Uncle Ray, the lucky one. The one who got away.

Chuck reborn

This picture will animate when fully loaded, much like myself.

Mr. Kaos Goblin's rendition of Stillborn Bastard's mailing address on a letter. This K dude is insane. He goes all out when he's of a mind to. Great art, Mr K!

(click on the picture to see a huge and clear picture of his art)

Stillborn meanings

I just wrote this in no particular order. And since it's a lot of crap, I'm not gonna proof read it or organize it. Tough shit for tender assholes. So, this might repeat itself at times. You can get the picture though. That's what matters. These are just some meanings to me. You might come up with your own.

Born dead. Dead from the start. Doomed. No future. The end of anything a baby could represent, the end of love, a part of you, what you work for, what you plan for , what you've hoped for, of family, of society, of what you want, of what parents(authority figures) want, of what authority wants, of minds to be molded, brainwashed, of innocence, of your spitting image.Opposites=Death, pain, lose, depression, anger, hate, withdraw, mishap, injury, misfortune, shame, meaninglessness, emptyness. Being a hollow shell. Uglyness, tragity. The bad side of life. The idea of getting lucky and getting outta life early on. Getting cheated outta living. Being a lifeless lump. Your own mortality, everyones. Trying something and it doesn't work out. The weakness, fragility of life. Never growing into our own indentity, stagnating, not maturing. Not having your place in the world. Not being a part of society. Society's waste. The image of a bloody, slimy, stinking, excrutiating childbirth and the goddamned thing is dead. Parents' (authority's) worst nightmare. Authority's, technology's, society's failure. The irony of death at birth. The end of cuteness, sweetness, joy, youth. Failure of your second wind. Not passing along or sharing anything that is deeply of you. The uncertainty of life and things babie's repressent. Never making anything of yourself. Lose of potential, surprise. Beyond anyone's control, especially society's. Seperate from, unreachable, untouchable, unfeeling, uncaring, unmoving, unchanging. A dose of reality contrasting the dream. Parents, authority, society, recieving what they have to give. Staleness. End of hope, desires, unity, possibilities. Wishing you were stillborn. The deterioration of what society makes. Passing by and avoiding the world's ways or almost falling prey, but, not quite. Being loved for the wrong reasons and misused. Unknown. Not right. Not following through with other's plans or desires. Not complying. Unusable. Faceless. Meaningless. Undesirable. ect, ect

Chuck Stillborn

http://www.soundclick.com/stillborns Currently 82 songs posted 9-04 <

Why not save these links in your "favorites". Something to whack it to on a rainy day.

p> The Spleen Zine of the alaskan queen, Jenn. This is what a zine should be. There's actual humor and entertainment along with description, information and the lot. Not merely something you should read or need to read. It's that as well as matter to get your phlegm to splatter. You'll actually enjoy and want to read it. It's interactive to boot. Message board, email. Maybe you'll be sucked into contributing?

The Stillborns newest artist and first cremated Miss Carriage, Ashi/Mother Mary Jane

You will all be a reborn stillborn from her cunt

Frenchy and Stillborn Bastard. Check out Frenchy's Swine System, Goddamn Ditchdiggers (Stillborns' brother band), Ditchdiggin' Records, The Warehouse, ect. Frenchy's done it all. Great guy!

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