Recently I had an experience that changed my life. I was invited by my friends to go with them to a Christian youth rally. Being gay was something I've always struggled with. I felt like something was wrong with me. Why me? I often wondered. Well, recently I finally got the answer to my life long question of why am I gay? The answer may seem simple, but yet it profoundly changed me. The reason why I'm gay is so I can reach out to other gays with the love of Jesus Christ. In other words me being gay gives me the inside knowledge of what it's like being gay, and being gay is something a straight person will never understand. I can talk with you as one gay person to another, because both you and me understand what it's like being gay.

The tough part for me was giving up SeX To be honest with you, I LOVED having SeX! I'm just like any other straight or gay guy, we all just wanna nutt! Am I right?

Well, at the Christian Youth Rally I found myself surrounded by thousands of other guys my age. There was thousands of gurlz there too, but I wasn't interested in the ho'z. I just wanted to check out all the hotties!~

As I looked around the packed arena, I saw tears running down the guys faces. I saw thousands of guys with their hands lifted heavenward, their eyes filled with tears. But yet they weren't sad, it was a joyful type of tears. These guys were praising God, and loving each other in a way that I'd always wanted to feel loved. For most of my teen life I always thought love was somebody giving me head or me having sex with another dude. To me that was love. But, yet even after having sex, there was always that empty feeling inside me that no amount of sex could ever fill. It was like I was in a circle of people who just used me to get what they wanted. I'm also guilty of the samething. I sexually used guys just so I could cum together with them. Yeah it feels good physically. We all know that. But, there was something deeper that was missing from my life. And I didn't know what it was that was missing from my life until that night at the youth rally.

I brought along my DV Camera, and on the Next Page I'll share with you some of the pics I took on the night that forever changed my life.

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