Selective Travel
That said, I'm being more thoughtful of the countries I want to see in the future. To put it bluntly I am getting bored with poverty -- and the key principles that breed it into many philosophies. I am tired of validating third-world mentalities with my presence and my dollars. It is like "I'm paying to be here?!" Some countries which show promise, like China, I can argue for and justify; others, like Muslim turf, yeesh.
Also, I don't plan to travel forever -- i.e., my lifetime is limited. Thus it is time to become more selective in my choice of destination. I am not going to see everything. I don't have to -- that's the beauty of abstract integration. More recently I want to highlight the territory that is in line with my thought, to further expand on ideas and provide a greater depth to my philosophy.
I said a few years back my 20s would be a time of internal construction (withdrawing into solitaire, minimizing external influences, concentrating on myself); my 30s would see the beginning of transition, manifesting externally (outside of me) what I've built internally (philosophically), with experience guiding me to addition and revision; my 40s seeing a real 'bloom' as I step forward with full force to manifest my ideas, to equalize the free-flow of thought/feelings and stimuli between the internal and external aspects of my life.
The countries which can help me most in my efforts to build a successful life, not surprisingly, are those of first world status. The abundance of ideas, the free-flow of such ideas, advanced research facilities, and an incredible diversity of inspiration -- what more could I ask for? A recurring thought in China, driven home by months of touring, has been this: "Canada and the United States, as the key components of the North American paradise, are the crown achievements of humanity. Why would I want to walk away from that?"
Endless touring countries simply to tour and be a traveler is not to my liking. With so much third world territory it is too small an existence. The traveling is a means to a larger picture. I had the idea last August to try and hit six out of seven continents this tour. Well, with a lack of other options in my brain that was fine and dandy -- then. Seven months later I am revising the plan. The fundamentals of my philosophy have been established. Now approaching three years of world travel I have come to see modern civilization in a new light -- from being able to 'travel back in time', to glimpse the rest of mankind in various stages of intellectual and societal evolution.
Along with this understanding I have identified potential career choices, with the computer/Internet sector leading the way. I left university after two turbulent years because of a lack of focus and feeling void of purpose. Both of these obstacles, as I prepare to enter my 'first decade of external building' -- my 30s -- are largely resolved.
It is too early to say exactly how my interests are going to play out when it comes to specialization, but the thought of returning to a university / college / technology institute has been on my mind the last couple years. Due to the inter-connectedness of my university experience, my poor scholastic performance, and my volatile late teens and early 20s, I'm a little edgy when I contemplate a return.
Used to doing things at my own pace I will have to adapt to a different kind of discipline. But I predict once I get a small taste of success I am going to be able to quickly transform and mold my environment to suit my evolving ambitions. Inspiration can come from unexpected sources ... *smile* ... with Denise showing me it can be done.
Closing Thoughts
Wrapping up with some final ideas:
(1) Thinking as to why the body=soul formula has stubbornly appealed to me over time, I began wondering about the influence an 'Inuit upbringing' had on my concept of man. Raised in a small town animal-abundant frontier environment where people had to wholesomely respect nature in order to survive. In the absence of strong religious ideas in the family, I think the naturalism of my upbringing provided a mold I later consciously identified in idea.
With the early years of every individual being the most impressionable I am going to pursue this thought when I get back to Canada. To attempt to re-build more of my early past through dates and pictures for purpose of a more complete Precedents I (1970-1993).
(2) What is so often missed in our attempts to solve our daily and long term problems is that many of us are dealing with a 21 century AD world with a 20 AD to 0 century BC philosophy. That kind of software is just plain outdated for the mechanics of today and tomorrow.
There you have it. The third China review of the last year along with some forward-looking thoughts. In April 1999 I set out to completely saturate myself with this country so I would never look back. I have done a more than adequate job. There have been things I have not seen, things I would still like to see, but I am ready to move on. Yes, I know I have been saying that for months now -- but this time I have the visa for Laos in my passport to prove it. I swear -- look! *holding up passport*