March cont'd
9- I went on www.obesityhelp.com last night to see why I felt so terrible.  Suggestions were to take B-12, Iron and get enough water.  I have been trying really hard to get my water in but it is hard because I have to sip it.  I went to the store and got some good vitamins last night and today I feel much better.  Today I ate some crazy stuff.  I had a tiny bit of chilli from wendy's.  You know the little plastic cup that you put ketchup in?  I asked if they could fill that with chilli.  I couldn't eat the whole thing - 3/4 of it filled me up.  I also had a 1/2 spoon of frosty. 

10 - I have determined that water is what is making my pouch hurt not the food.  Today I ate some chicken and re-fried black beans.  They were sooo good, but then a little later I started drinking water and felt sick.  Crystal Lite settles well but I don't want to drink it ALL the time.  I think I am going to try different kinds of water or something.  Someone said distilled water settled well.  I am down 28.5 pounds so far in only 2.5 weeks.

25 - Miracle Moment (MM) #1 - Plane seat belt fit without an extender!
April
7- For those checking my journal, I am so sorry I haven't been keeping it up very good.  I finally got a job and moved to back to Nevada.  I am happy to have the job, thats for sure, but I miss Portland!!!!  I feel great!  I am down 35.5 pounds in 6 weeks.  I am a little frustrated because I have leveled off twice now where the scale just isn't moving.  If you look at my pic, you really can't see the difference yet, but I am starting to feel it.  I think this last week I have started to really lose inches.  I put on a pair of jeans that were very snug before surgery and they just fall off me now.  I went through my closet and got rid of about 65% of my stuff already.  I bought two new pairs of pants and one was 2 sizes smaller and one was 3 sizes smaller.. yeah!!!!  I am doing great with food.  One thing is I try not to talk to anyone while I am eating.  I need to focus on small bites and chewing well.  So far, I have only thrown-up twice so I am pleased with that low number and want to keep it that way.  I have eaten things I shouldn't like mash potatos, bread and milk but it settled well and I still eat my protien first.  Water is now feeling much better.  That second/third week was killer, I felt terrible, week, dizzy, sick,  you name it.... I was so frustrated.  Close to the end of the third week, I started to get ALOT more energy back and now I feel great.  I have tons of energy, but my feet still hurt when I am on them too much (could be the extra 130 pounds I still have on them  haha).  I am starting water arobics with a friend next week, i am really excited!  I heard its the best thing for toning.  I have already seen the first sign of sagging skin;  Its on my inner thigh, but I guess that is a "good" sign.. just not pleasing to the eye.. hahah 
May
6 - I am doing great!  I hit 50 pounds!  I am so excited that I am about 1/3 of the way to my goal.  I am so busy all the time and I almost have enough energy for everything I do (or want to do).  My clothes are really starting to fall off of me.  I went through some clothes that I haven't worn in a while and they were way too big.  I had to get rid of them!  I went shopping in the garage a couple weeks ago.  I went through a box of clothes that I haven't worn in about 7-8 years and most of them fit.  I still have some left in the box that I will try again in about another 20-30 pounds.  As far as food goes, I have tried pasta and can handle it fine but I try to keep my portions small.  I am soooo tired of chicken as that is about all I eat for protien.  I have been trying to get more fish and I have tried just a little tiny bit of red meat.  The most easy thing on my stomach is still beans.  I recently cashed in my IRA to put on my medical bills.  I now owe under $30k so that is exciting.  I received about 1% of the surgery cost in donations so that helped initially until I got my first paycheck.  Thankfully I am staying with an old friend who isn't charging me for rent right now so I can make some progress on my medical bills.  I have been working really hard to fix her place up though and spent a bit of money in the process.. so we are helping eachother, I guess.  I bought a book of hikes around Las Vegas and want to start taking short hikes.  I have started water arobics and love it.  It is not as hard as regular arobics, but it is far from easy.  The water crunches really work the abs!!!!

15 - MM #2 - I was laying on my side in bed and ... Oh, My God, I could feel my ribs! :-)

20 - Three months after the surgery.  I feel great!  I am down 57 pounds.  I was really hoping that somehow 3 pounds would just disappear last night to make it an even 60, but it will happen soon enough.  I am running out of clothes to wear.  I toss something out almost everyday.  My trunk is full of clothes to go to goodwill.  I haven't bought much new stuff yet though.  I don't like shopping for clothes.. I never have, even when I was thinner.