| Untitled days go by so slowly with each time i look back i see less of what used to be so substantial and the sparkle in your eyes erased by the sharp rays of sunlight we turned around and i didn't even see it slip away you say time erases things but people erase things no matter how hard we'd try now there's nothing left to wallow in an empty bottle left behind every hollow word so familiar eyes burning holes into space empty space once filled with laughter, tears and precious words i've put my trust into something absent something awkward and unreal bitter ends meet on a path where all lost souls wind up used, shallow, once satisfied like we used to be such a long painful past ago |
| The Morning After and the morning after you say everything is replaced by shallow words you said can you take it all in and made me cry knowing i can't handle your foolishness, your childish laugh your perfect face those days it rained oceans and we never noticed wrapped up so tightly in each other and silence those uncerain smiles your hands holding mine, enclasped, so carefully like precious jewels, guarding and promising happiness, sunlight i can still smell your skin touch the callouses on your hands run my fingers over your face in dreams but your voice carries an unbearable distance that i can no longer handle |
| Untitled so hard to swallow what you give the taste is so familiar and it's impossible to live in this world without you here it cuts to walk away in silence knowing that there's nothing left knowing i must live with this to know there's no more turning back your promises so faded they've lost their meaning by so much every kiss so automatic no more of your perfect touch but keep on hurting me like that when you feel me coming near keep on pushing on my cravings the pain i just won't fear try not to talk cause i can't listen to any lies i bought before and by the time i'd turn around you're not beside me anymore i hope you're confident with ruining (pretty much everything) but when we turn around all i can say is you can't lost what you never had |
| Untitled sometimes late at night i want to hold you close but you are never here stopped giving me your most i loved the way you loved me and all you gave to me i tried to make you stay but failed so miserably i know i can't turn back the time to all those nights ago and when you said i love you i knew it wasn't so i can no longer cry because there's nothing left faded pictured lie where there's little kept i smile back at the us that we never were hold back all of the words that have no point no more you gave your heart away so long ago, mine lost i never trusted you but always hoped for most but i can still remember your lips so soft on mine try to choke back old memories knowing i can't turn time |
| In December this life is filled with silence and empty crying eyes feeling something with no explanation and jaded pool halls and ciggarettes, you think, best friends and tight, tight jeans and never-healing wounds that have potential to get better but keep ripping themselves open and golden people with broken hearts looking for their other half trying so hard then throw it all away and forgotten hope that lies within and wastes itself on meaningless boys with sad blue eyes |
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