There are some things you just never believe will come true, and one of those for me was finding my "Prince Charming". Joel has loved me from the day he met me, and never have I ever doubted that, though for a long time I refused to show myself just how much I love him. We drive each other crazy so often, but normally it ends up with us laughing. God has provided me with the safe, loving, gentle arms I've always needed. We balance each other out and put each other in our places when we're out of line. Joel and I started dating May 1st, and in July he bought my engagment ring, but waited until Thanksgiving to ask me, though apparently even my mom knew when he bought it. I can't believe I'm getting married! It's just so different than you ever plan. Growing up girls invison this perfect wedding, but for some reason I never did, so I don't understand why I feel like it's different than I thought. Anyways, I'll have to write more another time. I'm exhausted, and a little sad, I haven't seen Joel in two weeks, he's on the road.
Love,
TAB
