OCTOBER 1994 ISLAMABAD, PAKISTAN LETTER


Contents: Sections 1-4
Introduction
Jihad
The Islamic Republic of Iran
The Islamic Republic of Pakistan






Introduction


Dear Nana & Papa,

It must be time for another letter! Greetings from Islamabad, Pakistan's capital city. All is going well with me after some much needed rest the last two weeks here. So yes, I am quite alive, healthy and enjoying my leisure time as I wait for an Indian visa to be issued to me.

I hope all has gone well since I last wrote. Please, do not write to me of any 16oz steak barbeques along with the scrumptiously decorated baked potato, my heart would fall to pieces. Am I missing Canada? Some things, yes. The lack of a variety of foods gets to be awful wearing after a while. If I ever have to eat goat meat again it will be too soon. And I would kill for a 7-11 slurpee. But other than wanting to come back to say hello for a week or two, I am still not ready to return despite the frustrations one has to deal with as one travels.

Traveling has its cool and crappy sides to it. The periods in Cairo, Istanbul and here in Islamabad do some good for my well-being in giving me a solid rest and providing a mental preparation for each step of subsequent touring. This last stretch was the closest I have come to 'burning out', plagued by ameobic dysentery, little food variety, and not giving myself enough rest by doing too much physical activity. But I am ready for exertion once again, and I'm going to need such enthusiasm as I head into what very well could be the world's most diverse cultural territory, India.


Jihad

Before I get into the last four and a half months of my adventure, I would like to unload a concern of mine that has been nagging me since the last letter. It was with a tinge of apprehension that I mailed June's letter for the enormous task of effectively describing why I have come to the idea of 'Freedom Through Discipline' in such a limited space has obvious drawbacks. And yet I think the letter was necessary for me to mail.

For after mailing it I continued to read and re-read its contents, and as I was introduced to new ideas the old words have been reconstructed and refined to encompass what more I have come into contact with. I guess what I'm trying to say is that the foundation I have built will continually be added to as I digest more information: in sense, to develop a bigger, better and stronger house to live in.

I hope my letters do not seriously offend you as this is never to be their intention. Instead, their purpose is to let you have an idea into the steps of what I hope to be an always maturing thought. In the last couple of years, the letters I write have become journal extensions for all large projects are photocopied and kept as records. Each letter serves as somewhat of a summary as to where I am, thus the following letter will come to include the old as well as the freshly inked ideas in recent journals.

So what came to be in the last letters still is, but now it has a further 4.5 months experience behind it, and this period has probably been the most intensive of my life. A 7 week stay in Istanbul, 4.5 weeks in Iran, and now almost 8 weeks in Pakistan have witnessed an explosion of ideas I have never recorded the likes of before. This comes hand in hand with my self-disciplining, and it seems the more I gain control of myself the more I am coming to understand, but almost at a rate too fast.

For just in the past five to six months alone I could completely revise the journal compilation I gathered in Sept/Oct of 1993 (Paper I ). Right now, because I do not have access to this Paper and my journals to compile a Paper II, I feel backlogged in my noggin'. Never did I think to see the day when my journals would not satisfy to relieve me of my thoughts.

I said earlier I was a bit wary of mailing the last letter. I do not want it accepted as a finalized summary of my search, for it would be terrible to be viewed as such. Instead, bear witness to my growth and if possible include anything you would both like to say in future letters in comment to what I write.

I think there to be many things I could learn from the both of you, and for me to hear of your views as to how you have governed your lives requires a reaching out on my part. It is a sad things to say, but pre-1980 I know very little of your lives, and at that really only a brief chronology of Papa's early years. I asked Mother a while back to provide me with a history of her years with Dad; if you have the time and agree to such an idea, could you possibly share some of the more influential moments of your lives? It doesn't have to be a running story or in presidential handwriting -- plain ol' chicken scratch will do.

I ask because there are important lessons I can recall from my childhood and teenage years which have greatly contributed to who I am today, and some of these have directly involved both of you. To not further have you as a part of my life would be like me shunning a much broader experience level and the ideas that come with greater years. Unlike most of my peers, I long to have the experience that age brings. I almost crave to be older! The beautiful variety of life awes me and I seek to understand as much as it possible, including the aging process that a lot of people fear.

I look back five years ago to my first journals when I wrote words to the effect: "I know things will make sense in time. I've just got to have patience. It will be interesting to meet myself in five years …" And this has not changed at all. There is always so much to learn. As I cannot use other people in experiments, I am the greatest experimental piece available to me. Through my writing collection, to analyze my own body and mind's reaction to the things I expose myself to is something I rarely tire of.

I hope the next five years to be as equally as rewarding as I continue to break the fears and superstitions of the chained human mind. As I continue to shove my face into what is held as strange, even grotesque, to what I already know. To continually break the 'comfort zone' a lot of men and women fall prey to before they should. Herman Hesse wrote "the true profession of man is to find the way himself." This, I believe, is brought about by both a mental and physical exercising. As like with the body, to push the mind to its limits so growth will occur, but also knowing when to rest so as to not cause harm.

And so it comes to be with my traveling -- pushing, resting .. and it continues to create an itinerary I would never have dreamed of when I called you from Vancouver on departure day. When I sent the last letter from Istanbul little did I expect to remain there until July 26. I had to leave Istanbul and the Indian visa behind because my Iranian visa was going to expire. The Indian representative told me he would make it possible for me to pick it up in Islamabad. I am on my eighth day of waiting. Sheesh.

Ahhh, but come departure time from Istanbul I was ready to tear up some highway.


The Islamic Republic of Iran

Enter the mysterious land of Persia! I initially had one week to transit through Iran to Pakistan. But all us travelers can get it extended three times, duration of each extension is up to the police and how well they slept the night previously. Crossing the border was no problem. They didn't even search my bag.

Immediately resuming the bus ride, we were pulled over and the bus was thoroughly inspected by a police officer. Random individuals had to open their bags, but again, no bother to me. I sat and watched it all. One of the men on the bus later asked me how I felt about what I saw. I replied "It is an interesting experiment in government." He smiled and nodded his head.

Upon entry I noticed how clean and orderly the towns were, and this held true for most of the places I visited. Transport was efficient and plentiful. There were a couple hotels I stayed in for $2-3 that one would have to pay at least $40-60 CAD in Canada. Everything was cheap. A liter of gas, and I kid you not, sold for .02 US cents. A liter of diesel .004 US cents. Altogether I spent $192.00 CAD for 32 days of touring, or $5.94 CAD a day. Some highlights ...

The first city I visited, Shiraz, was probably the nicest place to become acquainted to my new surroundings. A couple mosques (Shiite style), tombs of Persia's most beloved poets -- Hafez and Sa'adi, bazaars, and a wonderful variety of refreshment stands stocked with all kinds of fruit drinks to cool one down during and after a hot day's walking.

Outside the town was Perseopolis, the ruins of a once proud capital to the Achaemenian Empire which an invading Alexander the Great burnt to a crisp in 331BC. Before I left Shiraz, I extended my visa for the first time, getting an additional two weeks.

Esfahan was city number two, the biggest tourist draw of Iran with its old mosques, kilometers of bazaars and excellent tea shops. The river which wound through the city was decorated by auto and pedestrian bridges. The bridges had these tea houses built into their supporting columns, a shade higher than the water's surface. Nice places to relax for a couple of hours and take in the scenery.

Yazd city is famous for its Zoroastrian community. A 1400 year burning flame housed in the local Fire Temple and the two Towers of Silence were of visiting interest. The Towers were places used for sky burials. I had it explained to me in Istanbul: people pass away, their bodies are taken to the towers (which is just a huge circular wall on top of a hill, inside is a central pit) where the ravens eat away the flesh. The bones are then taken and ground into dust, mixed with flour, placed back inside the tower and birds take that away too. Voila! No more person, a complete sky burial.

The city of Yazd itself was fascinating for its appearance as well. All the buildings were the same color as the sand; domes, archways, bazaars, houses, mosques, the high walls of courtyards, and wind towers (which serve as old fashioned air conditioners). When I found a roof to climb onto I took some pictures. I hope they turn out.

Kerman City was uneventful; I picked up my second visa extension, an additional week. Bam city held one amazing sight. To think on it still makes my eyes widen. A perfect fortress resembling a medieval castle set up on a hill, surrounded by the remains of a crumbling city -- all this enclosed within massive perimeter walls. It took me several hours of scurrying around to see its main areas -- what a playground! It was here in Bam that I stayed in a family's home and caught a glimpse into 'closed doors' to find things as normal as one would find them anywhere else. (It's a different story in public.)

After Bam I picked up my pace and visited Bandar-e-Abbas, along the Persian Gulf. The town struck me as a carnival of people: Africans, Afghanis, Arabs, and Persians. The women wore these 'ballroom' masks much to my amusement; locals were more casually dressed and in a more colorful attire. I took a boat to two Persian Gulf islands from here -- Hermoz and Ghesm, though I admit to seeing only small fractions of both. Even took a swim in the Persian Gulf itself.

Skipping Bushehr's eight hour stopover and brief wander, Ahvaz held a unique day of sightseeing. Took in the remains of Shush which Mordecai and Esther once inhabited according to the biblical Book of Esther. Nothing substantial remained (more like a few clumps of dirt).

The Elamite Ziggurat, Chogha Zambil, was a real treat though. Resembling an Egyptian step-pyramid, build in the middle of the 13th Century BC, dedicated to the Elamites chief god Inshuskinak, it is said to be the best preserved ziggurat, even of the Mesopotamian ruins. The site was untouched as it is a far ways off the main tourist path, in a former military area recently opened.

I saw nobody the whole time I was there; climbing it, observing the cuneiform writing inscribed into the bricks. Being over 3300 years old it was amazingly preserved for an outside structure. As the Elamites are another group mentioned in the pages of the Bible, it took me a lot of effort to get to this site and back to Ahvaz the same day, but it was worth it.

From Ahvaz I went to Rasht and was handed my third visa extension of only five days, enough time to "leave the country" as one officer put it. I had to skip the Caspian coast -- Masuule, Tehran, Gorgan and Qom (ouch!) -- but Mashaad, the holiest city in Iran which contained the Holy Shrine of Iman Reza, eighth Imam to the Shiite Muslims, I could not miss.

It was here I stayed with a youth who kindly invited me into his family's home when we could not find an empty hostel. And much to my pleasure, finally met some people who supported some of the benefits brought about by the Islamic Revolution. I had come across only two other men previous who spoke objectively of the Revolution. The majority of the people who spoke to me, families included, were all unhappy with the present situation and craved change.

Because there are obviously some good things brought about by the Revolution (family security -- i.e, no crime), I became very interested in the man who brought it about, Imam Khomeini, and set out to understand through his written material just what it was he had envisioned for the people. I can understand the little information I have gathered knowing Islam and the different ways it manifests in men's eyes, but I can honestly say I cannot approve of external disciplining.

Sure Iran's environment is great for somebody like me who wants to be disciplined, but the desire to change must be inside, and for a lot of the people this doesn't exist, which results in the present grumbling. Simply put, I agree that the people must have their freedom of choice, even if they kill themselves with it.

I found Kazem, my friend, to be a remarkable man. Through his faith in Reza and Allah, he told me how important they both had been in helping him carry on when things got rough, which included a near fatal sickness in his younger years. He spoke so passionately about Imam Reza, I saw there to be no doubt in his voice as to Islam's trueness and the validity of Allah's help. Because he had taken a stranger in as a brother, his family treated me as family, I soon came to trust his words and realized I had found a man who believed in the importance of the spiritual Jihad, or the Inner Holy War, which I too am waging.

I also could not help feel his heavy heart due to his family's lack of wealth contrasting with his life ambitions. My presence was both uplifting to him as well as painful. I had the ability to leave whereas he was quite bound to his country; bound to his city! It's little things like this which makes me realize the importance of being responsible. For if I choose not to be, I may as well be laughing at him to his face.

Kazem helped me get out a bind too. The Holy Shrine had a bomb planted in it last year which messily (I saw pictures) ripped some 22 people to pieces and injured many others. So when I showed up with detailed maps of the complex, with a journal and pen in hand taking notes, security quickly hauled me off to the sidelines and snagged my passport overnight. This, at first, had me in great anger. The next day I got it back easily enough once I had answered some questions to which Kazem honestly backed me up. Ah, Iran, what an experiment you are (ultimately much to the expense of the people).

I spent three nights in Mashaad before leaving the country via Zahedan, entering the Islamic Republic of Pakistan August 26.


The Islamic Republic of Pakistan

In the city of Quetta, I was perplexed by the incredible differences from what was familiar to me in the other Muslim environments. It was only after a few days of breaking it down into its various Islamic, Indian, British, and Tribal influences did I feel grounded again. My first culture shock! The first few times I walked out into the streets I had this great big smile on my face and wanted to start laughing but didn't know how to go about it.

While this is a Muslim country, the looks and dress of the people greatly differ from the other Muslim countries I have been in. Regarding women, it appears that any girl after puberty is locked away 'in safety', behind closed doors, by militant fathers. The only places I saw a woman in the streets of Quetta was in the clothing and food sections of the marketplace.

From Quetta to Ziarat, with its spectacular lightning storms. I crashed for ten days eventually diagnosing myself with ameobic dysentery and buying Flagyl to begin operation "Stomach Storm", 800mg x 3 of hard bombing. Like I said, I did not fully recover till just a few days ago, but I felt strong enough (combined with restlessness) to keep moving on.

While the southern half of Pakistan was not entirely stable, I really wanted to see a few things. The Quetta tourist office dude told me with a big smile -- "Oh yeah, it's all safe! Don't worry!" -- and I stood there looking at him with intense disbelief. (All other tourists, even a few locals, told me the opposite.) I ditched my backpack in a Quetta hotel so I could have greater speed and mobility to dodge incoming missiles and flying shrapnel. Then I jumped on the train and headed south.

The train ride was unique. Whenever it would pull into a station, dozens of sellers would jump in and start screaming their product and price -- chai (tea) sellers, bread sellers, candy, mutton, subzi, daal, colas, popcorn, clothing, shoes -- you name it, you could buy it on the train.

First stop was Moenjodara, a city of the Indus Valley civilization that thrived some 4000 years ago and disappeared for reasons unknown. The planning of this city was more advanced 4000 years ago than that of the present day surrounding communities!

On the train to Karachi, I remember waking up about seven in the morning and looking out the train window and seeing an ocean on both sides of the train. The whole Sind province interior had been flooded by a recent monsoon. The train tracks were the only thing above the floodwater, which surrounded us entirely. Hour after hour all one could see was water, destroyed homes, people gathering firewood on pockets of high land.

Karachi, city of approximately 10 million and by far the most destroyed, smelliest and *%#^&@! piece of earth I have ever seen in my life. The river was black sludge -- I followed it for many kilometers, I couldn't believe it; kids frolicked in the mountains of plastic and garbage along every street, sewers overflowed, water shortages and infections, power outages.

Whole farms were smack in the city center; endless barnyards of cows, goats, chickens felt right at home in the slime and sludge -- swimming, eating all the yummies. And the pollution from the rickshaws and trucks, yech! Tape your mouth to an exhaust pipe. The streets, slick from cow and donkey dung, are only paved in the rich sector; the rest of the city is chaos. Hundreds of beggars, amputees, deformed, and diseased people in the streets.

The purest example of a runaway city, population exceeding planning, and the whole place on the verge of falling apart. It has to be seen to be believed. Two sites, Thatta and Chakundi, were areas of some fantastic tomb work and luckily for my lungs, were located a ways outside the city to give me a break. All cities are the same? I certainly don't think so any more.

In Karachi I managed to find a greater variety of grub: the always important fried chicken, but even better -- a taste of lobster. The one I promised myself in Ziarat. Yes, the penthouse restaurant of the Avari Towers -- Fujiyama, Japanese palace. I took in the evening lights and the most expensive dish on the menu. It has to be done once in a while.

From Karachi I zoomed up to Peshawar (a 52 hour zoom) and found a new world -- home to the independent tribes of Pakistan. I have heard the tribal areas are the largest producers of heroin in the world. I skipped the Khyber pass tour (to Afghanistan) and the 'fields of joy', but I did go for a half hour ride to Dera Adam Khel. This is a town which makes its money exclusively on the production of guns. The model that tickled me the most, of course, was the pen gun. It had a deadly range of 2 meters and sold for 150-300 Rupees ($5-10 US). It comically proved to me the pen is indeed mightier than the sword.

The rest of the weaponry -- machine guns, bazookas, daggers, handguns -- I took little interest in. Though I could have tried firing anything I wanted. The sounds of guns firing echoed throughout the town. It is a rumor that a Japanese youth used a goat as a bazooka target, ... one less goat to be eaten.

Peshawar to Mardan and the official entrance into the world of Gandhara -- Buddhist art and site remains. Here Alexander the Great's invading armies of the 3rd Century BC brought with them Greek artistic techniques and styles, which were later fused with Buddhist images and story. In Mardan I began visiting Buddhist monastery remains. Most of them were high in the hills, and a couple of them offered sweeping views of the countryside.

Continued onto Mingora and Saidu Shariff to see more of the same. Up into the Swat Valley to find some of the purest of Pakistan's land and water. Over to Chitral Valley, a convenient base to catch a glimpse of a people called the Kalash. Now only found in three valleys, these people have their own distinct religion and beliefs in a sea of Muslims that stretch from Istanbul to Kashmir. Only 4000 Kalash people remain, and oh! what gorgeous valleys they live in!

The villages are built on steep banks so that the roof of one home is the deck of another. The women have this colorful traditional dress which they wear at all times. When the girls were not working peeling ears of corn, collecting nuts, grapes, firewood or the like, you could hear the sounds of their flutes off in the distance. I am sure all the mice danced to their tunes as it seemed to resemble a fairy tale.

After a further three days taking many types of transport from Chitral to Gilgit over the Shandur Pass (4000m), I immediately came down from Gilgit to Islamabad -- speeding by some of the highest mountains in the world (like Nanga Parbat at 8125m) -- for some rest. Ah, pizzas, roast beef sandwhiches, french fries, chicken, ice cream and carrot cake.

I applied for my Indian visa again and then took to the movie theatres to glimpse Pakistani films. The acting is pretty bad, sound effects and lighting is terrible too. But the one thing that is the highlight are the dance and song scenes. Clearly it is the Indian equivalent of the North American 'sex scene', because some of them get pretty sensual.

Whew! You have the outline of my last 4.5 months. …







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