Heartsong: Letters of Love

Heartsong: Letters of Love

Chakotay,

I’m not usually the one to admit when I’m wrong, or when I’ve made a mistake, but I’m begging you please, hear me out before you make your decision.

It started with something so small, so insignificant it could almost be funny, if it weren’t so damn painful. I made a mistake. I got angry when I shouldn’t have and it’s hard for me to let it go.

When you walked out that door I half expected you to smile and joke about how close I came to losing you. I’m afraid I have lost you. Forever.

I wanted so much to call you back; to grab you and never let go but my damn foolish pride got in my way. So instead, I watched you go and told myself that I was better off on my own, that I didn’t need anyone in my life. But I was wrong.

That night I cried myself to sleep. As the tears wet the bed where you once slept, I couldn’t help but wonder if you felt as alone as I did. I don’t like being alone at night, and I hate the way my heart is breaking because I made you leave. I will do anything to make things right again, anything. And I hope you can see past my foolish anger and realize just how much I love you.

Please forgive me,

Kathryn

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