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May 3rd, 2004 - Today I recieved your book that your mother made for you. It is so beautiful that there is no words to describe how wonderful it truly is. You would be so proud of your mom. Tons of pictures of you from the time you was a baby til you was 18. There is some of your writings in there as well so people can know you better through your own words. The Voctional School did a wonderful job as well on printing it out. It looks so professional. I will cherish this book for as long as a life and will share it with my future kids and tell them my wonderful memories of you and how precious life truly is to be taken for granted. I visited you today. You had a wreath up for your birthday.
May 4th, 2004 - You recieved your 3,100th visitor today. I made 8 pages more for your new pictures from the book. I worked really hard on those pages so you would be really proud of them. Casie sent me a message asking me if I would like to place some more pictures of you when you was growing up and I told her that would be so wonderful. I just want everybody to know how wonderful you truly was and why people needs to stop and thinking about their decisions they make in life so we would never lose another wonderful person like you to such a terrible choice by somebody else. Why people keep thinking it will never happen to them, I have no idea. It can happen at any second, any day, any year or any lifetime. People just need to realize and grow up and quit making childish mistakes. If you are old enough to know about life and death, then you are old enough to know better, no excuses for drinking and driving ever!
May 5th, 2004 - Tragically today, Michael "Hollywood" Jones took his own life. He was only 19 and left behind a four month old daughter. He went to school with us. They say he couldn't take the loss of Nick Kermins. It's sad to lose a friend but we all must continue on and always remember them. My heart goes out to his parents, son and friends.
May 7th, 2004 - Casie sent me some pictures of you as a baby, toddler and at graduation of you and her. They are all wonderful pictures and it really shows your true beauty.
May 8th, 2004 - Happy Birthday Mary! Hope you had a wonderful 17th birthday.
May 9th, 2004 - Happy Mother's Day to all the wonderful Mothers out there.
May 10th, 2004 - Casie sent me two more pictures of you with Casie's dog and you and your Grandma Knauff. They both are so beautiful and it shows your beautiful smile. You also recieved your 3,200th visitor today.
May 11th, 2004 - Today I put up the pictures that Casie emailed me.
May 16th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 3,300th visitor.
May 24th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 3,400th visitor.
May 27th, 2004 - Today my cat, Kitty Korn, came to join you in Heaven. Losing her was like losing you all over again. I remember telling you when she was born and you was so excited cause she was born on your birthday. Maybe she can keep you company in Heaven when you are feeling lonely. Kitty Korn always loved being loved upon. Missing you both now like crazy.
June 1st or 2nd, 2004 - You recieved your 3,500th visitor. I don't know what day cause my computer got the Sasser virus and wouldn't let me do nothing. I fixed it finally. Today my friend Mystic from WWB was involved in a motorcycle accident, but lucky she is alright thanks to all the prayers and God answering them.
June 3rd, 2004 - Your uncle Rick,44, came to Heaven this morning after his battle of an illness to his liver. Nichole said she was beside her dad and told him it was alright to go. She has a great amount of courage, just like what you had, and I admire her for that. I told Nichole that I would be here for her whenever she needed me.
June 5th, 2004 - Former President Ronald Regan made his journey to Heaven this afternoon.
June 8th, 2004 - I lit a star for you at www.Rememberme.info
June 9th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 3,600th visitor. Also today a website KidMagnet added your memorial site. It's a really great site for kids and teens to check out and get advice, facts and fun stuff to check out. I added the link to causes and memberships page.
June 14th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 3,700th visitor.
June 15th, 2004 - Today you recieved an award from Kim. I added it to the Awards Page for everybody to see. Thank you so much Kim.
June 19th, 2004 - Today you recieved an award from Three Ladies. Added it also to the awards page. Thank you so much Three Ladies.
June 20th, 2004 - Happy Father's Day to every father out there.
June 25th, 2004 - I visited you today. I seen a lil green rosary on your grave. The stones look like they are the kind that you can see threw them. It's really pretty.
June 27th, 2004 - Today you recieved your 3,800th visitor.