Hello everyone sheesh it has sure been a long time since I have written in my journal, but I have been busy lately, what with the Haunted House and oh yeah and not having a comp for about a month cause my AC adapter caught on fire and BOIS hehe. Well I met Robert finally last month, he is so sweet and cute, I think I may like him ;) but anyways who wants to hear about that. I saw Jackass last weekend it is so hilarious everyone must go see it. And tomorrow is the most important day NO DOUBT CONCERT I am so psyched my number one fave band in all of history is coming and imma go see em :D I am so happy :D but anyways I must go for the moment afterall I do need my beauty sleep. Come to think of it My clothes better arrive by today I ordered a whole new outfit just to go see No Doubt :D
Toodlez Lambs
Much Love
October 1, 2002
Hello there everyone, how has everyone been? As for me blah. It's been weird. Lets just say Jason is back in the picture...yes cute hot sexy Jason, and what sux is he knows he's all those things >:l and grrr it is so hard resist him. It pisses me off that a guy can get to me the way he does. Aww but I have to admit I love his attention, I could careless about any other guys attention but when it comes to Jasons attention its like a car accident oyu can't help but stick around and see what elese happens. Blah I dont know what to say...all I know is that I am tired and I am going to go to bed and try to get over this whole night.
September 27, 2002
Whoah! a month without writing in the journal I must have not been bored enough, but now I am...actually no i'm not, I am mad. My mom is all fucking yelling at me hardcore about the Korn concert and the tickets. I mean shit if it is going to be such a fucking problem than I just wont go....nevermind the fact that is supposedly their last tour and were never gonna see Korn again or Jonathan Davis werking it on stage *wonders off into dream land thinking about oOoOoOo Jon* oh haha sorry about that, but um ya anyways. Well let me recap on all that has happened. Well I have already gotten the blood tests back and all. I have Luppus, but it isn't that bad, even though my mom plays it to be, and thats what she uses against me to keep me from having my normal life againfrom going out and having fun and doing everything I use to do when I was happy! Theres a show on saturday night at 101 and I so wanna go, but my mom is being a bitch about it, and not wanting me to go. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
why are moms like this. I swear if I have kids I will let them go whereever they want to go whenever they wanna go.. Blah anyways, well she's bitching now cause my room is gettin bad so I needa clean it before she bitches at me some more.
ToOdLeZ
August 31,2002
Well today was really bleh, my mom bitched at me cause Jude was acting like a baby and crying over his fucking PS2 cause it kept freezing on him. But ugh anyways, I am so bored and I have nothing to do. I am wondering whether I should go to the rave tomorrow night or just spend time with Brian hmmm wonder what I should do. Ahh well I'll prolly go with Brian some where ;) Ok im outiez
ToOdLeZ ;)
August 29, 2002
Hello everyone, Well today I had to go back to the docs to go have some more blood taken from me again...my arms are getting all green, bruises look so nasty sometimes. I am so tired of these tests, their gettin quite pathetic, but oh well. And I havn't gotten my MRI done yet cause my stupid insurance doesn't wanna cover it so we want to try and see if they'll cover it if not than were just gonna ditch out the 1,000 bux. So well there is this rave this sunday Crystal Dreams more than likely I am going to go, it's only 20 bux so bleh, I think Jenn is going to go with me, and i think Monique said she was going to go as well I am not sure I need to know for sure. She wants me to go with her to the OP on friday I dunno if I'll be able to go were taking Jude and Dawn to the Cattlemans for supper since they have never been there before, their all excited. HAHA! Speaking of Dawn, my friend Steven wants to so um how do you say this "hook up" with her hehe it'll do her good just to tight up, she needs to loosen up a bit, she obeys her parents and allowes them to dress her like all dorky, she is only 14 and poor thing dresses like an old lady sometimes. I try to tell her to tell her parents to let her dress the way she wants to, but then she wants to wear clothes that just dont fit her personality, she is a lost cause, but she is a sweet kid. Well anyways I am quite tired so I am just gonna go take a nap.
ToOdLeZ :P