The first image to my mind
a childs tears
for things they can't understand
The second image to my light
the purity of a soul
who has lost faith in life
The third image was to my heart
a painful existance
who's soul was lost
The fourth image made me cry
as innocent children
are forced to die
The fifth image froze my tears
extreme empathy for others
too much for me
The sixth image made me cold
for the loss of lives
is how life is told
Teh seventh image guides my soul
the reason why...
it won't yet be told
Oh, The celestial sun never kissed our "love"
We only ever had the pale moon's glow
Love for us is only a morning dove
why must you frustrate my affections so?
Our feeling is like a black hearted rose
It appears pure on the out, a lushous red
with the tainted center, the rose, it grows!
Oh, how this in my heart is feeling of lead
our secret "love" is only that, oh alas
but how I wish it could be more than that
for a love in seceret is love alack
Where does feeling liek this leave the heart at?
as long as I'm with you my heart does cry
For tears! Lies come with pain, but to whom do we lie?
Someone help me
Someone save me
I don't know how to share my secrets
I'm so ashamed of so much
I want to be better than what I am
I'm so lost
I don't know where to go
No one knows me
Who am I really?
I'm falling
I'm suffocating
I can't find anything to hold onto
I'm so afraid
Who is here to help?
Is there anyone who would try to bare it all?
Why do I feel so alone now?
I'm trapped insdie myself and isolated
I don't know how to open the doors
How can I be open?
I'm afraid of being judged!
No one knows my secrets... no one in the world
I'm sick of this... sick of everything
I've tried to talk but no one listens or understands
or I can't bring myself to speak to them....
no matter how hard I try
I'm tired of this sadness
I'm tired of this pain
I'm tired of this perpetual fear
I REFUSE TO CRY!
of everything I REFUSE TO BE WEAK, I won't shed another god damned tear
of everything I REFUSE TO HIDE, I won't cower anymore
I...
-I only...
I can't.... I can't even try anymore...
What happend... I'm so scared.
Please, someone help me... Someone save me
Alone.... Oh gods