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November, 21st 2001 ....... 7:40:11 PM
yo, just got my english test result, i got 43.5 / 60
S U C K S !!!!!!!
now i really hate myself, ridiculously bad scores twice in a row really make me pissed ..... i really need a good mark to cheer me up ...... i suck , i don't suck , i suck , i don't suck ..... who knows what i am ....... ??? ...
i'm in a really bad mood now ... so down , have nothing fun to do
i really miss my friends, feel like talking to them for hours and hours and hours .... i wanna call them but the 4 hour difference is kinda annoying, i feel so badd .... i wanna talk to them , i have something to talk about with them
i really need them to cheer me up, yeah right , like i can't do that on my own
boom boom boom boom .... i want you in my room ...... jiggie jiggie dum dee dee dum , bum shake ...... shake shake shake ... la la la .... da di di di dum .... boo yah ! ! ! !
--- E N D OF C R A Z Y B O Y ---
that's about it ... weird journal eh? no ? good ?
yeah , whateva, like anybody cares about me anyway ....
whoops..... some people do care about me , but not about my website though
so fcuk(this is NOT a typo) to all you who don't care about my website .....
may God bless all of us , cause i know that He knows that i know that He knows

November, 19th 2001 ....... 7:38:11 PM
just wanna post my final result from term 1 .......
Comp Science ...........79
English ................81
Pure Math ..............87
Applied Math ...........91
So, what do you guys think of my score ? great ? bad? so-so? who knows what you think .... don't really care anyway ......
i'm just totally tired thinking about school .....
E X H A U S T E D !!!!
o yeah, i wanna congratulate Hewitt who became the youngest #1 in Men's tennis history .... big congrats to him eventhough i'm not his fan or anything
i still cheer for Andy Roddick to kick Hewitt's @ $ $ in the future
o yeah , one PS update, i started to continue FF 8 , hopefully i have enough guts and patience to finish up the game until the very end
on the wrestling note, Survivor Series just finished today and man , i hate WWF now but i have no other choices ..... Test won the immunity battle royal ?? what happened with DDP or Tazz or Lance Storm or The Hurricane or APA ?? Billy Gunn as the last man to be eliminated ?? what the F*** was that?? he is not Mr ASS anymore (well , he is an ASS , you get it ?) ......... i'm glad Edge won the IC/USA title but i'm bored watching Dudleyz vs hardyz all over again ...... and yeah to the main event .... what the hell did Kurt Angle do ? he smacked SCSA's head .... yeah turned on WWF to join the Alliance and now he turned back to WWF ... great booking here < /sarcasm > ..... Booker T is surely wasted now .. he is in the same boat as DDP and Tazz ( who is not Taz anymore )....
nuff said bout Wrestling , i just hope that Raw can be the best Raw in a few months .. i can't wait until Triple H returns ... that's when WWF gonna be better again...

November, 15th 2001 ...... 03:01:22 PM
bullshit!!!! it's 3 o'clock in the afternoon and i feel so sleepy ....... still waiting for my computer class ...
B O R I N G ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
really need something to do , don't know how to do my math homework properly ......... 100 % of total boreness
i wanna go home but i'm stuck here until 6.30 pm .... no shit, that's the truth, nothing but the total truth ..... stuck in the middle of nothing , stuck in between of my 2 Medan friends.......
aw man, running out of idea for today's journal ... maybe i'm gonna post a test or something just not to bore me out of this shit

November, 9th 2001 ......... 1:38:22 PM
WOW .. it's NOVEMBER........... and i'm just too lazy to archive the October's and September's journal ........
A BIG FINGER OF SHAME to me but who cares anyway .... only a few people know my site and maybe they don't even bother about this junk site anyway
i just got my final result for English class , i got 81/100 .. but i don't know how to react .. i'm happy that i got HD for that one but i kinda pissed with the fact that maybe i'm only 5th-8th in the class ....... maybe i'm too cocky or something but i do think that i'm, at least, 3rd best in the freakin class ......
but that's only my two cents which is not worth anything for others .... :þ
by the way , i'm totally confused with the scores , i'm pretty sure that bla bla bla ..... babble ... babling a bit more .. and another bla bla bla ...... it doesn't make sense at all does it?
did i confuse the readers? if yes, sorry .... if no, good for you !!!! ......
*can't wait for Christmas to come*
i really wanna see how good Christmas is in Australia .... better be a good one .. i'm kinda hoping that it'll be the best Christmas ever
I'm outta here, gotta go to see my friend ......... bye and peace to you all
PS: hey, stop bombing people will ya? lots of innocent lifes lost ..... what for ?
N-O-T-H-I-N-G ... does that ring the bell? hopefully it does

October, 25th 2001 ....... 1:00:00 PM
i just got home from school and i got two words to show how i feel right now... "FUCKED UP"
yep, i feel so fucked up , i didn't do well in my pure math exam ... i fell so fucekd up!!!!
i don't know what to do now, i just feel so fucked up ....too fucked up to do anything at all
you know what can make me feel better?? a can of fucked up lemonade but unfortunately i'm too fucked up to go out and buy the fucked up lemonade
do you all count how may times i've said "fucked up"??? if not , then you are fucked up too
you should count for me because i'm too fucked up to count how many times i've said "fucked up" in this fucked up journal
bye and and i still feel fucked up , so just shut the hell up .......

October, 12th 2001 ....... 2:38:21 PM
sorry for not updating in a while, it has been 3 weeks since the last time i updated this site and it's even almost at the same time
I even at the same place as the last time i updated this site... still doing the same thing (waiting for my comp sci class)... but the difference is the fact that now i'm very bored and sleepy
***WISH I HAVE BROUGHT A PILLOW WITH ME*** getting sleepier... and sleepier.... and sleepier.....Zzzz...zzzzz.....zzzzz
that's all folks .... sorry for not updating regularly ....:þ

September,20th 2001 ...... 2:37:58 PM
man, still waiting for my computer class , which will be started in about an hour or so.... i just hate waiting like this
i'm absolutely bored now, doing absolutely nothing and i have bad news
my computer at home just broke down, apparently someone hacked my freakin computer and just screwed up the whole computer ... so i say this to that freakin person "Go and F**k yourself"
now, i have to update this site via school computer and that means i'm going to have to travel about 15 minutes from home just to use a computer
that also means i have to do all the school assignments in the school computer lab ......suckssss .. not that the computer here is bad or something but i just hate to go out of my apartment
o yeah , next week is going to be my free week because no classes at all but the pure math teacher just gave me a whole lot of HOMEWORK!!!!!!
3 books to do ( about a few hundred questions) ... i got TWO words for him "TOO MUCH".... and not only the homework, he also gave me a math project and i still have to do the english class project
it has been a bad week for me .... too many things to do , so little time, and i'm not feeling so well (my health condition should be questioned) ..... GRRRR!!
can't take it anymore!!!!!!! gotta go!!!!

3:15:38 PM
2 updates in the same day?? wow! i gotta do this more ..... somehow i just feel so depressed... don't know why , my body just feel so hot (as in burning not the other meaning)
i gotta check my health condition ..... seriously, how can my hands freezing while my body is burning?????? how the F**k can that happen??
i just feel as if i'm dying .... don't know how to feel, don't know what to do, don't know what to say and don't know anything!!
just give me a few moment and i'll be back to the "normal" standy (hopefully so) ..... i just have to deal with my weekly breakdown...

September,18th 2001 ..... 10:35:22 AM
wow morning edition of .journal .... haven't done that lately .. i just finished my applied math class and still waiting to get my lunch and go to the pure math class
btw, the pure math class has 7 chapters of homework and i only do a few chapters .. i don't think anybody in my class finished the whole SEVEN chapters ...don't have enough free time
back to the US tragedy , i just read about a fellow Indonesian who was near WTC, he talked about how crazy the scene was and i was just fell in tears ... that's the first time i cry about this accident because usually i hold my tears well, but somehow i just fell in tears for this case
i still hope that the US won't do any random attack to the terrorist, i think US can just kill all the terrorist but don't do it if it costs the life of innocent people, we have enough dead innocent people already, so please don't add the numbers
that's about it for today's journal, i'll try to keep on updating but i can't guarandamntee about it ... i'm outta here, bye and peace .....

September,14th 2001 ..... 1:20:12 PM
today i had my english test for cause n effect essay..... i didn't do it very well. I only wrote for about 400 words , i should've written 450-500 words but i didn't realize that i wasn't doing that so , i just hope that i'll pass the test and i'll be okay for teh next test
sorry you guys, nothing to write about anymore , except the fact that i'm in my campus lab and 1 block from here there are a lot of police officers guarding some events ... not sure what event though
btw, i still pray for the victims of the hijacking because the number of the death are still increasing.. peace

September,13th 2001 .... 1:30:52 PM
sorry for not updating in a while, i just simply shocked to hear the news about the attack to the World Trade Center in New York and also the attack on Pentagon
i wanna say my condolances for those who lost their relatives and families there.... attack like that (whatever the freakin reason behind that attack) is NEVER EVER a right thing to do , i don't care if the US has done the same thing before, it is still NOT right to kill innocent poeple ..... so , whoever responsible for that attack , i just wanna say "GO TO HELL and BURN yourselves there.... DON"T drag innocent people with you"
this is what i can write right now, i don't even in the mood to comment about Sampras' loss
may all the victims rest in peace ... this is just sad ... really sad ...

September,9th 2001 ..... 4:00:12 PM
man, firt sept issue and it's already the 9th day of this month .... i'm sure late this month ... i've been very busy with all the homework and assignments.... and to make it worse , it is still going on until about next week , at the end of this month, i'm going to have holidays so hopefully i'll have enough free time to update this .journal more and hopefully i'll have more time to communicate with my friends back in Indonesia .... God i miss you guys so much!!!!
wait, wait , i gotta change my opinion about the classes in my foundation studies. Now, my pure math teacher is defenitely my fave teacher , he is so funny , and he can speak Indonesian, English (of course) , Cantonese, Mandarin, Hokkien, Malay, and French .... wow that's 7 languages ... but still i hate the fact that he gives too much homework for us ..... but that's ok and i hope that i can do well on the 1st test this Thursday ......
Finger of Shame for me to forget to make any update about US Open , i just saw Venus Williams win the women's title and the only prediction i can make is about the men's title .. so here goes my 2 cent .... i really hope Pete Sampras can kick Hewitt's @$$ all over Flushing Meadows ....
Sorry but that's the best thing i can write at this moment and i hope i can update more in the near future .... so for now, it goodbye to all of u guys ... peace!

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