| Chaos tamara shah It's not what I thought it used to be And what it used to be wasn't even what I thought It could be. Watching the day go by like a whirlwind of Confusion, Not understanding the tolerance from the surroundng crowd That watches the day go by like a normalcy of every day By day... The insignificant figures in the shadows are happy to be there For sanity's sake So as not to become a statistic of Chaos. But they still watch in the shadows As the show goes on like a tornado that never ends. The curtain rises the lights turn on The audience becomes the entertainment And they know it... It's the chaos that keeps them going. Like a never ending Chaos. Oct. 8, 2004 Lost In Blue tamara shah The blue eyes of imperfection almost perfect enuf for me to see myself as I am and what I shouldn't be... Like a calming bright blue sea with a ring of darkness surrounding the calm of the Storm I can't get out cannot escape the vision that sees me as I am and what I wish I Could be But cannot cannot dream the impossible Dream that entraps my being as he looks into me Undresses my barrier Knows my thoughts My dreams My passions I'm lost in his deep Blue sea. I'm naked in the sea. June 5, 2005 |
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