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| ...Dear Sill, Baby, I love you with all my heart. And I have from that day in Maxpages. I thank God everyday that that day happened. It was the day to change me forever. I love you with every beat of what's left of my torn heart. There's nothing left of me with out you. You are my life! I love you more than anything in this world. Nothing can compare to how I feel about you. Nothing! You are the best thing that has ever and ever will happen to me. You are so sweet and so precious to me! You are my angel! No matter what you say, you're an angel. People like me don't deserve angels like you, but hell I am so greatful for the time I had with you. You made me a better person. You're perfect, And, in every single way... ...Sill, I will never forget the day we met. That day will always be part of my life. You were and are such an amazing, beautiful, loveable, angel, sweetheart, funny, understanding and wonderful. That I fell completely and madly in love with you! I prayed of ever getting with you, and I got my prayers answered soon after. You showed me that there are things, wonderful and beautiful, to live for. You gave me the most wonderful gift of all, you, your love, showing me the meaning of love. I can not repay you enough for that, but hell I want to do something. People always say they want to stay in a moment of their lives forever, I couldn't just pick one moment with us. When I am with you the whole world dissapears and I am in Heaven. You are the one I was searching for my whole life, I'm so thankful to have found you. My old prayer use to be having you, I had you... My new prayer is to have you back, and for forever, for the rest of my life... ...Sill, I was so close to ending my life. I knew I couldn't go on without you. So I was going to leave and never come back, I thought that's what was best for me, you and everyone. But I'm so glad I stayed. I just had to talk to you, And I'm glad I got to. You changed my mind in those few hours. You dide what I was so sure you would never do! You actually took me back. I was so in shock I didn't know what to say. I reached up for the comp screen and just kissed it because it was overwhelming me. I loved it, I loved you. I always have. I was the happiest person alive! I didn't stop smiling, Hell, I still haven't. I wonder if I ever will. I am so lucky to have you again. It's my dream come true. I am never going to let you go. I an't. I love!!! -Xander Lee Carlson... |
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| Date: 24th March 2001 Subject: I Love You! Hey beautiful! I'm miss you so freakin much! I can't wait to chat with you again. Sure, Let's get married! Do you wanna? Gen finally went out with Colt! She broke up with him like 3 days later though! Haha! Some chick thinks I'm going out with her! She's a fuckin idiot too! Gen's friend! Then some other chick on bolt think I'm going out with her! But I'm just going out with you. There's nobody else I even want to go out with. Well that's all I have to say for now. Bye! Love your X |
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