december.29.03 .::. aaaaah..yeah..i slacked off for the past few days...so i should really start crackign on the homework again...sigh sigh...ugh..i hate spanish..we have to read TWO stories..i'll never finish.a.nd i'll never understand what the heck it means.....aaaah!!...well newayz...i did finally finish the new layout..but..it's looking kinda..ugh...iono...they're somethign missing w/ it...and i'm not quite sure wat......maybe..it's the content..i need to add the links..and add...entries to it...hehe..well here's the "skeleton" of it anywayz ---> click here..well tell me wat you think..hmm...well..newayz...nothing much happened..just did nothing...hhee..well reading the return of the king again..to refresh myself...very fun lol..=D..hehe..also watched some movies..like In-Laws..and FINDING NEMO! lol..it was really good..and funnie ^^.hehe..newayz...i think i'm gonna go now..and slave away at spanish..i really want to finish this crap today..so i only have to do the poetry project..think i'm gonna like cram it..*sigh*...i'll see..till next entry (hopefully in the new layout ^_~) bbai!
x3 andrea (four forty-three pm)

december.25.03 .::. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! lots of presents all of ya?? hehe =P...newayz...so..after church service last night, we came home listening to Z100 massacring all the good christmas carols..but it's all good ^^..hehe.. and then..i fell asleep at 2 and didn't wake up till 11 this morning cuz my parents pry me out of bed to try out a buffet in east hanover (i think) LoL..it was ok..not bad...too much fried food >.<..ech...i'm not too big of a fan of fried foods....but it was still great...yummie ice cream ^^.. hehe...then went to kam man and after that came home and just fooled around till i decided to just finish outlining the three last f** sections of ap us...omg!! the chapter was insanely long..took me forever..but i finally finished just a few minutes ago!! weee~~ and the printer didn't fight w/ me and printed the pages (six..longest ever) just fine!! it's is a grand happy day!! haha =P..hehe.. and i've also thought up of a better layout to do..for the blog page.. ^^ real happy about that! hehe =D..now..all i gotta do..is make it.....LoL..easier said than done..hehe..i think..that'll be a temporary..winter.. layout..and then i think i'm gonna switch back to this layout...iono..see how it works out ^^ hehe. =D
well.newayz..hope you guyz all have a merry day ^^..i'm gonna fix the new layout ^^..hopefully..i can finish it =P
x3 andrea (five fifty-three pm)

december.24.03 .::. merry christmas eve!!! LoL ...wow~ it's goign to be christmas tomorrow!! weee~~ fun fun ^^ gotta luv x-mas..even though..presents presents presents! LoL..not that i get a lot..most of it comes in teh form of money that arrives here earlier than x-mas and is snatched away before my eyes..and invested for college =\ .LoL. but it's all cool..i dunno wat i could do w/ so much money anywayz..it's not liek i go shopping or anythign..so it'll prolly all end up beign wasted on like....food..haha ^^ the one of the few times that i actually buy food from like 711..or the vending machien?!? hehe crazy..newayz..going to service tonite...bro's last time singing in choir..and then he's out!! so say goodbye to all those tuesday/thursday afternoons spent at the library when i can't catch a ride home b4 he leaves for choir!! =P..hehe..yeah..i shouldn't be thinking about that...tha'ts sorta horrible....LoL..hehe ^^.. newayz..so sadly enough..i spent my first day of vacation..doing...HOMEWORK.....wat a pitiful sight i am!! aaah!!..if it werent' for the poetry project..i'd be doign all this shyt the night before..ok..jk..mehbe not that drastic..but defnitely NOT on the FIRST day of break =\ sigh sigh..haha~ i'm currently struggling w/ stupid ap us...the outline is taking forever b/c the chapter is insanely long!! LONG!...35 pages....i'm only half way through..dammit! =\ stupid ap us...*sigh*..i better get this done before this day is over....or i'll cry =\..heeh ^^..newayz...gonna go..work harder on the outline..and speeden up my pace (fat chance)..till next entry have a merry xmas eve!! =D
x3 andrea (seven twenty-one pm)

december.23.03 .::. whoaa..x-mas vacation is started and my heart has plummeted...now it's time to get serious with this poetry project that i've been tryign to ignore for the past few months..*sigh*..well if i follow grace's schedule of an essay a day...there shouldn't be a problem until you realize you dunno how to handle the essay or you don't have enough research and the library isn't exactly next door for you =\ ~ wish me lotsa luck..cuz i'm really going to need it~ and i hope everyone who's going away for vacation has fun ^^
well newayz..i like to thank everyone who gave me presents and cards and just showed they thought about me while they were making things to give to their friends..it really touches my heart *tears* =]..
so thank you to:
1. Angela, Dana, & Sonal - for the tiny decorated basket filled w/ candy..it's really cute ^^
2. Dana - for the candle..smells very nice ^^
3. Angela - for the scarf and the pretty snowman socks (really hot! =P)
and finally thx to marina and saira for the cards!! =P..thx for remembering me =P you guyz are wayy too cooll!! ^^
o yeah..and thx to tina for thinking of getting me a present..and prolly got one for me..but just couldn't find it today..=P..i just feel so touched and happy to have all of you guyz as friends =]

yup...have a merry christmas && happy hannukah to those who celebrate either or both...and a happy new year to all!! hope you guyz enjoy your winter break more than i do..b/c..i'm just goign to be doing school work all the time...wow~~..junior year sux =\
on a lighter note..i made the physics team!! very excited about that..hehe..i've never made a science team b4..so i'm really happy about that =P..hehe..especially since my math year isn't goiong very well this year =\..relaly depressign me...sigh sigh..i just need to let go and stop caring...but..that takes a while..and just gets me stressed out and depressed and all that..=\
well thanks everyone for the gifts and cards..and happy holidays to everyone!! =P..i'm goign to try to work more on that new layout..and hopefully have somethign up by christmas day..(admist all the hw) =\ hehe but till next entry have a merry day!! ^^
x3 andrea (seven fifty pm)

december.20.03 .::. uh-oh..i just heard somethign about psats scores downstairs...*runs for my life*..i dun wanna know!!! NO!!!!!!!!! fuck...life sucks a lot....i had a right temper yesterday w/ myself which followed w/ a major depression which followed w/ reading in my bed until i fell asleep.....which...wow....i feel so badd now..*sigh*..newayz..you prolly don't wanna know about that..and i dont' want to relive it..or actuallly more like talking about it...so newayz...moving along now...
oooo ...weeeee...just spent quarter of an hour looking at the psats...=P I SURVIVED!!! hahaha..ok newayz..i was looking through foxtrot comics and they have a series of strips on the Return of the King!!!!! LoL it's sooo funnniiieee!! hehe =P..you gotta read them...starting from here...and just keep clicking next date until you've read all of them..they're hilarious ^^..aaah...i want to see the movie soo badly....sigh sigh....waaaah~~~~....just missed the oportunity to see it today b/c of my right temper yesterday...and i can't contact dana...SIGH SIGH......meanwhile..i'm like saving this entry every other sentence..this stupid comp is giving me a nervous breakdown... i'm so scared it'll delete my whole entire entry that i've taken so long to type...aaah......someone buy me a new funcitoning computer for christmaas!!! hehe =P..jk..don't do that >.< well..x-mas is comign up soon..along w/ vacation ...along w/ a mountian pile of hw...along w/ facing the completion of the impossible poetry project ...along w/ much toil and stress....which all should not be happening on such a festive holiday and vacation!!!! SIGH SIGH! LoL..sigh is like my new word ^^...i've begun to say it all the time..sigh sigh =]...hmmph..so i have an interesting vacation to look forward to..not well..i've got an updated list of music ..or something along those lines...aaah..days are over...sigh sigh...

december.16.03 .::. wee~~ finished most of my "immediate" homework today..hehe..so i just finished the programming questions..figured that i'll just look at the programs tomorrow in class...and kill myself for not doing it right now..and then..i guess after this entry...i'll look into the poetry project..and the poems..and yeha..figure out what research i should do..so i don't cram it in durign break..i hate researching..i never find the stuff that i want..i'm like incapable of finding research *sigh*..newayz..checked out the foxtrot comics!!! very nice!!! dedicated to REturn of the King!!! weeee~~ i'm so excited ..i luv LOTR =p..hehe...very funnie comics...read the comics from day 14,15,16..they're soo funny and great!! gotta love foxtrot..hehe ^^.. well newayz...i think..i better start getting back to the poetry project...peace ^^
x3 andrea (ten fifty-six pm)

december.14.03 .::. wow..i am the most pathetic person in the world, life sux, and i hate myself...blaah..why do i have to work that slow?? i started the stupid lab at 2 in the afternoon ..and didn't finish it till now..at 12:30...i shouldn't be spending so fucking long on this fucked up assignment !!! why??? why do i have to work so slow?? omg!! my whole day has been wasted..i still have to study for fucked up health..cuz i completely failed the fucked up drug test last time...and then i still have to do programming unless i want to get behind on my work AGAIN which i have no desire..omg..i hate myself...fuck it, fuck everything...man...why??? sometimes i just want to drop everythign and fall into eternal sleep..it just seems so much better than having to be so stressed out...having so much to do..never finishing half of it..and never knowing everythign....always feeling like a retard...never think you're good enough for anything....life totally sux...i wish i was just floating away to nothingness..*sigh*....life sometimes just doesn't feel like it's worth living...gosh... newayz...props to louis who got the song from ria who got it from christine (evanescence lover!! =P)..hehe.."Before the Dawn" by Evanescense..it's a great song.. it's very intense..the background of it..the dynamics..it's inspirational...it's *wow*..hehe =P...it's awesome..you should all listen to it!!! =D well newayz..that's like my only highlight of the day...hmmph...*sigh*...newayz..back to slaving myself away to working...i hate life....
x3 andrea (twelve thirty-six am)

december.13.03 .::.

december.12.03 .::.
note to angela:hey, wow ~ i know i haven't been commenting a lot lately..but i 've been reading the entries..and i'm really sorry >.<..i dunno wat to say, which may be why i never comment plus the fact my comp likes to freeze when i try to click on a link that's a pop-up *rolls eyes* anywayz, school is overrated, but also..i guess..our grade is just too competitive...so like you just feel really really bad when you get a bad grade..but i mean..it's like..wat does that grade mean in the long run?? totally NOTHING...and then u also think about half the subjects we learn in school...wat is the likely hood that we will ever need all of them again?? so i mean..dont' worry..just relax about it..and don't think about it too much..it's wat i do..>.<..anywayz..think about it this way...it's not like you're gonna die from getting bad grades..so you know you're gonna live through this no matter what..and as long as you hang in there..you'll know that when you get out of it..no matterr where you end up...you still braved it through..and that's a somewhat comforting thought! (Like me and my poetry project hopefully) LoL...so just hang in there...live things day by day...cuz if you go too far ahead..you just won't be able to handle it..it'll be too much to deal w/...and just take notice of the small happy things..and you'll be fine..i mean..sometimes you'll feel bad..and other times..it'll be different..just hold on to the good times!! (omg..i just explicated a poem about holding on to good times >.<..i'm still having the lasting effect) ..so that's all i can really think of..just don't stress yourself over it too much! =P ~luv andrea~ xoxo p.s. wat's the name of your song on your xanga?? it's so pretty & inspirational..

whoaa..ok..that was a long comment after all..no wonder xanga couldn't handle it ^_~ hehe.. well newayz...i've left you like five million other comments just trying to post that up...yup yup..well newayz, i have sooo much hw to do this weekend it's not even funny..and since i don't want to become depressed just listing it..i'm not goign to write wat i have to do...BUT i do have an exciting saturday tomorrow in store for me..which is also swetha's birthday happy birthday! hehe =P...newayz..saturday...
tomorrow- going to Columbia!! wee~ hehe =P..and then..afterwards going to CHINATOWN! haha..to meet up w/ my grandma and have CHINESE FOOD!! yum yum! can't wait..very excited =P hehe.. and then afterwards..i come home and that night..i'm going to see THe Crucible!! finally!! i've been waiting so long..it looks soo good hehe ^^ the set is incredible...so..that will be a fun saturday...=\ but no time to work! blaah..o well..i won't think about that! and then...
sunday- snow snow snow!! haha wee~~ again! very exciting..i'll see snow again..after the stupid rain decided to get rid of the snow that came down last weekend! blaaaah! stupid rain! heeh. except..i kinda hope it won't snow in the morning (dunno the exact details cuz i'm an ignorant person)..b/c i have to go to church and read a lesson...>.<..hehe..mehbe it'll snow later...prolly not cuz it's a weekend sunday..unlike last friday..when it decided to snow late in the day! pah! hehe =P
so like..i have an event-packed weekend! LoL..hehe..but no time to do my mountain pile of hw..which sux..o well..i'll figure it out..=\..life sux sometimes..but i guess look at the brighter side of things! hehe..i suppose..whoaa..i'm feeling a little giddy..i better wave and say bye bye...hehe =P
x3 andrea (six eighteen pm)

december.09.03 .::. aah..just finished researching for the health project presentation tomorow...blaah! i hate health! >.< ...=\ i really wish it was gym just for the simple fact that it's just so much less work... i've had it ...ack! and i haven't started that poem explication which i promised myself i'd do over the weekend..*sigh*..i feel like such a procrastinator..blah...and x-mas vacation is comign up real soon..and ihavne't even made a move on teh poetry project...hmmph...i'm feeling so stressed right now...
well anywayz, finally bought tickets to the Crucible..NiCe!! hehe..goign to see it this Saturday.. wee~ ^^ so that will be a bright moment..i s'pose...*sigh*...and i relooked the graphics for the blog..and i've concluded that they both suck..i'm going to have to make a new one....=\...i think they're just to monotone.....or mono color..or W/E...it's just BLAH all together! hehe..mehbe if i did some mixing of layers...iono..but i just don't like the layout of the picture in general..so i'm thinking of a new one...=P...well.newayz..i better go..and have another three hour sleep before i bounce away to school (hem..not)...*waves*
x3 andrea (three o'clock)

december.07.03 .::. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMIE!!!! =P. LoL..hehe..newayz..i spent the whole night yesterday tryign to figure out how to load brushes onto psp7..and after no success i decided to sleep (2:00)..LoL..o well..and then i come back on now..and i go on psp7..and the new brushes were there! ??? ..LoL..so weird..but they're soo pretty..and cool..very butterflyyy..hehe.cept..my layout doesn't really deal w/ butterflies (my new one..and right now too)..so i can't really use it..but it's nice just to admire them! heeh
oh yeah...i looked more a the blue graphic one..and i think it's a lil to gloomy...err..iono..newayz..i put a new color to it..but there's still something wrong..i feel like i should just make a new one...aah! i'm not sure...hmm..welll ..how bout you tell me which one looks better w/ the entrance page! 1 or 2 (new one)...click all the links and tell me!! please.. i need some help =\..hehe newayz..i better start studying for ap us...and do poem explication for english...aaah! my two hated subjects ='[..well bbbai! @ 4:03..heeh..looks kinda weird in the italicized thingy..hehe
x3 andrea (four O three pm)

december.06.03 .::. wweee~~ whoaaa..you have to look outside right now!! it's like friggn snowwing sooo much!! hehe..it's so thick ..i can barely make out the house across the street...there's soo much snow!! wow~ crazie!!..especially when it's still auttum and not even winter yet! hehe...newayz...missed columbia today b/c of the weather ='[ ..o well it's okay...cuz i got to sleep in!! hehe..i'm soo happie right now!! i love snow..the pretty white color ...aaahhh ^^ .. hehe.. but then those stupid truck shovellers will come around soon and shovel all the friggin' snow on the road onto our stupid driveway!! so then we'll have double the snow to shovel off our driveway!! OMG! they're really such idiots..i mean u shovel it to the SIDE not to a person's driveway!! IDIOTS..and those snowblowers need to be condemned..cuz they just add more trouble by blowing the snow OFF their DRIVEWAY..but into the friggin MIDDLE OF THE STREET!! don't anyone have common sense around here?? *sigh*..LoL...newayz...before we think about clearing the town...let's just be HAPPY and think about all that snow! WOW! heh..i want some hot chocolate right now! =P well.. newayz..i better start doing some programming =\...i'm so behind >.< ...*sigh*...well here's a lil picture i got from jenn! ^^ it's really cute ^^ happy snow day!!

december.04.03 .::. aaah! i haven't updated in here for so long!! IT'S FRIGGIN DECEMBER! aah....wow..i've been feelign so bad lately...last nite..my stomach and back hurt all over!! argh..i'm such a screwed up kid..*sigh* it's really depressing but anywayz...on a brighter note!
HOTMAIL CHANGED IT'S LOOK !! it looks really hot now..hehe..HOTmail! LoL...newayz...hehe..it's really neat..mehbe i'll show a screen shot of it...hmm..i'll think about it...i should really be doing some homework right now..*sigh*...came in late to school today...wow..missed my science classes and ap us ....smart move....but i had to read those stupid english poems and comprehend it..so i couldn't get in by fourth period..so i had to miss ap us..and the notes...blaaaah! the essay got moved back till monday..but..I DUN HAVE THE NOTES! aiyah! well, hmmph..so neways it snowed here for the past two days? hehe! it actually sticked!! SOO COOL! i can't believe it.....and it looked so beautiful =] ...but then it melted away ='[...but then snow only looks pretty when it's just fallen..if you wait for a day..it turns all black and yucky..that it looks terrible..*sigh*..i love snow....aah..nature is so beautiful..like whenever i go down hillside ave (?) i think...it looks so pretty to just look at the trees during the spring, fall and winter...(iono about summer cuz i'm rarely ever around)...in the spring ..you get all these pretty blossoms on the trees..and then in the fall..you get all the pretty colored leaves before they fall..and then in the winter..when it snows...the snows accumulates on the branches..and it makes you feel like your in a white palace or something..I JUST LOVE IT! it's really pretty =]..
well, anwayz, now that its december..it's festive time! and POETRY PROJECT TIME! aaah shit..if i didn't suck at writing explications..iw ouldn't be procrastinating..plus the fact that i dunno how to do this project..blaah...arf! ..hehe. yep..oh reminds me..i have to change that calender! it's still sayign november..i wonder wat upcoming events there are...hmm.not much..cept christmas..but...then..poetry...so i'm actually not looking forward to it..*sigh*..o yeah...also. anyone know anybody's birthday that are in december? i've only got one so far..hehe =\ oops ^^...well...i'm gonna update this site a bit more...so end of entry =P whoaa..it's 6:00!! right on the dot!
x3 andrea (six o'clock)

november.27.03 .::. happie thanksgiving!! ^^ yum yum turkeyyy!! LoL..believe it or not..i'm going to be having TURKEY this year for thanksgiving!! haha~ going up to somewhere in ny to visit some of my unknown relatives ^_~ jk..and having turkey w/ them..LoL..should be interesting i daresay..haha ^^.. yupz.. so newayz..another four day weekend *wow*....it's going to go by soo fast though...shoot...and sooo much hw...GOODDDAMMIT TEACHERS! GIVE IT A REST!!..hw..and gov school apps to finish up =\ aaaaah! my head can't take it..LoL..hmm..yeah..newayz. i joined asian avenue...err..cuz i was really bored..actually honestly..i think i was...i just didnt' want to do hw..so i joined up..but i havne't done anything to it yet..b/c there's just too many components to it..and i'm too stupid to figure out how to deal w/ it >.<..lol...so it's currently a bit empty..and nothing much to visit for haha..so i'm not goign to tell you my user name..tho it took me a while to figure it out..haha~ =\ ..i'm hoping to create a lil more for that new layout i'm hoping to post up ....some time..in december? mehbe..argh..i've decided i dun want to have a whole blue background..it's going to look too..much...haha~ i might change it back to a white layout..or perhaps a real light blue? eck..noo...i think a lil too tacky..iono..so i'm changing that whole graphic...but i'm still keeping the entrance one..that one looks real nice..hehe ^^.... it's a lil big..i hope it doesn't take too long to load..but since all you peepz have like cable..it should't matter! it's juss me w/ my lil nice 56K? modem..haha ^^ ..yep..well i'm goonna go run and clean up my room cuz my dad's having a heart attack about it! hehe..and then mehbe i'll fix up the graphic or clean out the filemanager or sumthing! hehe.. well, till the next entry..so long!!
x3 andrea (nine twenty-two am)

november.24.03 .::. first of all...a big birthday shoutout to my lil sis from choir ^_~

november.18.03 .::. >.< .. mann..i felt soo sick yeseterday & this morning..but now i feel better..prolly needed the friggin' rest..omg....two hours yesterday (and not even restful) wasn't too good...ack..x.X . well newayz...gotta make two b-day shout outz b/c i didn't have time over the weekend ...bad me *slaps myself*

Life can
take you through rough times
but still you will pull through
hold on to your hopes and dreams
and there's nothing that you can not do,. whoa

Up against all odds 
we were standing up against all odds 
trusting and believing in the miracles of love
even if it seems to be so hard
to reach for the dream that is so far never lose your faith in love
when you're up against all odds.

november.13.03 .::.

november.12.03 .::. first off...a great big special thanx to angela and xing for keeping the guestbook alive!! hehe..w/o you guyz..i might as well have shut it down a long time ago...b/c the last entry would have been from like last year 5 months ago or something..so thanks for all your delightful commentary =P hehe..
ok..well..yesterday nite was the world language honor society ceremony..err..pretty interesting? hehe =P it was pretty w/ all the candle lights and all...but my candle wouldn't light on teh first try..aah so horrible..i was walking back to my chair w/ a candle that was supposed to be lit but it decided to burn out on me ?!?!?! =P hehe..and the oath for spanish was soo messed up..we were all just mumbling random spansh sounds while tryign to imitate wat the person said LoL.haha..it was soo bad...i had to force myself not to crack up =D newayz...came home and fell asleep..so i barely did any of my hw except for physics b/c i did that at the library after school OMG..hehe..but i got lucky todai...we had a lab in chem and a sub in ap calc =D hehe...but i should start getting to work now..b/c i have to do hw from yesterday and today...AAAAH =]..well well...so i better get started on english =\...
x3 andrea (five twenty-nine pm)

november.10.03 .::. aah..back to school again...i think i need a few more days of break..for heaven's sake..well new marking period now...health started...aaah~~ one extra class..ack... well newayz...hmm...school was boring as usual...well no..just tiring ...having to sit through classes and try to soak in the information thrown at you tis all...haha~ well.. then there was the national spanish honor society rehearsal (loL) for tomorrow's induction ceremony....went ok...i'm not sitting near anyone i know =\ it'll be a boring long ceremony *sigh*..it's ok...
long day tomorrow..i think i'm going to do an all nighter tonite..or stay up really late to finish all this other potential hw..lol...*sigh*...too much to do and too little time..that's wat it really feels like this year ='[..it's a horrible feeling b/c then i just start freaking out...hrmph...well newayz...i just discovered that i still have entries from like october that i need to clean up..didn't realize that..i'll have to fix that up sometime =\...yeaa..well i think i'll go have my daily dose of comics and then start english =\ bbai~
x3 andrea (nine twenty pm)

november.08.03 .::.

november.03.03 .::. heyy! first of all birthday shoutoutz to-

october.31.03 .::. happy halloween! to y'all.. hehe... such funny costumes today @ school..like all the guys who dressed up as girls..=P...madd funny..hehe...there were also lots of costumes with big wings ..kinda got in the way in the hallways =\..hehe but they were really pretty nonetheless..haha~ i almost tore off someone's wing..by accident...omgosh..i felt soo bad..hehe..didn't want to break their costumes or anything..well newayz...err. school was ok. =\ kinda sucked..when some teachers made us do work..so stressed out in programming..didn't even get all the programs in on time..getto is such an asshole~ i hate him soo much....wtf am i doing in his class anyway?? argh..and i cannot stand some ppl in my class...soo annoying..i almost exploded...prolly did...but at least it wasn't like a big scene or anything..i ought to really control my temper....can't help it...=\..i really hate myself sometimes..for like doing stupid things..or not being able to keep on top of things..stuff like that..and then it just stresses me out...i want to do so many things..but half of them i reallly dont' want to do..and the other half...i just don't have time to do it..b/c i'm struggling to finish the more important boring things...*sigh*...
well tomorrow..i'm going to columbia...hehe...and then back home..to do HOMEWORK...sux..i can't wait for teacher's convention...gonna go to MA..hehe funn~...but then there's still lotsa hw i'll have to do..b/c teachers' just love to take the opportunity to drop a mountain pile of hw on your back the day b4 vacation..plus it's the end of the marking period coming up..so we'll be tested like crazy next week..gosh...i hate school..it wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that there's just so much work involved....='[....welll newayz...i'm thinking about trying to make a new layout scheme for this site...gotta think of some new colors..and how to work it out...still working on it...but got so much other stuff to do..like sat course...and of course...HOMEWORK...but i do have the new splash image..or entry image to the site done...so check it out here
well ..end of the month..november's rolling in..i can't believe i've been in school for two months already...it's not like it's too quick..it's just that...u dun really realize the actual time and all..can't wait for winter vacation..but iono..if i really want it to come too fast..b/c..there's all that work in between...x.X
x3 andrea (six forty nine pm)

october.29.03 .::. life is too stressful. so much work to do in so little time...i mean..there are so many hours where one can stay awake before they drop dead...i mean honestly...have to do this ap us synopsis...soo hard...i can't write...i have no ideas...and i don't understand the chapter...dunno anything about the time period...WHY DID I EVER TAKE AP US HISTORY??..am i crazy? *sigh* i kinda feel empty these days...like there's no life in me...i'm just taking each day one at a time...not thinking about anything...just living a routine life..but not living at all..i mean it's like a schedule almost...go to school...attend the classes...always staring at the clock waiting for each period to be over to go to another period and stare at the clock again waiting for that period to go over..and on and on it goes till it's finally ninth period and you're once again staring at the clock waiting for the bell to ring to dismiss you...then go straight home...and then fool around for half an hour eating or just standing around staring of to space...then freak out b/c you have so much hw...start doing hw....study, read, and all that... and then...omg..the time has flown..you're not even done w/ half the work you have to do..and it's dinner time...that takes an hour..then...just sit around doing nothign....freak out again and then start hw....and then..it's around 11..can't keep eyes awake..have pretty much everything done..except like chem / calc hw...so decide to sleep and wake up early..but then that wake up early part never really happens..and then it's school again..and then...that keeps going for five days a week w/ a weekend in the middle of the five days..but that weekend is never enough so i can relax b/c then there's even more hw to do..and u spend the whole weekend practically doing it..and then it's monday and the it starts ALL OVER AGAIN...from just living like this, i feel empty..as if i'm missing something...but i dunno wat it is.....i dunno..sometimes..i feel like i just want to scream out in frustration...but the scream never comes out...everything is like built in inside me and i can't get it out...it just won't come out...what happened to life? shouldn't it be happy, enjoyable?? wat's going on?? i need a long term break away from all this shyt....i dun think even a summer vacation can help me now...there's just too much on my mind..i need to get rid of it....but i can't.....it's like a shadow lurking in my mind..and it'll never leave...***
(eleven zero nine pm)

october.27.03 .::. aaah...another entry ....i just FINISHED READING BARTLEBY BY HERMAN MELVILLE AND IT WAS HELLA BORING OMG....i alsmot fell asleep while reading the book...it wasn't too bad the plot..but it was too boring..couldn't read it...so i'm finally done w/ it...and i've decided to take a break before i fight w/ the ap us synopsis...gosh...my first draft is horrible..thinking i s hould just scratch it out and start a new one..but then wat a friggin waste of time! but w/e....=\ *sigh* njml tomorrow...and then have to study for ap cs..and finis up ap us synopsis..and i think i'm becoming random and incoherent so i'm gotta go >.<
(ten thirty-seven pm)

whew..just finished doing the english poetry project assignment..find six poems and write as sentence on what they're about..it wouldn't be too bad of an assignment if it weren't for the fact that when it came to the explication essay...we couldnt' change the poems if it was too hard to manage..aaaargh..i hope i picked easy to do poems..or i'll sorta be screwed.. >.<
newayz, too much in life going on...i feeel stressed even when they're no need too..*sigh*..still have some hw left..but it oculd always wait till tomorrow...blahh...finsihed reading the ap us chapter...but i ahve no idea what to write about..well i wrote somethign..but it totally sux...and i can tell..*sigh*..i hate ap us...it's such torture...but then if i dun get at least a 4 on the ap exam..then i prolly can't skip it in college..but then is it really worth working hard and killing myself now to get a 4...jakjfd;lskjal;fjlks;jflksa.. w/e...ack...frustration is amounting...well newayz...let's see what i did this weekend for the sake of a record..*shrugz*
sunday » nothing much...went to halloween hoopla ~ drove there...and i conclude i suck at driving...blahh.....i mean i can control the car..but my brain and state of mind is just not fit in driving ~ too many near death accidents (ok mehbe not death but WHATEVER)..*sigh*..but it was fun...b4 that happened..hehe...=\..welps...the hoopla was fun...saw angela CHEAT LITTLE KIDS OUT OF MONEY BY SELLING THE JLC LOLLIPOPS FOR A DOLLAR.tsk tsk.. =p...hehe...and then afterwards i just did hw ..until now ^^
saturday » went to columbia ~ comoputers decided to go all crazy on me so i had to move around to 5 computers to finally get one in which the program would actually work..*sigh*..drama drama drama...wellz, then afterwards bought a CD ..~ hehe ..i luv the city =p
well, time to go to sleep..or read...or...iono....check up what hw i have left to do in ap us tomorrow..free period =p..hehe...kk nitez
x3 andrea (twelve twenty-seven am)

october.24.03 .::. whoo..just came back from the football game...kinda left early *hehe*...34-0 when we left..pretty good ^^.. hehe.. yup..it was freezing outside...i was soo cold...bought hot chocolate ~ it was very yummy and HOT..hehe..until i finished it that is..hehe...saw marching band ~ they were really good..very exciting..had a nice time..went w/ dana..saw alix, sarah, and armene there..hehe =P so it was pretty fun..now..i'm back home...debating whether to outline ap us..which i really should..or just fool around...fooling around seems more appealing =D
(nine thirty-three pm)

currently eating a mint chocolate chip lolipop right now!! hehe ~ yumm soo good...thx xing! =P..hehe well, what a better way to spend my friday afternoon but to read the next stupid fucked up chapter in my retarded us history book...arghh~ so frustrating..i juss had a friggin' test today! but i have to read this stupid chapter for a stupid synopsis...aaaah =\...newayz...better start reading...i'll update lataz..mehbe after the football game..to complain..hehe =P..
x3 andrea (three forty-eight pm)

october.23.03 .::. happie mole day lolz..hehe 10 to the 23rd..omg..so corny..lolz..but anywayz...we didn't do any work in ap chem..hehe..we had a party instead so that was pretty cool. but now i'm struggling w/ the stupid chemistry equations..so screw loboda...gosh..i still dont' get these....and i think no one else gets them...or at least the majority..*sigh*...well, also got ap us test tomorrow and spanish..plus i still have calc hw ..so i'm pretty screwed right now..dammit..aaah~ then..i'm busy tomorrow night..stupid football game to go to for x-tra credit..*sigh*...too busie...ack...well time to get a move on the hw...right...aah~

Half-life Lyrics by Duncan Sheik

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear 

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

october.22.03 .::.

october.20.03 .::. today was the best day so far this school year! hehe!!! angela got me a nice burned CD w/ my favorite songs and some new really good ones too!!! hehe!!! i was so excited!! i listened to it all afternoon..hehe soo good...thanx muchas angela for the CD!!! luv ya~ ...hehe...yerp...and the CD has all the songs that were on my list of fav. songs that was updated yesterday..thanx so much ang!! har har.. well newayz..right now..it's absolutely freezing in my house..i am so cold!! argh..the heater better get fixed tomorrow..or i'll so scream..i dun think i can take this fridge any longer.. =\...newayz, public library will be screwed w/ me tomorrow if they don't have anotehr book in for me..b/c they have me down as boring a book that i never received..dat means i have to go through the friggin' trouble to sort this mess w/ them...aiyah! =[....i'm so tiredd right now..blaahhhh -.-
x3 andrea (eleven zero six pm)

october.19.03 .::. currently freezing in my house..brrrrr...argh..my hands are so numb, and i just wanna snuggle up in my bed and sleep till tomorrow..but noo..that's not a possibility cuz i have to finish stupid scarlet letter (EIGHT FRIGGIN CHAPTERS!!!) and study for ap chem test tomorrow..and i KNOW NOTHING ABOUT GASES cuz i didn't do the hw for the past week.....bad me....arggh!!! i'm so stupid..i procrastinated!! and i'm fuckin' not supposed to....argh..i'm so mad at myself right now...and yet i dun wanna get my lazy ass of this chair and do the work..*sigh*....newayz, here's the song lyrics to a song...that iono..just makes me kinda calmer sorta whenever i listen to it..but of course..since i can't d/l music nemore..i have to friggin listen for it on the radio...and it's not too popular..so i never get to hear it!!! aaaah.....and i hate buyign cds cuz then you get other stupid friggin songs that sound soo horrible along with it..and i'm not about to buy just one friggin cd just b/c of one song...*sigh* life is too complicated....x.X

Why Can't I- Liz Phair
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too

This is, this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
I'd love for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
for this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

october.18.03 .::.
song list:
1. Simple Plan- "Perfect"
2. Liz Phair- "Why Can't I"
3. Britney Spears ft. Madonna- Me Against the Music (surprisingly good =\)
4. Stacey Orrico- (There's Gotta Be) More To Life
well, today was the PSATs =\..it went ok...blaaah...>.< i prolly screwed up so badd..i hate this..cuz i can't find out right away how i did like the mock tests..i have to wait !!!! aiyah....newayz...after that i went shopping so that sorta made my day cuz i got a new comforter (nice & warm), a hooded sweater (yes!!), a free t-shirt(iono why??), and pjs =D... hehe..so now i'm all happie now..hehe so wasn't a bad day...then we got a bunch of movies from the library..and i also got the HOw To Lose A Guy in 10 Days DVD...such a good movie =P..hehe it's soo funnie..i luv it! hehe.. well yerps..now i should go to bed since i gotta go to church tomorrow...^^...*waves*
p.s. -- also..the heater (hopefully) will be fixed in two days!! hehe yesss!! thank god..i'm freezing my ass off right now...and also...i went to bed, bath, and beyond today and i saw this very cute snowman that could sing frosty the snowman and do a funky dance..and it really could shake its ass..hehe!! it was soo funnie!!! and cute !! lolz..hehe..i soo want it!! lolz..hehe =P...and also...i'm in the middle of trying to make a new layout for this site...and i've made the entry pic..^^..check it out here!! hehe.. =P peace.
x3 andrea (eleven forty nine pm)

october.17.03 .::. i cannot wait till the heater in our house gets fixed..i mean HEAT! omg..it's freezing cold in my house right now..my fingers are so numb they can barely type...i'm totally forcing it to move and type on this keyboard here..this is horrible =\ ...anywayz, nothing interesting today....i have to take the PSATs tomorrow......i'm going to do so bad..*sigh* i'm supposed to be studying right now...but of course i'm so tired i could almost fall asleep...aiyah..well..gonna go study now i guess...i have so much hw..this weekend...blahh...
x3 andrea (five thirty-one pm)

october.16.03 .::.

october.12.03 .::.

october.07.03 .::. first off- birthday shoutoutz =P

october.03.03 .::. hey, three day weekend...been looking forward to this all week..an actual break for the night..but i think i should get some serious work done tomorrow unless i wanna have a nervous breakdown monday night..haha..newayz..was browsing through the net yesterday night..and i found a review on our ap java book..and yeah..mr. getto should learn how to pick out better books..cuz i think it sux and so does other ppl..here's the review found from amazon --
"It is too bad that this is required reading for a Java course, I think this book would be more effective lighting a fire than teaching you Java. It screams at you about keywords then fails to correctly use them itself. My biggest problem with this book is the packages it uses. It doesn''t bother actually using any standard java package, it uses a couple of third-party tools to try to teach you everything. Something called TerminalIO for the command line, and BreezySwing for gui. I'm surprised they didn't try to create their own System.out object for use especially with this book."
lol, it's pretty funny..and as i am on the computer science topic. i also found a foxtrot comic that's relevant and also pretty funny..hehe so i gotta show it off..=P hehe..here:
taken from ucomics.com- i think it might be in C but i dun really know..haha~ =P...yeah...so i spent my whole entire afternoon sleeping in my room and listening to music from the radio..haha~ yeha typical me..my mom's gonna kill me cuz i was supposed to be studyin the SATs..mehbe i should go do that after i finish this entry...yeah i think i will..hehe
well here are my top songs from listening to the radio =P
1. Simple Plan- "Perfect"
2. Liz Phair- "Why Can't I"
and i think there might be some others but i dunno the names =P
~ o yeah, here's a site i've been dying to share: credit card muchas gracias to fendy who showed it to me.. =]
hrm...going to columbia again tomorrow..second class..hopefully it'll be fun...get to mess around with a computer and hear a lecture for two hours..and i'll be in a bus for another four hours (round trip) haha..wat fun...but then..now i can't say i've never been to NY cuz i'll be going there for many more times..hehe =P well yeah...so that'll be fun...ok...this has been a long entry...i think i'm gonna call it quits...
x3 andrea (nine fifty-one pm)

october.01.03 .::.

september.27.03 .::. nothing much going on today. it's all gloomy and rainy outside ='[. currently waiting for my SAT scores to process..just took another test...and did reallly bad on it...i'm trying to bring up my math score that has been decreasing lately b/c i'm getting so careless..and stupid...and scared...and stressed..and all that crap...*sigh*...plus my verbal is already bad...but i think my reading is improving..it's just the analogies and sentence completions that are totally screwing me over..but just as long as i get 800 on math and 600 on verbal on the actual thing..i'll consider myself a happie lil grl...i hate SATS.. it's been bothering me since the first time i took them...cuz if you don't get a high enough score..then a list of colleges are already scraped off your list..or at least mine.. =\...it's so stupid..i mean..it's just a bunch of scores...it's horrible how colleges decide whether you can go to their school on what you get on a bunch of stupid tests SAT and SATII included....and then we also have to worry about stupid ranking..cuz colelges look at that too blah blah blah..but what do i know? i'm just a stupid idiot sitting here waiting to be rot away...or that's certainly how some ppl make me feel ....
*sigh*..anywayz, moving away from that, i'm thinking about starting up a comics page (yeah, i kno i said this earlier and it never happened)...lolz, i want to start one..but i have to come up w/ a design first..and i currently have none that will help me organize the number of comics i want to put up ...just to give you guyz some laughs =P cuz they're really funnie ^^.. so once i come up w/ a design..i guess..i'll have to find some time to actually make it..yup..and i also moved that box on the left a bit farther left..cuz i realized that on every other computer i've been on besides this one..it's always too far to the right and is covering my entries..so i hope that is left enough so it doesn't do that..hehe ^^.. yerp..ok it's time to check the scores.. =\...not really into it..but my mother is just dying to know..*sigh* ...so peace v^.^V
x3 andrea (six seventeen pm)

september.25.03 .::.

september.23.03 .::.

september.18.03 .::.

september.13.03 .::. hehe..forgot a birthday shoutout which was 4 days ago..well to be truthful, i didn't know until two days ago hehe =P

september.11.03 .::.

Where Is The Love? - Black Eyed Peas
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

september.08.03 .::. well, i updated my goals for this month a bit ~ such as finishing my Kaplan SAT course...i'm not mentioning anything about trying to get a higher score b/c i've given up hope..and it's pointless in stressing...i've done it for too many years..w/e score i get..i'll get...i dun really think about it anymore...
newayz, school today was okay..nothing special, nothing great...but as angela pointed out..we never see each other anymore and it's so saaad ='[...i remember how we used to walk down A hall together after chorus..but b/c of my stupid schedule i dun have chorus anymore either...i really miss chorus too- it was a time for me to relax and have some fun throughout my hectic schedule and now i dun even have it..i got ripped of completely...so depressing..well..i guess spanish could make up for it...it's such a fun class ~ we have such a great time..(even though she speaks spanish a lot..but it's still cool)...such a fun class..but it's at the end of the day..but i guess a good way to end the day
well, i've just finished reading my ap us chapter..that took a total of five hours (spread out- yesterday and today) so it takes me five hours or more to read a chapter in garraty..argh..how sad is that...well the teacher told us to take a break from it ..and then come back and write the synopsis..argh.....i'll prolly sit in front of here wondering what to write when it comes down to it..shoot...and it's due tomorrow..and i promised myself i have it done by the weekend....aiyaaah!! oo..well..*sigh*...hmm..well after this, i have to start my ap english search for a poet for the poetry project..fun fun..i'm scared about ap english...yikes...
ok.. let's forget about schoolwork for now..hmm..i'm starting to think about creating a new layout for this site..try a new thing out..i think i'll want it w/ a new school year comign on...hmmm..weell we'll see...first of all i have to find the time..b/c i promise myself that i won't procrastinate too much..so so far it's been workgin out except for this ap us synopsis..hehe well..i better start writing it or something...
x3 andrea (eleven thirty-eight pm)

september.07.03 .::. ohh...i'm so tired but i still have to do ap us..i have to outline and read the whole chapter by tonite! hopefully i'll be able to make it.. hehe..newayz, nuttin much to say, i've updated that lil box up top so that it has all the b-days (i know of) in september and what i hope to accomplish this month..=P hopefully i'll be able to do it along with other things i have to concentrate on such as don't procrastinate, do well in my classes, and all that crap..*sigh*...life is just too much..hehe i just realized i'm gettting my ranking @ the end of this month...why would i want to know that unhappy knowledge? *sigh* o well, take it as it comes...one step at a time (as ang always says ^^) well, gonna go and outline..=\
x3 andrea (ten forty pm)

september.06.03 .::.

hehe ~ yup it's my best friend's birthday today..my ..are we all getting old..it's kinda getting freaky...soon everyone will be going to college and go on into the world..and most of us will prolly stay out of touch when you think about it...*sigh* but for those of us that really keep in touch..it's something to merit..err..i guess..uuh..yeah..hehe =P
newayz...i just finished watching LOTR: TTT...lolz =P it's the best movie ever..hehe it's so good..i especially love gollum/smeagol..he's portrayed so well in the movie..gosh...well newayz...i've finished most of my hw...i just have a lil spanish, comp sci, and ap us..another synopsis..*sigh* ...oh wellz..newayz..think i better go and do some of it b4 i go to bed..
v(^.^)v "eleven fifty pm"

september.05.03 .::. school started yesterday...i was too tired to type up an entry yesterday...i slept so late...didn't finish the summer hw till 6AM so i was totally butt tired. and the essays suck..o well..gosh..so this is my first night free from all the hw..but after this entry, i think i'll have to do some hw just to lighten the workload a bit..mehbe math or sumthing..chemistry...never know..or i'll just cover my books cuz my mom promises she will but she never gets around to doing it.*sigh*...right now she's bugging me to do the stupid SAT course..iono..i hate SATS...i think i've just given up..w/e score i get..i'll get...i just won't get into the university i want to...i mean honestly..i've been caring about this stupid test for too long..i mean ever since 8th grade...i'm always taking courses tryign to raise a score that just never raises...it just stays the same constantly...most of the times (really freaky)EXACTLY the same...w/e.. well. i spend some of my free time looking @ xangas but just reading some of my old entries... so interesting to see what i've written and where i'm like just disagreeing w/ myself..hehe..and places where i said some things that makes me feel so stupid..haha~ well that's life..hehe. well it was real nice.
hmm..ok..i'll talk about how my junior year seems to be shaping...hehe so far it's been ok b/c everyone still settling down..so no major hard work and all that...no tests coming up yet...so workload seems manageable so far...but i know it won't be soon..but first day back was ok..it was real humid so it didn't fit too well..and i was butt tired so i was in pain most of the times and just trying to keep my eyes open.. it wasn't all together a wonderful day back besides the fact that i got to see all my friends ~ ^^ classes in general though look good...but some of them just have waayyy too many ppl in it..and i sorta hate that cuz it gets all cramped up and everything..hehe.. well, newayz. not much to say..i went straight to sleep right after school ended hehe..well gonna go and spend 13 minutes doing somehting b4 i sleep =P payce ~
x3 andrea (nine forty-seven pm)

september.01.03 .::. well..you can say i'm in deep trouble... i finished reading the ap us chapters and Slaughterhouse-Five...but i still have to read Cold Mountain which is twice as long as Slaughterhouse-Five and do both the synopsis and the essay...in TWO DAYS thx to Dan who gladly reminded me...=\..i'm so doomed..welll..i just updated to take a break from all that reading...argggghh..i'm such a slow reader..i'll never get through this alive...well newayz...gotta go read some more..or write some more..whichever i can do better ...bye bye.
x3 andrea (eleven fifty-five pm)

august.27.03 .::. heyy..well now that i've finished my ap chem hw, i've decided to start reading my ap us history book. [ a book that i've avoided touching for the whole summer ] .. hehe..brings back bad memories =P. well newayz, i also talked to my cousin steph on MSN for the first time!!! hehe pretty cool. except that she seemed sorta busy~ but i did get to squeeze a picture of her and her prom date out of her!! hehe..i'll show that to you laterz.. hehe.. hope she really doesn't mind. =P.. newayz. so now i'm hanging around pretty bored, but it's all cool. ohh, btw, tomorrow i'm going to wayne to get my permit...=\ yikes. i haven't driven in a while so i'm bound to suck meaning more of the "you are really retarded" looks from mr. lyons while i attempt to smoothly and safely drive to the DMV.. *yikes*...and i hope my new glasses work so i can pass the eye examination or mr. lyons would so kill me. but i'm not gonna let him kill me b4 i kill my eye doctor..lolz... cuz he's the one who gave my new prescription..and he didn't do too well.. i mean..he never even tested my eyes...he just literally wrote down a new prescription that was slightly higher than the one i have and gave it to me...sheesh..what kind of eye doctor is that?!?! ..argh..newayz, i should get back to reading .. o yeah.. here's the picture of my cousin!! =P

ooo...loook at my pretty cousin in her pretty dress and pretty hairdo =P

august.26.03 .::. so i woke up late again around 11 so i didn't do any summer hw in the morning...argh ='[ but i had subway for lunch!! yummie =d hehe.. yup..so then i spent the whole afternoon tryign to concentrate on chem..hehe.. still have to finish up some of the problems. well, my dad bought the Lord of the Rings video that came out today!! so happie, just finished watching it. it's so good. i love lord of the rings =P. yerp. well newayz~ i think i'll spend a bit more time and hopefully finish up chem b4 i go to bed. =D so nite nite (-.-)^zzzz
x3 andrea (twelve four am) < -- whoops..went over =P

august.25.03 .::. o my...we are edging closer and closer to the first day of school and i have not completed any of my summer hw yet....HELP!!!...omg..i remember that i was strugging to finish ap us last around this time too..hehe but now i have ap us, ap english, and ap chem to do! ohh..i'm so dead meat...i'm such a procastinator..i mean come on look @ me! rite now i'm updating my blog instead of doing my summer hw...heeh- well originally i set out to just finish my ap chem hw (for good- all the assignments finished) but the reading got too boring...hehe- well hopefully i'll be able to finish that up so i'll at least have one part of the summer hw done but then i'll have to decided whether to do ap us first or ap english (both my worst subjects. i'll never understand how i got in..hehe) yup...but i'll worry bout that later. newayz..today i woke up @ 11:30..hhehe...i just slept right through the morning when i was s'posed to do summer hw! my my..hehe..well nothing much to say- so i better get back to doing chem. um..yep..hehe and then later i'll be making wonton!! wee~~ it's gonna be fun..and then i'll get to eat them later..hehe i get to wrap it and all too.. so exciting =p..well gonna go peace (^.^)v ~
x3 andrea (five twelve pm)

august.22.03 .::. hello everyone...wat's up? man...this had been an interesting august so far...and fast ='[ school is almost here..and i dun wanna go back and face the stress again...i was actually beginning to be able to let it go..and now it's all back w/ all this summer hw i have to do...i hate it ='(...newayz...a lil update should do on what i did the past few weeks hehe-

aug 18-21 :: girls' choir camp :: so i've spent this whole week @ my church st.peters in morristown looking after the grls at the camp and "teaching" them theory b/c when it got around to "teaching" my fellow "teachers" and i decided to just let them do w/e they want and never taught them anything...okkk..fine we did something hehe..like makign them get through singing the father's love w/o the piano...hahah...well it was fun .. so besides having to go through an hour of theory classs..the camp assistants and i just hung around and did arts and crafts =D lolz...great fun and made lotsa stuff...i learned how to do the flower bracelets from alison..hehe- they're so pretty!! i was so addicted into making them...i spent the last two days juss stringing beads into flowers!! hehe...
aug 5-17 :: TORONTO :: had so much fun in toronto!! did lotsa shopping and bought some more clothes to fill up my "nonexisting wardrobe" =P as some ppl kno well i dun have (gc) haha.. lolz..and hung out w/ my cousins =D hehe...madd fuunn..card games for two hours @ midnite =P..hehe..crazzzy...lolz..and i got to watch my couz steph perform in her lil band ...madd cool [ i'll try and ring you up on your cell...if i ever find the time!! =p] hehe.. yea...but one thing i won't forget was that blackout and the no electricity period i had to live through in toronto!! omg...electricity went out on the 14th and i was @ my cousins' house juss bored out of my mind watching tv..hehe..and all the sudden the electricty goes off!! aiyaah...so i had to go back to grandma's apartment (where i stayed)...but she lived on the eleventh floor...and my parents refused to go on the elevator (cuz it was on backup power) so we all had to walk up eleven flights of stairs to get back to the apartment...mann..was i madd tired...then the next day i spent the whole day w/ no electricity..so there was totally nuttin to do so i played card games w/ my bro all day...omgosh x.X .. it was madd hot and humid w/o the AC ...and boring w/o the tv...hehe...well we lived through it...=D and i also got to stay an x-tra day in toronto b/c my dad didn't wanna start driving back home w/o making sure all the electricty was back and w/e...cuz of the gas pumps nd all that...yup.. so got back on the 17th to find that our phone lines were down!! so i coudln't even come online ='[ o dear...but we got it fixed the next day...so i guess it wasn't too bad...but it's been a crazy august =D

newayz..wow..this has been such an long update..but i haven't been able to for a while..hehe so newayz...better start doin' the summer hw..i've been trying to ignore all summa.. yess.. so enjoy the rest of the summmer that we still have =D peace -.-v
x3 andrea (eleven thirty am)

august.04.03 .::. heyyy...well i was just browsing through the comics site and found some more funnie comics which i'm itching to just post up and show ya..but since i plan to make a whole other page to share the comics..i'll resist the temptation ^_~ .. newayz..right now..i'm sending the third chemistry assignment to loboda since i'm going to be away when it is gonna be due...dun wanna spoil my vacation now do i?? =P hehe...well...talking about vacation....I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED PACKING YET!! omg...i spent the whole day just workin on the chem assignment...well also going to the bank & eye doctors..lolz but that's besides the point!..omgosh..i am such a slow worker...weeeelll...ok i've sent the assignment..so i guess it's time to start packing lolz..so i'm gonna be away @ toronto until the 16th so it won't be long.. hope y'all will miss me ^_~ lolz..hehe and i hopefully won't get SARS tho i've been sneezing all over the place lately ..and having itchy eyes...aiyah..i hope it's just allergies and it'll go away =P..but dun worrrie ...hehe =D well...i'll prolly still be updating @ toronto when i'm over @ my cousins' house..so...i won't be completely silent for the week and a half that i'll be gone ^^ ...but until then...bye bye!! *waves* ^ ~
x3 andrea (nine twenty-three pm)

august.02.03 .::. ok..i am totally bored. can't think of anything to do that does not have to deal with summer hw..hehe...ohh..maybe i should clean my room...buh i'm too lazy..hehe dun wanna get my lazy ass up and do it..though i should..cuz..school's about to start..and i still have to store away papers/notes and such stuff from last year....well haven't got anything to do..so i guess i'll do that now..hehe bbai!
x3 andrea (two twenty-eight pm)

august.01.03 .::. ooh myy.. today is the first day of august..which means that sooner or later i'm gonna have to take all these july entries and put them in the old entry section of this website..hehe...i tried making the background for the updates page yesterday, but psp is starting to get a bit screwy cuz i couldn't put any text on my background =( it kept saying that an error had occured and then after a while it started sayign that some other program on my taskbar was busy and i should fix that first....buttt..there was nothing on my taskbar except psp!! so i got really frustrated and just shut down my comp for good..=] hehe.. well...maybe it'll cooperate today..iono...i highly doubt it.. ='( my life is full of misery ..hehe.. well newayz..just finished a BTW lesson..and i totally suck..ugh...i don't get how you guyz w/ all the permit can drive soo well!! i totally suck...i can barely control the car...ohh weell..i won't be getting my permit any soon..so you guyz won't have to worry yet about me killin ya on the street ^_~ hehe. my eyes suck..so i'll have to get my permit when i come back from toronto..so dun u guyz fret juss yet..i'll warn you when the time comes ^_~ hehe.. wellz..right now..ain't got nuttin to do except i'm currently browsing through my cousin timmy tim's site! heeh..it's awesome ...lotsa pix to look at..you guyz should go visit it, sign his guestbook, and freak him out wondering who all ya guyz are!! lolz .. i'm so cruel ..hehe >.<..welps newayz...i'm gonna go...tim's not online and i can't get onto AIM..so i think i'll free my computer of any nonsense business goign on in the background and try hassling w/ psp again to make my background =P..wellz..bouncin' off ^^
x3 andrea

july.31.03 .::. well right now i'm doing nothign..just chilling out w/ my cousin on MSN ...and me doing nothing..hehe..well of course now i'm updating =P...hehe...well..handed in my chem assignment yesterday...twice...=P hope she didn't mind =\...lolz..newayz..now i'm trying to create another page for this site that'll contain all the major updates i made on this site so that it's on my AIM profile anymore..looking kinda weird =?.. yep yep...i have a character ...but iono what the colors should be and how it should be laid out...pretty hard decision...aiyaah.. hehe.. yesh..and after i finish that... i think i'll add a separate comics page..and post all the comics there so that it won't slow down the loading of the past entries page..and this page =P..hehe..yep..ohh yeah..and i should also start my next AP Chem assignment...ratz...plus...my other summer assignments that i've been neglecting..=\...argh..my life totally sux...=( ... well newayz..gonna run ~ peace
x3 andrea

july.29.03 .::. last day for doign my AP Chem assignment..so i've started reading...but...i'm soo slow =\ aiyahh.. actually there really isn't any point in reading cuz it's not really new materiall...aiyah...i guess i just want to do it "right" argh.w/e..hehe newayz..so i caught my cousin tim online again...but couldnt' talk long (wahz ...sorry!) .. and..i went and ate lunch and forgot to put my AIM away message up and two ppl (tina & christine) actually IMed when i was gone!! aiyah..so sorry...uuuh...the one time i'm actually "online" ppl IM when i'm not there...='( just plain luck, right? lolz..so sorry guyz!..well lucky my idling message picked up...w/e i don't get it..hehe.. *sigh*...well mr.lyons called...and i get my first BTW lesson tomorrow @ 8 in the morning!! aaaah.. wish me luck..i'm so scared >.<...i'm so scared i wont' be able to handle the car..i'm totally freaked out right now..this is like my last day to live and i have to spend it doing ap chem ..help!!! hehe..jk jk...well i am scared =\...but at least i'll get my permit b4 i go to canada...cuz after cananda..i'm going to be so busy w/ choir camp...and....summer hw that i've neglected all summer (besides the ap chem) *sigh*..well gotta go finish up chem....
x3 andrea

july.28.03 .::. aiyah...edging ever closer to the 30th and i have barely started my AP Chem assignment..omg..i'm such a procrastinator..i should really just sit down tomorrow and just do it ...maybe i won't take the SAT course..so i can finish up Chem..i mean..i'm sorta really screwed now...argh.. well newayz...what did i do today?? hehe..nothing really.. well woke up and took another SAT class.. and then caught my couz tim online so we chatted for a while until lunch..and then i ditched him (sorry.. ^^) hehe.. and then..i got caught up watching a movie (Save the Last Dance) lolz..hehe ..it wasn't too bad.. and then came back online and just chatted some more.. =P hehe.. and now i just came back from the mall - my family bought a new ..uuhh..small oven?? hehe..it's like a toaster, broiler, griller, and many more..hehe.. 8 in 1 ^_~ ..can't beat that! lolz..o yeah...i also restarted my xanga..got rid of the ugly butterfly layout..even though the background doesn't show up anymore..dunno why..i think it's cuz i linked it from geocities *rolls eyes* stupid xanga...well now it's sorta white and black..hehe...but i figured out how to do that lil neat table border trick hehe..so proud of myself! soo..yeah..and i made a new profile pic to go w/ the ..err.. plain and ugly layout ^_~ ..so go check it out.. ^^ ..welps..maybe i should start AP Chem...well..i kind of have the SAT book in my lap right now..*sigh* guess i'll do the SAT and do Chem tomorrow...=) till next blog..bbai~ =P
x3 andrea

july.25.03 .::. blaah..i'm so bored..so i just did another mock SAT test and i'm waiting to get my oh...so... horrible.. results back..fun waiting.. =P .. yep. i'm just sitting here, doing nothing, and just thinking about what i should do tomorrow (knowing that i'll prolly never do it...but hey..it's just fun just thinking about what you can do =P)..well, maybe i'll burn more CDs so i can listen to them on the car trip to toronto (fun..=D) and i'm hoping to clean up my desk since there's a lot of papers piling on top of it and other miscellaneous things..and maybe i should start cracking on my AP Chemistry assignment since uuh...there's only 5 days left..hehe..and i just found out that i also have to do the third assignment w/ the second assignment since i'll be away for the first two weeks of august @ toronto...and i dont' want to think about AP Chem there ^_~.. yah...
actually now i'm wondering whether i should start my AP Chem hw now...ohh.. well by the end of this entry i know that i'm going to decide to wait till later..hehe..i'm such a procrastinator...ohh..i should actually get my CTY contact list out and actually add the sns on my list..it's been a week and i haven't done that yet...wow..i'm so bad =P hehe. well, it's probably gonna turn out that i'm going to end up deleting most of the list by the end of this year ...but i should be a bit more optimistic..hehe =D .. well.. hmm.. yeah... i dont' think i'm going to do AP Chem..maybe i'll just surf around the net and look for some pretty anime background or something to use for my xanga site...if i ever decide to restart it... hehe =] ..welps...see ya.
x3 andrea

july.24.03 .::. aahz. so i'm kind of bored. so i've decided that i should type up an entry about..nothing...cuz i have nothing to say =D hehe..well..i actually sort of wished i finished my camera @ CTY cuz then i could maybe be able to post them up on the site..but i only took perhaps 8-10 pictures? ( so little... ) so i ahve like 17 more pictures to go...i'm kind of hopign i'll be able to finish it @ Canada..take lots of pictures of my cousins and relatives...yup yup.. well yep..so i'll be goign to Canada after next week..fun! hehe...which reminds me that i should get my ap chem stuff done soon...cuz the next assignment is due in 6 days..and i haven't even started or looked at it.. *yikes* .. yeah..i should start looking at it..*sigh* and ap english and ap us....aiyahh!! .. so stressful..i don't want to think about it anymore =P
well, i'm really bored..maybe i should redesign my guestbook so that it looks more decent and not blah...hehe- or maybe i could redo my xanga so that it has a prettier and brighter look..and not all black and gloomy...the butterfly layout isn't working too well..hmm...yeah...my xanga always sucked ='( .. ok..maybe i'll go burn another CD or something..hehe...bbai~
x3 andrea

july.23.03 .::. well, i got my schedule through the mail..kind of went out of the house when my mom was gone...*yikes* i was so scared..lol hehe.i'm paranoid..so anywayz.. here's my schedule for junior year..

period one .. AP Chemistry
period two .. study hall
period three .. Physics H
period four .. AP US History 2
period five .. AP Computer Science- Java
period six .. AP Calculus BC Pt.1
period seven .. Gym
period eight .. AP English 3
period nine .. Spanish 4H

*whew* yep..so that's my busy killing schedule...ohh..i'm going to have a great year..*cough* .. hehe...well.. i should go do something useful..
x3 andrea

july.20.03 .::. heyy, so i'm back from CTY. I miss all the girls from my hall soo much...yea...we were soo tite....well. now i'm back w/ nothing to do...ohh...but there's that stupid ap chem assignment...better start looking at it.. =( no rest from work! aiyaah! well newayz, at the very last minute grace called me today..so me and her went to see a movie =P - Charlie's Angels..it was ok...the first one was a lot better...but it's all cool...at least i got out and did something! weee....finally unpacked everything...i was soo lazy...hehe.now i have to continue cleaning my room..cuz it's still a mess! *sigh*..well at least it'll keep me busy...
ooo..and i finally burned a CD!! soo cool..except that one of the songs got screwed over ='(...the song keeps jumping around all over the place for 2 minutes...wahz.....i wonder what happened...so confused....well newayz...gonna go.. more laterz =D
x3 andrea

june.23.03 »« today's my bro's birthday- happy birthday richard....omg..=\ i am wayy to scared..he's 13 and he does not at all have the mind of one...but rather of a 9 year old =O ..so now i have a teen bro to deal w/...sux..hehe...newayz. nothin much. i found out today that i got into columbia's SHP =D i'm soo happpie ^^ hehe...and that's pretty much the highlight of my day. i see i haven't blogged in a while- mostly b/c i'm too lazy to get myself connected on the internet and have to deal w/ it disconnecting me all the time.. hehe..and b/c i was tryign to finish reading the fifth harry potter book =]- and i finally finished!! 900 pages....an extraordinary achievement i dare say =D. well, i spent most of the summer so far just cleaning out my room, reading, and watching movies (Star Wars II, Sweet Home Alabama, Catch Me If You Can, Analyze That, and soon enough My Big Fat Greek Wedding) hehe...daddy made a trip to blockbusters =)..yep so that's my summer so far...gonna be going to cty this sunday, june 29 =\ feeling a bit apprehensive- not too excited like last year- mehbe cuz i don't want to feel by myself again..even though..i did hang around w/ a group...but i still felt kinda lonelyish...o wellz...i hope my roommate shows up this time..haha =D...
x3 andrea [9:33 PM]

june.19.03 »« alright so i added a new page.. which is sorta an entry page- hehe so you can enter through there now =D check it out.. hehe..
[9:49AM]

i'm so bored. today's my birthday!! hehe =P and it's all gloomy outside..looks like it's gonna rain..senior graduation ceremony is this afternoon =\ well..it seems like another day indoors anyhow as i strive to not get distracted and actually finish cleaning up my room. =D haha..there's too much stuff...i still find papers from freshmen year lying around on the floor..hehe..and it's all dusty >.< getting the sniffles *.*
x3 andrea [9:33AM]

june.18.03 »« 1 more day till my b-day =) hehe..so yesterday was cool...thank you sonal, dana, karen, and angela for the cake and all the presents =) i'm so thankful thanks for remembering ^^.. newayz. so i hung around angie's house and learned how to make those straw stars..they are so amazing..and i finally got a hand on them!! hehe =) now i'll just have to get myself a bunch of those straws and make stars all day long ..hehe ..i'm such a loser..lol. yupz. so that's what i did yesterday along with starting to clean up my room, watch star wars II w/ my bro and sweet home alabama.
so i suppose today will be devoted into trying to finish cleaning up my room, and then i have to reorganize my binders, store away all my notes from school and all that =\ ...blahh so much work to do....
x3 andrea [9:44 AM]

june.16.03 »« i got my finals back >.< i did so bad in some of them..like english and US =\ aiyaaah...otherwise i did pretty well in the other midterms..like in ap comp sci..i actually pulled an A- out =) wohoo..amazing...hehe..then i got A's on the rest of my finals..like algebra II H =) hehe...got only one point of the whole test!! hehe (highest score) ...and spanish 3 =] woohoo...only 6 pts off! and they were all from multiple choice so i actually got full credit on my writing part..and i was like..omg..i have to do well on the multiple choice cuz my writing sux..hehe.. so those were the two highlights of my day =D .. yup....got my AP Chem summer hw too =\ omg...i have to mail in assignments..sux..newayz... i got stung by a bee today..>.<...hurts soooo much...i was soo mad..i was juss walking around outside..and all the sudden something stung me... =\...that does it..i'm never enjoying outside again..totally not worth it......dammmnnn insects... hehe.. aand..guess what?? my b-day is in three days!! woohoo =)..lolz...newayz..gonnna go..
x3 andrea [5:50PM]

june.14.03 »«
came back from dinner at this lobster place =D wow..we had soo much seafood..like 3 crabs and 2 lobsters...>.<..i'm so fulll.. hehee..newayz..i pretty much did nothing today except sit around and like update this site..=D i finally added a new page which now has all the old entries =P..yup - looking tacky ^_~ hehe.. there's a link in there that links back to this page =] hope you can find it...it's like in the bottom left hand corner of the pic ...well gonna go watch first strike w/ my bro =\..
x3 andrea [10:03PM]

This Is The Night- Clay Aiken
When the world wasn't upside down, I could take all the time I had
But I'm not going to wait when a moment can vanish so fast

'Cuz every kiss is a kiss you can never get back

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

When the answer to all my dreams is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say?

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting for this
This is the night

This is the night where we capture forever all our tomorrow's begin
After tonight, we will never be lonely again

Lift me up in your eyes
If you told me that is what Heaven is, well, you'd be right
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the ends of the Earth and we'll fly
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night

june.13.03 »«
finals are finally over! =) summer is here..and i feel so freee...no more work and no more stress..( i'm hoping ) for the next few months.. hehe. so after finals today i went to sonal's house w/ friends and gave her a surprise party =D hehe. we watched two towers..it's such a good movie =) hehe.. now..i definitely think it's better than the first one...yup yup..well, my dad just showed me how to scan pictures but they take so long..and the end result is so ugly =\ and i'm too lazy..so i don't think i'm scanning nemore...while i was waiting...i made a new banner for this page...not too much of a change but still different...i think it takes too long to load though...so mehbe i should change the file extension to gif =\ it looks better in jpg though..haha..newayz..i'm outz
x3 andrea [9:43 PM]

june.12.03 »«

finished with chemistry finals..not bad not bad...now i'm just hangin' around with nothing to do...i should be studying for spanish...=) luv procrastination man..hehe..have an algebra II review session @ 1:00 ..guess i'll go..it'll count as my study =D hehe...well i'm gonna update some more laterz.
x3 andrea [11:43 AM]

june.11.03 »«

i just finished taking the english and ap us finals =) now..it's just uphill from here ^^ i feel like summer is here already =D hehe..there's no one online to talk to now =\ sorta feeling a bit depressed..but i think i'm gonna update this site a bit. =) mehbe add that new page that i wanted to add in a while..hehe
x3 andrea [1:41 PM]

Miss Misery- Elliot Smith
I'll fake it through the day
With some help from Johnny Walker Red
Send the poison rain down the drain
To put bad thoughts in my head 
Two tickets torn in half
And a lot of nothin' to do
Do you miss me, Miss Misery
Like you say you do

A man in the park
Read the lines in my hand
Told me I'm strong
Hardly ever wrong I said
"Man you mean--"

You had plans for both of us
That involved a trip out of town
To a place I've seen in a magazine
That you'd left lyin' around

I don't have you with me
But I keep a good attitude
Do you miss me, Miss Misery
Like you say you do

I know you'd rather see me gone
Than to see me the way that I am
But I am in your life any way

Next door the T.V.'s flashing
Blue frames on the wall
It's a comedy of errors you see
It's about taking a fall

To vanish into oblivion
It's easy to do
And I tried to leave but you know me
I come back when you want me to.

Do you miss me, Miss Misery
Like you say you do

june.10.03 »«
omg.. i am soo screwed...i have my english and ap us finals tomorrow and i barely started studyign for ap us =\ i am soo going to fail..and then cuneo had to brighten our day by saying the best that one can do is a C =| that's no help whatsoever..i dotn' think i'll be able to sleep =\ i'm so scared...i better..finish up english and start ap us fast.....
x3 andrea [6:44PM]

june.08.03 »«
happy birthday madeline!! - hehe
well i slept all day yesterday, and now i must face the huge pile of hw set before me- this alg II make-a-test is killing me- plus her stupid notebook check..how will i be able to study for ap us? plus the ap comp sci program..ohh darn..i really am screwed..but i feel so lazy...i really dont' feel like doing it. i'm just so exhausted. newayz, so instead of thinking about that- i'm thinking of maybe changing this layout- hehe..since summer is almost here, i want to change this site a bit =D iono...still have to go through finals- 11, 12, 13. i hope they won't be too bad. and then after that- i'll be free..just free =D free & happy =D *i hope* hehe...then my b-day and then the summer. goign to cty from june 29- july 19 :: i hope i have fun =\ i'm not too excited for it..mehbe if it was jhu- hehe..i luv jhu >.< - but i'm going to lancaster this year...o well =] well i should try doin somethign productive like my algII make-a-test. =\
x3 andrea [3:14PM]

june.07.03 »«
wow- i took the SAT II Chem this morning- it was ok- at least there was no nuclear chem and electrochemical cells- but then some of the questions were sorta like- i'm pretty sure- but not really =\ ohh..i hope i get over a 700 or my parents will kill me >.< newayz..my mind is not really into anything right now- finals next week, really don't want to do them or hassle with them or study for them- i can't wait to school is over- but even if it's over, i feel like i'm going to be so bored. totally bored out of my mind- so i'm outz.
x3 andrea [12:16 PM]

june.04.03 »«
i am so bored right now- it's like after school, i went to the leo club meeting..and then went around the school got some tests from getto and just came to the library to wait for my mom to pick me up which will be never. i should have just gone to the algebra II review for the test tom..i mean..i'm that bored..i think i need some human interaction ^^ lol sounds so weird- but prolly u might understand if you're anti-social like me =D.. newayz...i got my schedule today- got all my classes that i want in but chorus =( darn it...i totally dont' want to drop that course- i figured that if i dropped ap comp sci then i can get into chorus. but my parents will never let me do that- cuz it's an ap course i'm dropping- plus my counselor will be like..why are you dropping that for?? (not that i care...just another reason to add to my not to drop list) =\ *sigh*
alright i'll list my pros and cons for dropping comp sci-

Pros
1) don't have to face getto again for the third year in a row and be in his stupid comp room
2) can have chorus- something relaxing compared to comp sci which i conclude is not a class but an independent study on ap comp sci
3) one less ap class- so one less class telling me how stupid i am- cuz i'll most likely fail

Cons
1) extra ap course (duh!)
2) presumably will be an easier ap course cuz i know all the concepts- just need to learn the syntax


see, i have more pros than cons. ugh...but the real main reason i guess that i really am considering droppin ap comp sci is because i hate getto so much. i just won't be able to stand having him again for the third year in a row- i mean..two years is enough...third year in a row?? it's just too much for me to handle and i want to have as little stress as i can possibly have during junior year and adding getto to my list of troubles is too much =\ *sigh*
most likely though you guyz- you're gonna see me in E220 next year cuz i prolly won't have the guts to drop it *sigh* i hate life
x3 andrea [6:15 PM]

june.02.03 »«
argh.. it took me forever just to finish that spanish take home quiz! i had no idea how to answer the questions and the fact that i had to answer them in spanish- well that just did it. hehe- now i think i'm gonna have some nice sleep and then just wake up early to do programming- depthfirst search program...i wonder what the project is going to be (in place of the final)..he said there might be another one besides the boggle (which was just for fun)..i remember last yeear..his "just for fun" traffic assimilation project turned out to be a complete disaster..all i did for that program was get the whole map of the intersection laid out..and it really wasn't htat hard since i just did it on a text file and read it in in the program..lolz
well time to get my beaty sleep -.-
x3 andrea [12:52 AM]

If I Open Up My Heart- Amanda
It's still too soon to call it love
I know it's more then just a crush
we're getting closer every day
and when you look at me that way
all I can say 

Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one 
to make my dreams come true 
if I, if I open up my heart to you

I got a feeling this could be
something I thought I never see
you're on my mind 
night after night
something keeps telling me
it's alright
so give me a sign..so

Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one 
to make my dreams come true 
if I, if I open up my heart to you

You could be everything
that I've needed
but I can't take that chance
till I know that you're with me
till I know what your feeling
till I know where you stand

Till I, till I till I know where you stand
will you be the one to make 
my dreams come true 
if I,if I open up my heart to you
will you be the one there
to help me get though
if I, if I open up my heart to you
pretty song ^^

may.31.03 »«
do you know who totally motivates me to actually create a blog and update? fendy..hehe..her xanga is just so creative and pretty and some of her entries are just so thoughtful and carefully laid out..i just love visiting her xanga ^^ it just totally motivates me though my blog will never match up to hers
well, i got my pictures from the chorus trip and party developed. but my dad didn't get a floppy of them and he refuses to show me how to scan them onto the computer till after finals~ so i won't be able to show them off for a while ='[ ..suxors...i mean..i'd prolly will learn how to do it myself..but i don't know where the instructions are so i have to wait for my dad to teach me...and he'll probably end up doing it himself for me..which leaves me yet again hopeless, but then again..i'm planning to design a new page for this site to put my old entries in- so to keep this page more recent..so i guess that's sorta of a plus...
btw.. i lost some of my summaries for Lord of the Flies in my old disk which got totally screwed up when Larry tried to d/l somethign from the net for me =P and i never saved them on this comp ...argh..so i have to retype the whole thing over again..grr...i should have just procrastinated ..there was no point in doing it early! argh..i always pride myself for finishing things early and never procrastinating..but then, the early finished projects always turn out to be a disaster- such as a teacher changes the layout of the assignment or i lose it or i did it wrong- so i end up having to redo it all over again..so i wasted double of my time..and i'm still as tired as before...i have such bad luck.
x3 andrea [12:30 PM]

may.30.03 »«

today is such a nice sunny day..i just feel so much happier b/c of it! hehe- not feeling as depressed and dead as last night when i had to study for ap us! omg...too much stuying..i'm so tired =P..and i failed the test..i'm so scared to find out how i did on it..which is partially why i didn't go to cuneo after school.
newayz..thinking about classic moments in curreri's class ..haha..i just had another one a few days ago..we were discussing the book Lord of the Flies.
- Curreri asks, "So have any of you figure out who the Lord of the Flies is?".
- a girl in the class answers, "ELIJAH WOOD."
~ haha..omg...so hysterical...lmao~
hmm...dunno what to say...and i'm sorta getting bored again...='[ i'm so depressing..i think..i'm gonna post some lyrics and perhaps a good comic~ if i find one.
ohh~ wait..i came across a cute/funny e-mail from tina ^^ hehe...check it out...here's some of it..

title- unromantic
1)Roses are red,
violets are blue,
sugar is sweet,
and so are you.
But the roses are wilting,
the violets are dead,
the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.

2)Of loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face

3)I see your face when I am dreaming
That's why I always wake up screaming

4)My love you take my breath away
What have you stepped in to smell this way

~lol..very funnie tina ^^

Don't Wanna Try- Frankie J

I can't believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
They hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I can't believe it, four years gone down the drain
How I wish things would have happened differently
I tried to save us many times but still you couldn't see
You kept insisting, and resisting, that you would not fall again

Chorus:

And now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry, and you're trying to come back home
You're telling me you really need me, crying, begging, both knees are on the floor
But baby I...

Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
You keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, 'cause all we do is fight
And say the things that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, I've about just had enough
It's been a rough road baby just let it go
Don't wanna try, don't wanna try, don't wanna try no more
Tell me what's the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love

You and I had many conversations on the telephone
Talks about one day we havin' a place of our own
Wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
But all of that just seems so far away from me
Had to wake up and face reality
It all just seemed to good to be true
After all you put me through

Chorus

i think the song is so pretty =]..

[8:10 PM]

taking a break from studying ap us. there's so much info. civil war & reconstruction together...two major long chapters....=\ plus i missed half of the classes...omg..i'm just gonna plain fail...*sigh*...
right now..i'm just plain bored with life. life is so boring i'm just living day by day..but not really "living" like not enjoying or like reacting to what's going on around me. i mean...i just wake up...go to school...go back home..study/do hw...chatonline/update site ...go to sleep..it's like a routine..and i'm just not paying attention to what i'm doing at all..like right now..i'm actually making an effort to make this entry make sense and not just "blaah...boring...confusing...why the heck am i writing this?" which is why..i originally had typed an entry but i deleted the whole thing because i totally was not focusing on what i was saying..it totally made no sense..and just felt altogether stupid and just..i don't know..hmm..then i think to myself..why am i even trying to make an entry? ...i guess the truth is. i feel like i really need to get something out..but i don't know what i want to get out. so i just keep typing and typing hoping that it'll eventually come to me..it's so odd....
going back to good ole ap us, i s'pose.
x3 andrea [1:46 AM]

may.29.03 »«
school's almost ending..like almost 16 days left or so..it sounds soo little...but seems so far away...plus w/ all the work teachers are piling on us...*sigh* can't wait till school ends..then i can relax...except i'll have a huge pile of summer hw beside me...o well..it's ok..=) hehe right now..i have two HUMUNGOUS chapters to outline for ap us...test..tomorrow...omg..i'm gonna dieeeee !!!! (i hate cuneo....i hate cuneo...) too bad i'm not a senior..then i can ditch school friday..hehe...='[ well..better start outlining...here's some comics...so funnie ^^ foxtrot may be my new fav comic..haha..got a lot.
x3 andrea [12:40PM]

haha..so funny...

may.26.03 »«

h  a  ti  n g     m y  li    fe.  ..  .

may.25.03 »« woohoo~ had a great afternoon todai ^^ hehe...gave a "suprise" party for angela...for her b-day which was like i think prolly two weeks ago? or something. haha... had such a great time..=)..plain fun..cept for all those sex comments..*cough cough* you guyz know who you are! lolz, the best part was when we were talking aobut the aladdin song "I can show you the world.." and talking about how perverted it was..and then carra said something like, "wow how can it be so perverted?" [don't remember well..] and then sonal replies in a very serous tone, " the over and under and sideways part.." LOL..that's gonna keep me cracking up for years.hehe ..anywayz i wasted the rest of my film @ the party..so now i can get them developed add and a page of them on this site! soo much to do...still have to put away all these old entries at the bottom..newayz..can't wait to see the pictures..prolly turn out bad...haha..but it's all cool...newayz...better hit the road...
x3 andrea [11:25PM]

may.22.03 »« i have finished figuring out how the layout of the new page is gonna be - the one which will store all the old entries so that this page will be sorta more updated in a way but i have no idea how i'm gonna lay it all out...should i put all the entries there..or have like links to another page? iono..i'll have to think about it...well..ECML yesterday was ok. our algebra II team placed first =) tables are turned this time..haha...we're not third place anymore like last year...but other teams didn't place =\ o well, it's all cool since we still won first overall..there was a statistics team this year...=\..haha..not too well.. well...lotsa hw..better start doing something more productive.
x3 andrea [4:18 PM]

may.20.03 »« wow...there are so many entries here..i think i should begin taking some off and storing them somewhere else... hehe...well..iono..there's really nothing much to say...came back from the chorus trip a day ago and now i'm stuck w/ a lot of work to make up plus i have the ECML tomorrow..wish me luck ^^..hehe..i hope i dont' messs up.....well besides that...there's nothing interesting in my life to say right now...it's just so boring...hhmm...well i took pictures finally so once i figure out how to waste the rest of the film in the camera i can get them developed and post them up here!...so neone have any ideas on how to waste the film?? hehe..cuz i have no clue...alright..i should be studying chem right now...i just felt like i should update sinc ei haven't for a while..and i don't want this site to die..
x3 andrea [ 9:24 PM ]

may.14.03 »« this entry is dedicated to miss angie ^^ b/c today is her birthday!!

may.13.03 »« i haven't updated in a while..i think i should..hehe..just so this site wont' die..i dunno..i just didn't feel like updating i guess. there's nothing much to say before..life's so dull right now...iono. just feeling really down right now and i dunno why... but..i'm also sorta excited cuz the chorus trip is comin up in less than two days and i can't wait. hw free...and just basically chilling and hanging out something that i never do..haha.. =P so i'm really excited for that. o yea..and i just finished my chemistry lab! i'm so proud of myself cuz i just finished doin that experiment yesterday and i actually got straight down in writing that report! so now i dont' have to worry about it over the weekend..what a relieve..and i'm so happie ^^ hehe..well...nothing else special i guess...ohh noo...almost forgot...hehe
wish angela a happie b-day tomorrow cuz it's her b-day and she deserves it!! hehe. =)..so dont' you forget..lol...welps..i'll think of something to do...=\...thinking thinking..hehe...well better go think some more...
x3 andrea [10:09 PM]

haha..man i wish i had the guts to do it on those telemarketers! hehe

may.10.03 »« well i just finished talking to grace and ..wow..we had a big convo =D hehe..but like i told her all about my stinky childhood..and how i totally hated it that i tend to forget about it just pushing towards the future, and yea..it was just so emotional for me i suppose..like i guess the reason i really tend to forget about it is cuz..i really look back at it with extreme bitterness at it..i mean..ppl in middle school were just so appearance ppl you know...they always made fun of me on how i dressed and everything...and they were really mean...like i never paid attention to it..but it still stuck at the back of my mind like crazy...i mean..it's really cruel how they never wanted to be friends with you just b/c of such a trivial thing like how you dressed and like what you just had! it sucked like i remember..besides friends from elementary, i never really stuck with new friends that i had during middle school..like i had a couple of friends in sixth grade..but then they totally didn't pay attention to me in seventh grade, then i had another group in seventh, never paid attention to me much in eighth grade..like rejection?..that's why i'm so paranoid like now that i'm in high school..cuz i just feel like the same thing might just happen all over again..and i dunno..why i care...but i guess i just do...w/e..it' s like there are some friends that i have now who i know..would never pay attention to me or even talk to me or would try never to hang out with me if i was like what i was in middle school...it's not all..just like some of them...and so..i never look at them with like total respect..or i guess people i can really like talk to b/c i know..i wouldn't be talkign to them...if i wasn't somethign else...i know..to be changing..is totally a weakness of my part i s'pose..but everyone has weaknesses..no one's perfect...yea, so that's why i'm updating..i had to let it all out..but i mean.. you can't really tell anyone..b/c..it's just so random..and do ppl really wanna sit through it and listen to you babble..it has to fit in teh convo..and yeah...that's why i have this blog..so i can type everythign out..and just get it OUT..like my personal diary opened up for everyone who cares to read....though..not many visit this site...it's ok i suppose..i mean..i really want some people to know..but i guess..perhaps . it's better off that they don't know...i mean...this link is on my xanga and AIM profile..but no one clicks it..so it's the same as a private diary almost. just not really...hehe...well lotsa love to whoever is reading this..and bbai
x3 andrea [10:39 PM]

may.09.03 »«

well, anywayz, on a lighter note, i made the math team !! =]..i'm so happy..hehe..and i managed (amazingly enough)to stay in first place..cuz i really thought i did real bad on the third test..amazing..i did get all 8 questions correct..haha..so i got into the math team and ranked 1st [18 pts ahead!] hehe..i was soo happy...it's been a long time since my heart has been lifted with all this stress.hehe...it really just got me off and i'm so happy =]...this is like my once in a lifetime event that'll never occur again..sooo. >.<..if it sounds like bragging..deal with it..cuz really...i'm just happy to have this happen..hehe =]..well newayz..i guess..i really should go looking around and seeign how i'm gonna deal with making a new guestbook..heheh...btw..i watched the matrix again on tv!! hehe..and it was edited..so there was no curses and lots of parts were taken out!! i was devastaed.haha
x3 andrea [10:46PM]

may.08.03 »« really nothing much going on..i mean...i'm just totally bored...don't feel like studying right now..so i'm just surfing around the net looking at anime stuff...which isn't bad..i want to talk to someone so badly...but i mean like..there's no one to talk to..and even if i manage to find someone...what am i going to talk about?? lol iono..newayz i guesss..this is like another update which i'm just really updating for the sake of posting up another comic (foxtrot, not calvin ='[). i think it's really funny..hehe..i'm still trying to figure out how i'm going to design this new guestbook that i want..i'm going to try and find out & learn how to make my own guestbook..but what really sux is i'm using a geocities environment...and they don't offer lots of stuff =\...too bad i'm pooor...then mehbe i can get my own domain and fool around with it! hehe...i know an uncle of mine who has his own domain..but it's not like i'm close to him...from what i heard from my dad [long time ago tho], my uncle doesn't really use it..but he has it?? yea..ok...weird..lol..i mean you're PAYING for it, right?? who knows...so..i think i'm gonna go sleep now..i'm so tired...zZZzzZZZz
x3 andrea [4:47PM]

har har...

may.07.03 »« today was such a big day..morning i took the apcs exam...it was pretty good *i think* ..like i did a lot better than i did on all the other practice exams that i took...and i had time left to check over take it easy on both sections..it's really weird..but totally true..i mean..everyone had time....it's sorta giving me the creeps..like mehbe i won't do well.since everyone did well..iono..it's sorta weird...cuz i never had time left for any of the sections..and now on the actual exam i have time left?? and the marine biology questions weren't that hard either...it was all such a breeze..almost...hehe..so many people fell asleep after they finished the free-response question..chen fell asleep..heeh she was so cute >.< - well newayz...i hope i did well..and i'm not gonna find out till mid-July so there's no point thinking bout it...then after school took the ecml..i did horrible on that =\..well it all balances out..but since i'm in first place with a 12 point margin...i really hope that i didn't totally bomb it..and i'll still get in...='[ ..i'm soo going to stress out till friday..when the results are out...o geez..i'm scared...w/e...so that's my day..bad & good....i wanted to say more..but now i'm at lost for words...i'm just feeling so downn..i mean..the ap exam was an upper..but then w/e..i'm just not feeling into it..there's like something missing in my life..lol..but i just can't figure out what it is....it totally bugs me...hmm..well i should go study ap us..slave off for mister cuneo.. pah ~.~
x3 andrea [5:08 PM]

just in case you were wondering what those lyrics scrolling above are...here's the full version. (they're from the song "Breaking of the Fellowship"- Lord of the Rings ^ ~

may.06.03 »« lol...ap comp sci c++ exam tomorrow..wish me luckk...cuz i'm gonna faill..lol...=]...but on a ligher note...david juss told me that i ranked 1st place for the ECML so that totally made my day..over that stupid cuneo essay that i have to write...bleh >.<..hehe...it's so weird...everyone knows where i'm ranked cept ME...i end up having someone to tell me...=) blah..i'm so oblivious..hehe..well..actually...i just really am updating to express my happiness in rankign 1st lol!! =]..it's like, dude, i never ever expected that to ever happen ... so happie ^^...newayz...think i should go type up that essay pronto..so i dont' sleep late tonite..and really fail my ap comp exam...
x3 andrea [4:33 PM]

may.02.03 »« well..there really isn't much to say...we're having another group meeting for the stupid ap us project tomorrow at 9:30AM and i still can't find any info on my topic..i feel so stupid and so weak and so unhelpful towards my group...i realy don't want to be...but...i just can't do it ..i s'pose? i really dunno...it's just that us history is totally not my subject...well newayz..watche The Matrix again tonite...it's such a good moviee =) i luv it soo much..it's absolutely great....anywayz...i think i might try and make a new guestbook ...dreambook totally sux..and not dependable....we'll see...
x3 andrea [10:32 PM]

may.02.03 »« ok..i wanna find a small pic or sumthing that is a pretty anime pic that i luck and not an animation...cuz these animations are the same (almost) and so repetitive..plus if you have too many animations on your page...your page starts to flash like crazy...or at least that's what i think..so right now you'll be seeing a red x there until i can find a pretttier icon..cuz i really right now wanna update and chat my mouth off instead of searching (which i am bad at)..anywayz..i took the second ECML today..i don't think it was that bad...hopefully i didn't screw up..i dont' wanna think about it..so i forgot all the questions already..i only remember parts of it..haha...(liek parts of a question)...i'm more confident of my answers this time..newayz..as long as i stay second..i have nothign to lose (i hope) lol...more like i screwed up...well... ap us project....and ap us...it's like my terror subject..i have to worry about it so much..cuz i'm totally not doing well in it...i still have to read the chapter (test next week)...and like i just can't get myself to do it..cuz i'm always doign somethign else....well w/e..this really isn't much of an update...why the heck am i updating?? argh...i guess it's cuz i wanted to post a calvin and hobbes comic..i think..next time..i'll just post that up instead....hehe...okies..
x3 andrea [1:00 AM]

april.30.03 »« ok..i'm just gonna make this short cuz i wanna either go to sleep rite now..or research more on the ap us project....mehbe go to sleep..lol...i have to take the second ECML tomorrow..i'm so scared..>.<..wat happens if i screw up?? i totally need some moral support..aiyyaah...newayz..i've just found out..that i have somethign else to add to the list of things to do..which is cuneo's follow up paper due on may 7th..which means that i have to spend all afternoon on may 6 the day b4 my ap exam to do the essay when i should be studying...thank you mr. cuneo..i hate his deadlines...they're always conflicting w/ my other ones...=\..fate loves to torture me..who knows...well...nothing much to say really...so...=\ i gueess i'll add a comic....i'm feelling so ...iono....stretched?? newayz...gonna run...more like zzZZzzzZZZ =]
x3 andrea [11:53 PM]

that reminds me of my essays..=]

april.29.03 »« omg...all this testing testing testing..this week is the Stanford and then next week is my AP Comp Sci Exam which i'm gonna get like a 1 on...='[ and also the stupid ap us project....iono...the way that cuneo always assign projects and tests on the dates which i'm busy always pisses me off...argh...so i have to be committed to THAT plus study for my ap comp exam mad hard if i wanna get higher than a one ..j/k.. still..and also i have to worry about ECML..i mean..if i wanna get on the team...x.X i'm so scared that i won't...even though i ranked 2 on the last test..but i mean..there's still TWO more...=\...pray to GOD.. *sigh* .. math competitions are so funn ..it's just the matter of having to get in..aiyyahh..ima gonna stress over all of this..but when all this is over, i'm gonna go on the chorus trip...so that'll be funn and relaxing.. i hope =\..it betta be...cuz i'm missing 2 school days which i'll have to make up like crazzy..and that's no good...and then...there's angela's b-day coming up..b-days are cool ^^ hehe...and then...but..i have to start studyign for SATII CHEM..mehbe i shoulda waited till next year...cuz..i'm taking AP CHEM next year....but then..i heard it's real hard...ooof..i'm too stressed..i feel so stressed..i can't relax..like rite now..i'm feeling so worried..and i gotta type this all out..but after i finish updating..i gotta zoom out and do math hw...read over AP US...*sigh* can't wait till summer..but then .... after the summer- junior year...i will die...newayz..ima zoom outz...
x3 andrea [10:31 PM]

april.25.03 »« so i've been thinking ever since wednesday that i've gotta find some time to come online and update my website and not let it die..and of course now that i'm finally on..i'm about to be kicked off by none other than my mother and i cannot think of anythign to say..so i'll just quickly just mumble a couple of ideas and see which one will expand =D
so rite now...i'm just sitting here typing and chatting w/ grace and listening to music and not really doing anything cept lazying around..but come on...give me a break..it's friday..i just came back from volunteering @ the library. Well, i watched the matrix yesterday and that was amazing ^^ it's the best movie..next to LOTR of course! hehe it was soo cool...and sonali said to go check its website..so that's my next trip!! hehe..well i s'pose that's really it..i mean i have nothing to say...aah..i know wat i'll do..i'll post up some lyrics.

*phew done..wow..i had to add all those "<br>" soo tiring..anywayz..i'm zooming off to the matrix site...
x3 andrea [6:07PM]

april.21.03 »« ok i'm back from everything..so rite now i'm just chatting w/ my CTY friends..heheh..i haven't talked to anyone of them in so long...i realize now hhow hard it is to keep in touch w/ them..i mean...at the end of CTY we're all like we gotta keep in touch and all enthusiastic and all but in reality...we lose touch once we start school again cuz we're all busy w/ our own stuff and we never even stop to think about the friends we made during the short three week session together...i mean...we were so close during that time..but now..w/ all new stuff comign up..we just slowly forget each other and the good times we had..and it sort of makes me sad..not that nothing can make me sad...it's just that all the good memeories seem to go down the drain ='[
yea..also i'm realizing that i'm getting so depressed a lot more often...and i know it's not good but i can't help it..i guess it's that desire or that search for some excitiment or long happiness..but i just can't find it...o well..it's like..i really need someone to just bond w/ and talk to..but i mean..i just look around..and everyone else is just busy w/ their work and just concentrated on themselves..and no one really cares about you but then you can't blame them i guess..i mean..who would? but.. it's just i want someone to just be able to stop wat they're doign and just hang out w/ me..ya know? but .....yea... i mean.i try to act carefree and everythign...but life's really not that..you have to worry about everything you do and the consequences that result of wat you do..and it just gets me all twisted up and in the end confused...i spose.. *sigh* newayz..i think i should stop jabbing..gotta study for spanish...well..newayz...my first actual long entry...the entries are really gonan be like these..i mean.the two below..must have been when i was speechless or sumthign..hehe..ok a comic..and mehbe lyrics...if i feel like it =]

i luv calvin and hobbes

nahhz...lyrics another time....
x3 andrea [9:49PM]

april.20.03 »« happy easter!! =] easter egg hunt @ church and all that..but i overslept..=\ bad me. well newayz..i went to the easter vigil last night w/ all the candle ceremony and the incense >.< it smelled horrible.. i was gonna faint soon..=\ i think my church spends money on stuff that isn't at all necessary and we should use money for other things...but who am i to say so? hehe..well newayz...there was also a baptism yesterday too at the vigil and there was this cute lil baby girl who got baptized =] she was so cute...when the priest asked her if she wanted to be baptized she smiled at him..but then when he poured water on her and made a cross on her forehead w/ oil she started to cry ='[...lol well i think this entry is getting way to boring for ya so i'm gonna cut if off ..and finish up my chem lab =]
x3 andrea [1:17PM]

april.19.03 »« well todai is a saturday morning and i'm currently soo bored that i've decided to make my final touches (for a while) on my new blog which i think might actually run for a while. i'm thinking about adding a picture page to it but since i lack the ability to take pictures and to get pictures taken of me...i'm afraid i dont' have a lot of pictures to show off =\ but i think i 'll be able to manage..hehe ^^ lol so this is going to be my first entry in this blog (duh) and i think i should start doing something productive like my chem lab..=D ..enjoy the links for now
x3 andrea [12:01PM]