What do you do when someone you call friend,
turns around and ruins your trust, you thought would never end.
You tell them your secrets, your hopes, and your dreams,
the years just blend together, so it seems.
Then one day, you find that the one you called friend,
has said this is just the beginning of the end.
You build a trust that should have lasted forever,
a true friend wouldn't intentionally hurt you, never!
The pain inside your heart grows ever stronger,
with the hurtful words meant to stay and linger.
You hide behind a mask like a coward,
I will not let you hold me back, I shall move forward.
I will never forgive you or forget what has happened,
I will go on with life, even though my trust has weakened.
The knife that has been stuck in my back shall be removed,
my heart someday might be fully recovered.
I shall prove to all that I am a survivor,
I will show my strength, and become a warrior.
But my trust will never again be given fully,
until I am sure that the friend is worthy.
For never again, will I allow someone to hurt me,
the way that my friend so easily betrayed me.
Copyright February 2, 2002
Hallways of darkness, the pain we've been through,
not knowing any better, or what else to do.
The past is haunting, like a soul lost in time,
out of the darkness into the light we must climb.
The fear of trusting, the fear of loving,
to our hearts we must start listening.
The fear of the unknown can be overwhelming,
but how else can a heart start its mending?
Small steps at first, gradually becoming bigger,
a hearts wish coming true, happiness is nearer.
To put faith in someone can be so hard to do,
but in the end, it's worth all that you go through.
The memories of the past will always remain,
but true love can help to conquer the past pain.
At one time the days were full of many fears,
now the days are filled with many happy tears.
The scars of the past beginning to heal,
a battered heart learning again to feel.
The uneasy feeling of sadness will disappear,
with each and every time that I hold you near.
Love so true shall, through all time, last,
to help a heart with Overcoming The Past.
Copyright March 25, 2003
The stubborn souls are the losers in the end,
breaking hearts that may never again mend.
Your words are chosen carefully, like a game,
for the life you ruined, it'll never be the same.
Cruel words spoken, another heart becomes crushed,
should we have waited, yes, for I think that we rushed.
Was it true love, or was it nothing but lust,
because of you, I will never again begin to trust.
I don't think that you have a heart inside your chest,
from all I have seen, you're no better then the rest.
I am so very angry, and so full of hate,
you chose your path, the road to your fate.
I know in my heart, I wish I could just die,
but I'll rise on again from the Pain Of Goodbye.
Copyright November 13, 2002
