Through the visage of a mist
a torrent rain of tears
Memories like this never fade
even after all these years.

Suspended in another time
a place so far away
Remembering the happy thoughts
of what was our wedding day.

So many dreams I took with me
to the alter of our lives
Entwined within the magic of
the day I was a bride.

But still those dreams were not to be
for it soon slipped away
And I was left without the love
I had on my wedding day.

How young and naive I as then
I never really knew
That life was more about the things
we hid in painful truth.

For I had never thought I would
become a battered wife,
Or that you would succumb to that
which would control your life.

Were we doomed from the start,
this I have to ask?
Did we know what lay ahead
and that it would be so hard?

Had we been prepared for it
would we have gone the road
Or would we have ended as we did,
I guess we'll never know.

Today I look back on a time
that now seems so far away
Hard to believe all that has past
has now been a decade!

While gazing now through broken glass
the window of a time
Memories come and memories go,
for it was another life.

I guess I've grown these ten years
since I was that blushing bride
For many dreams have come and gone
while other dreams have died ~

For through the visage of a mist
what would have been today
Were shattered in the broken glass
in shards of yesterday.

© Christina
28th January, 2005

 



"A reflection upon may have been in my previous marriage on this day which would have been our 10th wedding anniversary.   The memories of those days, another time, were once like shards of broken glass ~ yet they no longer hurt.   It was a long time ago now but some memories never fade.   Today I have nothing but fond happy memories of my previous marriage which I choose to remember.   If I remained bitter about what had happened to me and that marriage, then it would have eaten away at me making me an angry and bitter person.   It would also be excess baggage that I would carry around in life, particularly into my current marriage with my husband of seven years this year.   "Shards of Yesterday" is a reflection of what once was, what may have been, but what never will be.   It is a reflection of growth from where I was ten years ago to where I am today....how my life has change; how those circumstances affected me; and how they helped shaped me and brought me to where I am today.   The shards of yesterday are nothing but memories seen through the broken glass of time."

I invite you to read the sequel to this poem "Today, Tomorrow, Always"

 
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