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In the heat of the night
05/22/01

a tune got stuck in my head, reminding me of something like "Let the midnight special, shine a light on me"... and I ended up with this..

In the heat of the night
after the long day’s dying;
In the heat of the night
watching the stars, up and flying.

? ? ? ?

There you are, my friend
from the midnight shadows;
There you are, my love
with our forgotten moments.

? ? ? ?

Moments of joy
in a world of hunger;
Moments of love
in this world of fear.

? ? ? ?

Sweet moments of laughter
seeing your lovely smile;
Bitter moment of tears
seeing you never more.

? ? ? ?

In the heat of the night
longing for your presence;
In the heat of the night
missing your sweet essence.

? ? ? ?

Alone in the night
memories all around me;
Under cover of the night
daydreaming of you and me.



Ode to poetrydotcom
05/25/01

False reflection of a broken mirror
shamelessly lying to you and me;
Selling straight-in-the-face promises
Oh, just believe what you see!

Be gone, beautiful son of a lie
reflect rather the ugliest truth;
Reveal the cuts and bruises
however unbecoming or uncouth!

Get lost, two-faced mirror-mirror-on-the-wall
with your snow-whitened smile;
Pack your deceptions, one and all
and never find another sucker for your bitter bile!

© 2001 Gryg


Sniper
05/24/01
Cuddling Samuel Taylor, safe and warm
snuggled deep in duvet’s cavernous fold;
Mesmerized by ancient mariner’s charm
and blissfully impolite to winter’s raging cold.

Pictures in this mind, painted by words,
images of cross-bowed feathers crashing;
Of dying faces screaming angry retorts
while sniper stands, cursed, helplessly watching.

Outside, the freeze of winter’s chill;
Inside, within, a cold voice wondering;
Somewhere in forgotten past, in negligent will,
Did this man snipe a flock of albatrosses circling?

© 2001 Gryg


Mareza
05/28/01

(Potbelly Pantry, Stellenbosch, 27-05-2001)

Skugter bruin-oog meisiekind
soos ‘n weggesteekte diamant
Sommer so onverwags gevind
in hierdie wereld van wingerdland

Jou stem, so uiters teer en sag
struikelend oor engels van patat
Ampertjies soos die pragtige lied
van ‘n sportmotor in verkeerde rat

Kind, het jy ooit ‘n vae idee
hoe pragtig jy werklik is?
Sien jy ooit die wonderskoon
wat op jou jong skouers rus?
Besef jy dat pragtige maniere
jou selfs nog mooier kus?

Mareza, meisiekind van die Kaap,
ek wens ek kon die toekoms lees
Net om vir ‘n oomblik môre te kan sien
en die lieflike vrou wat oormôre gaan wees
Om te kan aanskou hoe jy wonderlik skitter
soos ‘n edelsteen, bevry uit jongmens-sand

© 2001 Gryg


disconnected
05/28/01
So many years already wasted
empty with forgotten memories
blown-away smells
empty shells

Time sucked like a whirlpool
grabbing from mind’s store
forcing flashes down
into mist

Somewhere hidden lies truths
neatly arranged in rows
cemetery of yesterday
now lost

Hunger is more than want
much rather a need
muyo importante
crucial

Find that graveyard, Mind
hunt for that secret site
find the skulls
dig

Forgotten memories lost
emptied shells in time
and hiding within
part of being

Letting go was so easy
falling effortlessly
deeper down
gone

Between East and West
separating Mind and Soul
that dark and forlorn wall
built from memory bricks

Between North and South
estranging Spirit and Thought
that hellish obstacle course
strewn with forgetfulness

Sign hanging before the eyes
held by stolen memory pegs
screaming boldly
shrill and cruel

Insufficient RAM detected!
No upgrade available!
Disconnecting!

© 2001 Gryg


knot able to right
06/11/01

Barren, these sheets,
dressed in virgin white,
lying spread-eagled,
with bated breath,
under silent biro,
angle held.

Virgin brides waiting,
desiring strongly
to be touched,
to be dirtied
by that dry,
still fruitless,
almost impotent,
tip of felt.

So be it then,
if all that be left is,
to right about righting
then so there will be
this righting about
not being able
to right
to night!

© 2001 Gryg



Miss Conception
06/11/01

Silence, having nothing to say,
so simply becomes a fiend
hunt-hungering for prey.

My silence, innocent when born,
now your hunchbacked brute
quite deserving of scorn.

Our silence, birthed from my own,
now monstrous ^You^ignore^me^
instead of I~need~some~time~alone

© 2001 Gryg



mismatched pairs
06/11/01

Hand in hand these little couples
running around in life’s every sphere;
From rich to poor, even old and young,
non spared their giggles, groans of fear.

Mismatched pairs, excessively often,
as Truth and Pain meet, then copulate;
While on the other side of emotions’ hell
Lies ends up as Happiness’ little mate.

Now, once again, shotgun wedding of two
made by the minister of a friend’s fate
Choices, just lie and watch the smiles
or put bitter truths upon serving plate?

© 2001 Gryg




cursed blessings
06/11/01

Can man be so blind
so utterly blind
sightless
batty?

Can blessings be so dark
so utterly pitch
overpowering
curses?

Am I blessed
so much
that I am
blinded?

or

Am I so blind
amongst blessings
that they slowly darkened
and gave birth to curses?

© 2001 Gryg


Hoity-toity
06/15/01

Big words and fancy phrases crawl
bloated insects devouring slowly
eating away at the very heart
of the papyrus invaded

Read the words and taste the sentences
filling mouth with the bitter smell
of squashed Christmas Beetles
mixed with the piss of kittens

Emotions bubbling inside this shell
bursting up and around like orange
Fanta, shaken and then disgorged
from broken glass smashings

I want to scream in frustration
and anger and fear and wonder
while others smile and clap and
do whatever they are literaturely told to

I do not understand what you are
saying, doing and proclaiming, from
the mountains, hills, streams, all
around me, like legions of insects

Why write in smeared dung, like
hyenas giggling away the night,
chewing at every bone in sight,
for the sake of what?

Why the hell this numb mind
stutter-falling in the vomit of other’s
thoughts, not understanding, drifting
loose in a sea of violent, rolling
hoity-toityness!

Is it me?
Me, is it?
Why?
Why me?
Because I understand not
what the
hell, you are saying
nor why the
hell, you are saying it in Greek!



rambling thoughts
06/20/01

mind spinning into spiral descent
forming its own roman candle, freefalling
trying hard to sift through set cement
as it slowly digs deeper, silently stalling

stacks of facts, reaching ever higher
hiding truths under their mammoth weight
drowning every reality with licking fire
smashing obstacles in its relentless raid

somewhere hidden a silverfish thread
lurking in bright glinting splendour
mind and thread have not yet met
logic not quite the white steed either


Gepiekelde Drome
06/20/01
Drentelend op die strand
teen winter son se onder
wat valskerm saggies
agter Tafelberg sink;

Wynrooi die hemel…
wat my laat wonder
Hoeveel pragtige drome
het al in rooiwyn verdrink?



Kaapse Wals
06/21/01
Skommelende Pinotage,
in helderste kristal
en klinkende note,
wat lieflik inval,
smelt stadig saam,
tot ‘n Kaapse wals
van musiek en rooiwyn,
so hals aan hals.



Reenboog van die Druif
06/21/01
Rooi, die trane van geparste druif
gepluk onde
r oranje Afrika son;
Daar waar
geel blomme vriendelik wuif
in die koel skadu van ‘n
groen prieël plafon.

Blou, die donker hoofpyn-oggende
gegroet met eina en
pers pilletjies;
Vasgeklemde boeretroos in
kobalt hande
ook lid van ‘n
reënboog uit geperste skilletjies.


Osbloed Boereraat
Daar doer innie Verre Noorde
(waar hulle van osbloed praat)
gebruik hulle mos growwe sout
en tjiep rooiwyn in ‘n boereraat

As luise die hele kop vol lê
(en die kriewelings erg begin pla)
Was eers die hare mettie wyntjie
en besprinkel dan growwes daarna

Sien, luis is mos ‘n aggressiewe ding
(wat met een sluk heel moedig raak)
As mens weer sien is alle luiste weg
Mekaar met die boulders dood gemaak!



in love
Read, too many rhymes
too many lifetimes
about scores
[millions!]
in love

Written, so many poems
so many poets
about falling
[plunging!]
in love

Meditated, so many times
so many musings
about being
[ever?]
in love

Cried, so many tears
so many sniffles
about not being
[dead?]
in love


--- Learn as much by writing as by reading. [Lord Acton] ---


More than love
Last night, in the din filled Spur
two sat chatting for a pleasant while
While you cracked your silly jokes
filling my heart with a gentle smile

There, amongst the taste of coffee
and the smell of sugar and spice
The birth of a new understanding
not to be flogged for any price

Yes, I have always loved you
right from the moment we met
This fact I have never hidden
and it has often been said

Yet, last night I realised a truth
not only do I merely love you
as any father should a son
But I really like you too!

--- Learn as much by writing as by reading. [Lord Acton] ---


golden seconds Edit postReply to this post
Posted by Gryg (The Highlander)
Posted on 07/18/01 10:35 AM


Crucified seconds trickling down, slowly, in single grains of golden sand, Sifting
down from once-exulted heights to ever-expanding bottom, Cascading
down in sandfalls, trickling inside one-way glass, Slowly, trickling,
cascading, down, in sifting clouds of dust

Time is truly golden
Silently flowing
Soft trickles
Cascading
Sifting
Dust
Lost




enveloped Edit postReply to this post
Posted by Gryg (The Highlander)
Posted on 07/20/01 10:32 AM


I want to crawl onto your lap
Greedy for your strong arms;
To feel them envelop my life
Drawing me closer to your heart;
Until the beat drives away fear
Leaving nothing but blissful delight.

Deep inside this faith, I just know,
You are out there, everywhere;
Looking at me with kindness
Eyes crammed with gentle pride;
Just as I once looked down
Smiling at a son-filled crib.

I want to crawl again, yes
Like a little baby, so young;
To learn my first steps, again;
To blindly follow your guiding hand,
Trusting in the love and care, again,
Of somebody bigger, stronger, wiser.

It is too late to start all over again
So deep into this spinning circle of life;
It is too late to undo all of my mistakes
Lying stacked along yesterday’s path;
I know yes, it is too late to begin all over again
When so much barren ground has been covered.

But I need to crawl onto your lap
To feel your gentle strong arms
And I need you to know
That I now know too

--- Learn as much by writing as by reading. [Lord Acton] ---






























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