Untitled # 10 I ponder at times what I have done in return for all this strife and to this day I have not figured that much from my life You see, the sand of time they're closing in and coming to a slow as the avalanches cease to exist- I will surely not be aware of what I knew as I ascend this last trip |
April 27th 1999 |
Fall My love for you is that of life The more I can have of this the more I can experiance it all. Though when faced without you love my heart trembles and the walls of this world come crashing down. Have you ever wondered why I kept coming back to see you? Couldn't you tell there was no place i'd rather be than near you!? Even in your lovely cave for when I visited you things seemed to change for the better. And all those promises through all those days they never once came true. I would never let myself see the lies on your face. So what do I do? Who can I be? To get away from all that I see? What do you see? Could you see all this as I do? Or do you not give a @#$& now As i figured you would? All I wanta say- This will be last of all- is that, truthfully, before you I figured I'd never fall. |
May 3rd, 1999 |
Untitled # 11 Karma Cup expresso shake delicious good nice pretty better having wanting loving [an ex's name] |
May 5th, 1999 |