and went straight to bed.