December 3, 2001
Wow -- it's been almost a year since I started this weight loss journey, and I feel somewhat like a failure. I shouldn't, because I have done really great in losing and keeping off that weight, but it's just sooo hard for me to get back on track. Every time I get on here to write in the journal it's the same thing. I'm going to do better, it's the start of a new day -- and I can do it. But then I never follow through. So I'm a little bummed right now about that. This isn't going to last though...because I'm going to prove myself wrong!!! I'm tired of looking at that fat person in the mirror....I want to be thin, or at least healthy! I have a mini-challenge to lose 10lbs by 12/27/01 -- and I am down 1.5lbs. So I know I can do it. Getting back into Tae-Bo after a LONG break, and I'm going to start walking. I bought a talking pedometer, and I'm anxious to see how well it works.
A whole year is gone! WOWWIE! I'm getting to it, and I'm going to be 171 by my one year anniversary! That will be a total of 46lbs! I can do this...I WILL DO THIS!!!! |
