FROM THE TIME I CAN REMEMBER I WANTED TO LIVE LIKE THE PEOPLE IN THE BIBLE AND AT THE YOUNG AGE OF NINE YEARS OLD I DREAMT OF GOING TO THE PLACES (JESUS) WALKED. I THOUGHT IF I COULD JUST WALK ON THE SAME DUST THAT HE WALKED......
YEARS LATTER AFTER MY MOTHER DIED, I THOUGHT G-D WAS AT FAULT AND I TURNED MY BACK ON HIM AFTER ABOUT TWO YEARS OF RUNNING, I WAS REINTRODUCED TO THE G-D OF ABRAHAM, ISSAC, AND JACOB AND HIS SON YESHUA (AKA) JESUS.
I WAS ATTENDING SERVICES IN RIVERSIDE. DURING THE COURSE OF THIS TIME. AS TIME MOVED ON, I FELT WE NEEDED TO START HAVING MEALS AFTER SERVICES AND I WOULD INVITE PEOPLE AND COOK FOR THEM AND WE WOULD HAVE A BLESSED TIME. ALL WAS WELL UNTIL WE WERE FORCED TO MOVE (MY SISTER AND I) FROM THIS HOUSE THAT OTHER PEOPLE LIVING IN. AFTER WE MOVED, OTHERS HAD STARTED DOING WHAT I HAD STOPPED BUT THEY WERE HAVING ALCOHOL, AND SECULAR MUSIC AND MOVIES. THE TIME OF FELLOWSHIP TRUNED INTO A TIME OF SECULAR GET TOGETHERS AND AGAIN I FOUND MYSELF ALONE AND TRYING TO BE AROUND HOLINESS...
ONE NIGHT, I FOUND MYSELF LEAVING SUCH A SECULAR GATHERING AND GOING TO THE HARVEST CHRISTAN BOOKSTORE AND WAS LISTENING TO SOME CDS CALLED "MESSIANIC PRAISE AND WORSHIP" I HAD BEEN AT THAT SECTION BEFORE AND I WAS TRYING TO FIND THIS ONE SONG THAT JUST WOULD NOT GET OUT OF MY HEAD. ALL I COULD REMEMBER WAS "'HOLY, L-RD YOU ARE HOLY. RIGHTOUS AND PURE, GRACIOUS FOREVER FAITHFUL, L-RD YOU ARE WORTHY FOREVER TRUE" I WAS HAUNTED BY THAT AND I HAD TO FIND IT. AT THE SAME TIME, I MET A MAN , THAT I MET TWO YEARS PRIOR WHO INVITED ME TO A SIMCHA TORAH CELEBRATION THAT NEXT "SATURDAY"
. I WENT AND THERE WAS A SIX HUNDRED YEAR OLD TORAH SCROLL THAT THE PEOPLE WERE DANCING WITH, A RABBI, AND LOTS OF LONG BEARDS. AFTER THE WOMEN WERE DANCING A WHILE I PROSTRATED MYSELF AS IF I WERE ALWAYS RAISED IN SYNOGUGES, SAYS THE RABBI. I SOON UNDERSTOOD THE MEALS I WAS TRYING TO DO IN THE CHURCH SERVICE , AS ONEG. THE WORD ONEG MEANS DELIGHT. WE ARE TO DELIGHT IN EACH OTHER AS G-D DELIGHTS IN YESHUA.
. I SOON STARTED ATTENDING THIS SYNOGUGE AND WAS INTRODUCED TO THE LASHON KODESH.( THE HOLY LANGUGE), HEBREW. I ATTENDED THIS PLACE FOR A WHILE AND DURING MY DURATION THERE I DEVELOPED SOME CONTACTS WITH A CERTAIN "MESSIANIC" CONGREGATION CALLED KIHELAT HACARMEL IN THE LAND OF ISRAEL. I FOUND OUT ABOUT THEIR INTERCESSORS CALL TO PRAY ON THE MOUNTAIN AND WANTED TO GO.
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