| All content of this site is the sole property of Alexis Ryan Souder unless otherwise noted. |
 |
| version: purple star |
 |
| life, as of now lost, empty, filled only with void. energy depleted and I'm drowning. what comes to mind past into present feelings repeat and hate bubbles over. weak and sad with recurrent thoughts teasing, tempting loathing, self contempt. old words reappear as long lost friends wanting to flow from my soul once again. friendly words messages so clear instruct me again. control escaping. and you. strangeness. off track and down. distant, perhaps. losing sight of it all drooping eyes as I grow weary of this thing. Alexis Ryan Souder 05/01/02 |
 |
|
| Other poems from this year: You Cling-Wrap Girl Desire Sanguine Paroxysm life, as of now |