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| Lost in Quebec come off it soon wind blows my hair and sometimes i don't understand why i give in i try but i get lost again inside this place it swallows me whole and it won't let go of my skin as though you wanting to keep me here for always this town won't let go watching the people outside from my oversized bathroom window bathing by the moonlight and remembering dreams i whisk myself outside but i can't reach a destination and sitting out here underneath the rain warm, moist waterdrops slipping down my chest i'm waiting for you tonight drunk with the thought of seeing through my arms your hands on my face seeing the young, pretty girls their tight jeans and regrets dancing upon their faces wondering where? where can you hurry? in this place |
| 5 O'clock it's five o'clock in the morning i wake up in cold sweat again you left with no warning where again have we met my alarm clock's been ringing for what it seems like years you can see how i'm feeling unless i'm showing you tears unless i'm showing you wounds that'd been covered in blood unless i show you my wallet or my feet soaked in mud can you please stand up straight and explain what you mean when you say that i'm great but where the hell have you been can you please leave me be for a minute in bed let me think to myself that i will not be lead well i guess while i'm healing you will leave me alone i still don't know that feeling maybe i will when you're gone |
| Not Ready i give up and i gave up on everything so long ago but this a new resolution turned to mistake i've given up on love and i gave up all i was and all i could have been but you've given up on me and i'm not ready for that you can't let go of me you say i've turned myself around and i never let you in but it's not like that i'm just not into that sort of thing i'm feeling so enclosed when you say you want to always be here but i'm so scared to leave without you anywhere and i don't like this freedom but i don't like being owned and no i just can't do this on my own i sit in the sand trying to wonder on my own why everyone assumes i'm peaceful when inside myself i'm calming storms and i still don't believe i'll make it on my own and i can't hold on to my emotions i'm crying in my sleep i wake up and can't remember why my sorrow was so deep i wake to seeing you beside me sunlight on your skin and i'm just not ready to see so deep within because sometimes there's just too much beauty and i can never get enough you call me so unsatisfied but i think it's such an essential thing cause i'm still not ready to show you who i am |
| Untitled pale blue eyes so young corrupted open cores i miss your skin, your touch, your breath you're never with me anymore we used to be so sacred yeah we used to be all heart but where you are this moment is taking me apart i think that you're with someone else i wonder what that means i wonder if she's more than me as bitter as it seems i need you as my savior i need you as my whore i need you as my other half but you don't need me anymore |