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Black Feelings

This page was written on October 8, 1999, by Shadow.

It is a poem that deals with how the system interprets feelings and senses what those outside the sytem feel. Multiples are quite often able to feel what others feel for that is the way they learned how to survive. This is especially true of feelings like anger and hatred and other negative emotions.

Trigger for anger directed to the system.

Black Feelings come from every pore of those around you like a giant void it threatens to engulf you and absorb everyone in its path.

How to escape, it? We do not know. How do you distance yourselves and keep safe. No one knows the pain and fear in every soul when the black void approaches and threatens to take you with it to a place you have been before and dread ever going again.

When will peace come? When will the peacemakers return? Only when they feel safe. What does the system do in the meanwhile to stay safe and calm? When will the peacemakers once again show their light to the world?

The void will snatch away your soul and leave you alone in the world to face the outside that is empty and cold and full of the black void.

Not me, they say. I will not hurt you today. But what a game of words they play.

Play the game. Be one. Let no one see your many souls and fears and pain. Stay together in one mind and ignore those of us inside. Live in the singletons' world and follow their rules. For it is the way the ones inside stay safe from the black void.

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