Chapter 4

Lucky was anxious. He didn’t hear from Elizabeth since he went to see her by her bedroom window a week ago. Did he do something wrong? He thought, when he left, that everything was okay between them, why didn’t she call him? He tried to call her a couple of times, but Sarah always said Liz wasn’t there and that she would call him back, but the girl never did. He had seen her from afar, a couple of days ago. She was with a guy, from Lucky’s school. He didn’t go and talk to her, since she was obviously on a date. Lucky’s heart was breaking to see her smile at another guy, see her laugh, when it was not intended for him. And now, one week later, he was still going crazy about this. He couldn’t believe he was still hurting about a girl he met a week and a half ago, when he lost his best friend and girlfriend but wasn’t sad for more than 24 hours. He got up and tried to call her one more time. The phone rang three times before he heard someone, out of breath answer;

"-Hardy residence

-Hi Elizabeth? It’s Lucky

-oh Hi Lucky. I’m sorry, I didn’t have time to call you back, I’ve been spending an awful lot of time with Brett.

-That’s great! Lucky said, trying to sound enthusiastic, even though it wasn’t working. I was wondering, if you are not busy tonight, maybe we could do something together

-I’m sorry, I am going to the movie with Brett. Tomorrow maybe?

-Well, I’m working, but I’ll call you and we’ll set something up ok?

-Ok. But this wouldn’t be a date would It?

-Oh no, of course not, we would just hang out, you know, as friends

-Cool, call me then"

Lucky hung up, sad. He wanted to yell; "YES IT’S A REAL DATE DAMMIT" but he decided not to. After all, he was the one telling her he just wanted to be her friend. He knew she had a crush on him. Sarah had told him all about it. That is why, when he talked to her in her room, he said they would be friends, and implied they would be nothing more.

A couple of days went by again, before Lucky finally had time to spend with Elizabeth and that she wasn’t with her new beau. He was working at the garage for Mike, at Kelly’s and he had school. Every time he saw Elizabeth, she was with Brett. And that was driving him crazy. When they finally saw each other, they went for a walk down on the docks. They talked about everything and everyone, except Sarah and Brett. They didn’t decide not to talk about them, it just happened.

When Lucky took her home they sat on the porch for a while. Lucky was holding her hand, playing with her fingers. His heart was beating fast because he was fighting against himself not to lean down and kiss her. He finally lost his battle, got up, helped her up, got her close and kissed her gently. Elizabeth put both her arms around his neck and go him closer.

Finally, after a while, Lucky pulled away. He looked at her, not knowing what to do next. He suddenly remembered what happened when he got romantically involved with Sarah. He lost his best friend. He didn’t want that to happen with Elizabeth. He loved her too much already to lose what they had together.

 

"-I’m sorry Elizabeth, I shouldn’t have kissed you.

-Why? Was I that horrible? She asked with a smile

-No, don’t get me wrong, I loved kissing you, I’m dying to do it again, but I don’t want to risk the friendship we built you and me.

-You are right Lucky, you are too dear to me to risk losing you like this.

-So we agree?

-Yep, let’s just be friends. Leave it at that."

He kissed her on the cheek and went home. Although he was dying to feel her again, he wouldn’t go back to his decision. So he thought.

Seeing Elizabeth with Brett was harder on him each day, as they were seen more and more together. Although he never actually see them kiss, he knew Elizabeth was really fond of the guy, since every time Lucky would spend time with her, Brett would be all she talked about and Lucky was beginning to be really jealous. Even though he didn’t know Brett, Lucky wanted to kill the guy, more than he did his own brother. He didn’t want to admit this, not even to himself, but he was madly in love with Elizabeth. Deeply in love with her. She was all he could think about, all he could dream about. Knowing she was with another man, that he was touching her, kissing her, holding her, was unbearable. He then knew what he had to do.

Elizabeth received a letter, with no address on the envelop. Only her name. Inside, there was a note, with Lucky’s hand-writing. The note said to meet him at Luke’s that night. There was a concert, and he was part of the act. Elizabeth had watched him rehearse again and again, with his cousin Sly, for weeks now. She never thought he would ask her to go!

She put on her prettiest dress, put her hair up and a little perfume. Everything had to be perfect that night. She would make Lucky understand he belonged with her, and only her. Friendship or no friendship. Sister or no sister.

The place was jammed up. A lot of Lucky’s classmate came to hear him play, along with everyone he knew. Lucky wasn’t sure he wanted to do this anymore. It wasn’t stage fright, it was Elizabeth fright. He didn’t know how she would react. At first, knowing her the way he thought he did, he was sure she’d understand what he was trying to tell her, but now, 10 minutes before show time, he wasn’t sure anymore. But it was too late to back out now, Luke had just announced him and Sly.

"-Good night everybody, and welcome to Luke’s. Now, for the second time on my stage, my own son, Lucky!"

Coming on stage, Lucky looked for Elizabeth and saw her at the last table, way in the back. She was so beautiful Lucky thought he would never be able to sing the three songs he was supposed to. Sly started the melody of the first one, and Lucky followed.

In a lifetime

Made of memories

I believe

In destiny

Every moment returns again in time

When I've got the future on my mind

Know that you'll be the only one

Meet me halfway

Across the sky

Out where the world belongs to only you and I

Meet me halfway

Across the sky

Make this a new beginning of another life.

In a lifetime

There is only love

Reaching for the lonely one

We are stronger when we are given love

When we put emotions on the line

Know that we are the timeless ones

Meet me halfway

Across the sky

Out where the world belongs to only you and I

Meet me halfway

Across the sky

Make this a new beginning of another life.

Everyone was applauding them, as they started their other song. Elizabeth didn’t want to believe it, but she was sure the song was for her, like Lucky was trying to tell her something with it. It wasn’t the song she heard them practice over and over again. The next one proved her right.

Well, you called me up this morning

Told me 'bout the new love you found Said,

"I'm happy for you. I'm really happy for you."

Found someone else,

I guess I won't be coming 'round

I guess it's over, baby

It's really over, baby, woooh

And from what you're saying

I know you've gotten over me

It'll never be the way it used to be

So if it's gotta be this way

Don't worry, baby,

I can take the news okay

But if you see me walking by,

And the tears are in my eyes,

Look away, baby, look away.

If we meet on the street some day,

And I don't know what to say,

Look away, baby, look away.

Don't look at me

I don't want you to see me this way.

When we both agreed as lovers

We were better off as friends

That's how it had to be

Yeah, that's how it had to be

I tell you I'm fine,

But sometimes I just pretend

Wish you were holding me,

Wish you were still holding me, oooh

I just never thought

That I would be replaced so soon

I wasn't prepared to hear those words from you

I know I wanted to be free

Yeah, baby this is how we wanted it to be

But if you see me walking by,

And the tears are in my eyes,

Look away, baby, look away.

And if we meet on the street some day,

And I don't know what to say,

Look away, baby, look away.

Don't look at me

I don't want you to see me this way.

Elizabeth was clapping her hands harder than anyone. The whole song, Lucky was looking right in her eyes, in her soul. He was passing a message to her. She was sure of that now. He started the third song and, once again, it wasn’t the one they had practice all week;

Are those your eyes, is that your smile

I've been lookin at you Forever

But I never saw you before

Are these your hands holdin' mine

Now I wonder how I could of been so blind

For the first time I am looking in your eyes

For the first time I'm seein' who you are

I can't believe how much I see

When you're lookin back at me

Now I understand what love is.......

Love is.....

For the first time.....

Can this be real, can this be true

Am I the person I was this morning

And are you the same you

It's all so strange how can it be

All along this love was right in front of me

For the first time I am looking in your eyes

For the first time I'm seein who you are

I can't believe how much I see

When you're lookin back at me

Now I understand what love is.......

Love is.....

For the first time.....

Such a long time ago

I had given up on findin' this emotion... ever again

But you here with me now

Yes I've found you some how

And I've never been so sure

And for the first time I am looking in your eyes

For the first time I'm seein' who you are

Can't believe how much I see

When you're lookin back at me

Now I understand what love is.......

Love is.....

For the first time

Lucky and Sly bowed, and ran off the stage, letting it to the next performer, some big name. Lucky’s heart was about to leap out of his chest, as he waited to see if his plan worked. He saw Elizabeth coming his way, smiling. He took her outside, so they could talk. Elizabeth took his hand, and smiled at him;

"-Lucky, were you trying to tell me something with these songs? Or is it my imagination running wild tonight?

-No, I was trying to tell you something. Remember when we said friends don’t date?

-Yeah I do, why?

-Well I don’t want to be your friend anymore"

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