I asked myself over and over again on why do I have to do things to make others happy when I am not receiving anything. Yes its true what people say about giving and taking, but for my case, I just gave away too much.

After months of losing the one I loved, the pain is still inside of me. Its hard to get over it, but I am not going to let that control me. I know she is still around me, just that she can never be with me, even though we wished we could. Its a very confusing relationship if you ask me. It just brings back memories to think about it. I have lost my path ever since things started to fall. I have been walking aimlessly without a clue of what I will get myself into. So much of temptations but I am keeping my guards up.

I had made a vow to myself. That is, never will I be a slave to anyone or anything, let it be in existence or not. Never will I back down without a fight on the ones who wish to destroy me. I am not going to follow a path that has been walked through, but I am going to make my own path and walk on it all by myself. I don't need protection, I don't need sympathy and I don't need this tortured life. I have my confidence - the strongest tool for Mankind. If I overcome my fears, anything is possible.

Soon, things would be darker on the outside when you are alone. So be afraid when I call out your name. Think again if you want to hurt me, because, you might get burnt just for having that thought. I might sound evil, but you should not be scared of me if you are not guilty.

I have lost my love, my life and my path. Its time for me to build a stronger kingdom. I could feel the burn inside of me waiting to flow out like hot lava. The urge to take what is yours is just too great. Never will I lose anything again. Never !!

~Diamond Fangs~