Wow it has been quite a while since I last wrote in my journal, just goes to show that I have been pretty busy, with what you may ask, well Jude and Dawn for one but they started school now so we only get them on fridays. And well I have been going to physical therapy from that fall at Western Playland, and since my back and knee havn't gotten better I am getting an MRI done on tuesday. Oh and to top things off I dont have contacts anymore my right one tore so I am now waiting to get my right one in hopefully soon *crosses fingers*. And now my eye doctor thinks I may have Lupus so he sent me to this doctor, and I'm going to be getting tested for that and some other things.All these tests are to happen on Monday but I am going to that Moby concert and from what I hear it ends pretty late and the tests would have to be done at 8 am and so my mom is going to reschefule them which is just fine with me, not that im afraid of needles or anything, I use to poke myself with needles all the time I love it I think it is so fun ;) but just that I dont feel like having tests done on monday. And with all this going on I am not going to be attending school this semester, instead I will be going to a psychiatrist, my mom thinks I need it and that it will help me out with my mood being that I have been somewhat depressed with all this shit going on. And well it's pretty late so I am going to back to sleep again, that seems to be all that I do now :( I odnt even feel like going to parties no more. All I really want to do is move to California and stay there forever. I feel the need to escape from everything that there is here in El Paso. Well take care
ToOdlez ;)
August 4, 2002
Well hello everyone, I am now back from California, we got back on thursday, yes I am glad to be back mainly cause it was so weird being around kids for so long.. I am so not use to it, but anyways. We did so much in 2 weeks..the first day we got to cali we were in san diego, we went to some beach i dont remember which one it was but it was so beautiful, then we drove down to anaheim to check into our hotel, the next 3 days we went to Disneyland and california adventures, and downtown disney. Then on friday we were suppose to have gone to universal studios, but my dad got so confused with the roads and wouldnt listen to me and so we ended up going to 3 beaches that day (venice beach, santa monica beach, and some other beach) venice beach rawx ;). Then on saturday we got up all butt ass early to make it to Universal studios, we were there from 9am to 11pm the park closes at 9pm but hte rest of the time we spent it in universal city shopping at Hot Topic :). On Sunday we spent it resting at the hotel and swimming all day :). We checked out on Monday and arrived in San Diego a few hours later, slept all day and went shopping all night, ( we spent so much money shopping LOL. Tuesday we went to the San Diego zoo in the am and we spent the rest of night at Sea world, and on Wednesday we went to the mall and did some last min shopping for me teeheehee, and then we went to this casino in alpine called viejas and it has an outlet store and we shopped there for a long ass time and then we finally got back on the road and we made so many stops, and at some rest stop that we stopped at Korn was there as well, I saw David sitting in front of my van and I saw Jonathan walkin back and fourth from the bus to David and I think I may have even seen Munky, Head, and Fieldy :) that was so kewl. And then finally on thursday we arrived back home :) I had a lot of fun on my vacation, it was tiring, but very fun
ToOdLeZ
July 19, 2002
Today has been pretty damn busy, and a bit emotional all cause of stupid people that dont want to grow up and realize that there is someone out there that likes them and they just take it for granted and think that just cause you like them your gonna sleep with them, well I am done with that no more. I have noticed i've been a bit more emotional this month more so this week and I think that is why I am thinking like this who knows but maybe i'll get it all out of my system in California, maybe all i need is some fun in the sun, and hopefully i'll be back to normal. But anyways...2 more days woohoo till I am chilling out by the pool with a nice cool drink by my side soaking up some sun..oh ya and partying with some friends hehehe...gots to go for now.
ToOdLeZ ;P
July 18, 2002
Well today was like totally blah, I was majorly sick all morning and then I had my orthopedics appointment today and so now I have a stronger prescription ;) and I have to have physical therapy...the guys there are cute, and to top it off I was talking to one of them and he was really sweet and well ya, anyways hehe. So like the goobers are here, theyve been here since like 1 this afternoon. WOOHOO a few more days till I leave to Cali :) and now my mom is having second thoughts about me going to that concert @ the House of Blues she thinks im going to be kidnapped, LMAO, I am so going I so need to go see Goldfinger and Mest. But anyways, I am gettin kinda sleepy now so I think I might go to bed now or take a little nap, I have a busy day tomorrow, very busy, i needa get my eyebrows waxed, manicure, pedicure and finish packing...so see ya all laterz
ToOdLeZ:)
July 16, 2002
Woohoo in a few more days I will be on my way to Cali :) I am so happy I can hardly wait :) I miss cali so much. I am tryin to get my neice to get her uncle to give her more cash cause her mom and my bro only gave her 150 bux for souveniers, theat is so not enough for everything were gonna do, she at least needs 250 at the very least 200, but oh well we'll see. It's been a few days since ive been on here to write in my journal but oh well I've just been busy packin my suitcase for cali and cleaning my room and well ya, just really busy, and here I am arguing with an asshole tryin to get him to unban me cause hes all pist cause i sent him pics of friends of mine last year instead of me cause at that time i didnt have pics of me and so now hes all pissy bout it and hes really annoying me so im raggin on him and calling him by his real name, but anyways, i am to tired for this shit. :)
ToOdLeZ
July 11, 2002
Well today was kinda all blah nothing interesting happened today, the goobers came over and then my parents took them to the tremway or whatever it is and I didnt go I stayed home and chilled out, my neice was kinda all upset cause I hardly spent time with her today, but I just felt like being totally alone all day long and I pretty much was :) Well I found someone to take care of Odie (my dog) for me...Crys hehe she is going to take care of her while I am in Cali, and I am we are paying her 50 bux to do it too, I know Odie will be in good hands :) hehe if not than ill have to kick crys' ass lol j/k chick ya know I love yaz lol, but anyways I have to be up early tomorrow I have an orthodontist appointment and then a hair appointment tomorrow so I am going to go mimis early, besides I am really sleepy now :( TooDleZ