| All That You'll Never Be. I'm life with out death, I'm the resperator hanging on to your last breath, I'm your mind when a gun's in your face, I'm the one you love, lust, Hate, I'm the one you wish would just go away, I view all of you staring down upon u, seeing through your false image, knowing I AM,all that you'll never be, I'm the razor to your wrist, I'm the blood in your sink, I'm the vomit in your stomach, throw up, and choke on me! i open all your wounds so i can be happy too, through tears of joy and smiles of sadness, don't worry my heart is raring to go... and so is the madness, treat me like im gravity bound, but not falling towards you, I've stood my ground, I Am ...All that you'll never be! Shayla R Copyright ©2002 Shayla Marie R |
| Dear Mr Unreliable i messed my life ,up so bad the day that i met you i couldnt see ,the obvious i was blinded ,like a fool you laughed ,while i cried we said good bye ,and now you have nothing to do ,with the beautiful little baby girl ,you helped me bring into a world thats already ,so hard and so cruel she'll have enough to deal with with out dealing with you i wish u could ,just be a man and take responsibility but if you're gonna be like this at least she has got ME! Shayla Marie R Copyright ©2002 Shayla Marie R |
| My Mind Words containing wretchedness and traced with suicide, Tainted with lies and pain that pour from my eyes, Wrists full of blood pulsing through my veins. I cut them open with your actions just to get through today, My mind full of corrupted language and deadly thoughts, Actions and creations that go against everything I was taught, Just a glance into my mind and everything I feel. I hide away in my own place where nothing has to be real, No one's there to f up my world or try to change my life, No one's there to look down on me or take away my knife Shayla R Copyright ©2002 Shayla Marie R |
| Untitled Do u hate me cause Im whats left of ur mess Do u hate me cause my mama left Do u hold me when i cry at night When the demons come and hold on to tight Do u hate me cause u think Im crazy or is it just cause i dont fit in Do u hate me cause i dont believe your lies u know the ones you tell then say u despise alittle bit o hypocrite is what i saw the pain and tears u have made u can no longer cause Shayla R Copyright ©2002 Shayla Marie R |
| Dream when i lay alone in my bed i felt your body i swear i heard your voice in my head and you rubbed your hands down me to sooth my cold body you used your heat to warm my sheets and i could feel you inbetween the sheets i closed my eyes i felt your tongue on my thighs it was pure extacy you had me on a natural high i felt it happening, you made my fantasy. By Shayla Copyright 2002 Shayla Marie R |
| Air i will call you air for you let me breathe until i see you my lungs are bare for you are my breath if you leave, that will be my death i hear your voice, it fills my lungs with air i see you, and im no longer aware that with out you i cant breathe, it's you that i need Shayla R |
| Pulse Sweat... exuding In lust, Lips sealed in skin... Ecstasy shaken, Mixed With commingled... Sweetness awaking, I, we Ever spiritualised, as one Where we have dared... To begun... With racing pulses, Crazy comes forth... Upon the ink that is written...in its worth... Of this sensation... Foreign to me... Is this personal pleasure... Sending shivers of ecstasy To my soul... And sensations pulsing Through paradise... We, ever consumed In the heat of our... Ecstasy pulse. By Shayla Copyright 2002 Shayla Marie R. |
| Fuck Your feelings (to Kaland) my mind raging my heart on fire your pain in my soul mind-fucking desires you tourment my life and think i still care you play with my heart and still want me there you expect me to cry but i feel just like you i don't care about your life or anything you do i dont care if you suffer infact i hope that you do for you deserve but the worst for all you've put me through i laugh at your pain as you laugh at me i know what you hate and how much you hate me you're fucked in the head and i think it's fair you deserve to be empty cause i know you don't care all the time i spent loving you and you fucked up my life you treated me like shit slashed my soul with you knife well it's time that you see that my soul's began healing and i care for you no more go to hell, fuck your feelings. ~Shayla~ |