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12 - I just don't write here anymore. I need to get better at keeping this up but not much new is happening. Every day I grow more and more in love with Mike though. We are able to talk on the phone now which is great, but costly. Mike found out Monday (the 10th) that he is getting out early. He asked me to marry him; we both want to get married right away. It is so cool to be on the same page. I told Scott last weekend (before I knew Mike was coming home) that I couldn't see him anymore. It was just too hard because I do enjoy spending time with Scott and I do like him a tad more then friends but my heart SCREAMS for Mike. No matter what Scott did/said, I could never love him like I love Mike. Scott deserves more then I can give him but he is absolutely crushed and not taking it well at all. Scott said he loves me which he hasn't said since Michigan, of course he text'd it so? I just think Scott NEEDS me and NEEDS my love/attention/affection. I don't think he loves me as much as he thinks he does.. then again maybe he was trying to hold back a little lately. I don't know. I feel horrible for hurting him but I love Mike so much and want to start my life with him. Mike makes me laugh and just makes me glow! Last Friday I bought a ring to wear on my wedding hand so I could have a visual reminder of my love for Mike. |
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Its really the end of March and I wrote nothing for February at all. I know, I can't believe it myself. What a month of love it was though. I went to Maui with Jim Troutner, Bill Brown and Kim and Tim from CG. It was ok. I would have enjoyed it more if it wasn't so hyped up I think. I was also excited to come back to see Mike. I left a few days early as Mike came home Feb 25. We had 4 whole days together before I had to bring him to the halfway house. They were wonderful days. |
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Mike had I have had our bad days but we have had mostly wonderful days. The halfway house sucks but its much better then Ely Camp. Mike got a job almost right away at the New York New York as a server at America. We get along very well for the most part. I still talk to Scott once in a while; he is doing ok. Jason is getting out April 18th so thats good. I have so much to talk about that I just don't know where to begin or HOW MUCH detail I want to get into.. but I will say this.. I love Mike A LOT! He is wonderful. I hope we will be married some day, but at the very lease, I hope he will always be in my life in some way. He is just awesome! |
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