12.15.03 It's Christmas and all I get is this piece of....weirdness
Very good day, very good weekend. Basically I'm just real happy. It's so great when you have those times where everything kind of comes together and you just feel secure. It doesn't happen very often, so I'm trying to enjoy it.
1.5.04 Sail on, sail on, sailor....
Well, it's back to school tomorrow and that does not make me very happy. It's been a wonderful, perfect break and I am just not ready to deal with Lake Highlands and all of the people I just can't stand. It's 2004, and for once, it actually feels like a new year. I feel like I'm facing this year in a much stronger way than I faced 2003.
1.12.04 For once in my life...
BCIS, yuck. Ms. Harper is "making a call" or whatnot, so I figured I might as well update the website. I took down the pages of Daniel pictures because I haven't seen him in a year now, and I just don't see the point in having three pages devoted to him. I hate school. I had a good weekend. Parts of life are really good and parts of life just suck, and I'm trying to deal with it. I hope everyone's having a good Monday!
1.13.04 ....Judged not by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character. (MLK, Jr.)
What's this? Sharon updated her website two days in a row? That's amazing! Wow, ok....Another sucky day at school. I went to Starbucks with Brandi tonight and we had a nice little chat about racism and the rotteness of being a teenage girl. There was hardly any talk of her boyfriend (he didn't even call), which was nice for a change. Anyway I'm just taking school one day at a time until I can leave Lake Highlands High School for good  next year, and my real life can begin. Whatever. I've been cynical lately, and I don't like it, but it's what LHHS does to me. Peace out y'all. Sorry, no song of the day today. I hope you won't have to go to therapy because of it.
1.13.04 The question is, how much more black could this be? And the answer is none. None more black.
I'm tired. I got a lot of homework to do. I updated the books section and the music section, so go have a ball. I'm getting kind of bored with this website. Does anyone want me to design a website for them??
1.18.04 How solid our ignorance/How empty our substance....
Ummm...I have so much to say. I've begun to realize over the last few months, and especially this past week, that people that I thought were my friends really don't give a crap about me. I've tried to be a good friend and a good person in general. I've genuinely cared about each and every one of my friends. But for some reason, they couldn't care less about me. They don't notice that I don't come around, and when they do they blame it on the fact that I have a boyfriend now. That has nothing to do with it. If they honestly wanted to know why I wasn't around, they'd ask. They'd call. They'd talk to me. They'd acknowledge me when they see me at school. But they don't, so screw it, I'm over it. I'm not going to waste my time on people who talk about me behind my back and don't care about me.
1.20.04 Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow...
School is getting increasinly more lonely. At school I have no one. Nothing. I'm just glad that I have good stuff going on outside of school or my life would be kind of sad. I'm not really all that upset about having no one at school because I don't really like anyone there. I guess it's better to have one or two people who really care about you than a whole bunch of empty people to talk to during the useless hours at school. No, I don't guess, I know. It's something I've finally learned after going through about a million "friends"and 12 years at Lake Highlands. 
1.23.04 Nu-uh...Noel is soooo better than Ben...
7th period on Friday...don't you love that feeling? I'm pretty exhausted and very happy about the weekend. I like Tracy, even though I said I hated everyone at school, I like Tracy. I am lucky to be graced by her beautiful presence everyday and I wish I was more like her. (Sorry for that randomness....I just got a sudden burst of inspiration...) I'm gonna go see Lost in Translation again tonight, because I'm just in that kind of mood. OK....bye
1.25.04 Sometimes there's just so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it. And my heart's going to cave in....
\This is the most depressing time of the week. 9 o' clock on a Sunday. It's almost time for bed and when I wake up, it's back to the most torturous of hellholes for another week. God, it was such a perfect weekend. One of the best I've ever had. But it feels almost like a dream because so much of it was spent drifting in and out of sleep. I'm exhausted, but it's a good Sunday night exhausted as opposed to a Friday afternoon-I-hate-school exhausted. I just wish I didn't have to return to a world that's not made up of music and art museums and driving and Frankie
1.28.04 Everything in it's right place....
I'm at school and I just fixed the new picture page, so be sure to check it out. It's already the middle of the week and I'm very very glad. I'm kinda hungry though....
1.29.04 The world is blowin' up, the world is cavin' in, but you are here with me, makes it okay....
In BCIS....I'm tired and I'm about to go to my voice lesson and I don't want to. Last night sure was interesting what with all the lifelong friendships falling apart for everyone to see on Ashley's livejournal. It's dumb, and I really hope it's over now. I just want everyone to get along, is that so much to ask? But I also don't want to talk to Travis ever again, because he is so freakin' two-faced. But it's whatever....Thank you for making me feel better last night, Frankie...