2001
A curious thing happened. At Thie^`n Thu*'c, after meditation, Brother {XX} rushed to me, asking whether I was wearing any facial cream or not. He said my face glowed so white, and everybody looked at me, wondering what happened. I said it must have been the sunlight, yet he kept voicing his amazement. I didn't do or experience anything out of the ordinary. At one time, I had a Q&A in my mind. "If you want to be God's friend, ask yourself if you're worthy of his friendship. If you want to be God's lover, ask yourself if you're worthy of his love." I did visualize sending out vibrations to harmonize with the attending Vo Vi people and to contribute to the healing Cosmic Force. Anyway, I'm not sure what Brother {XX} could have seen, but I felt encouraged.
I visited Ha(`ng in the hospital. She couldn't move, couldn't speak. I brought a photo of our master Ta'm, a cassette player, some batteries and ear phones. I held her hand and pray for an easy, peaceful death. The cancer has done its worst. She smiled through tears when I played the tape for her. I put my favorite photo of Mr. Ta'm, (he sported a crew-cut hair style), at the only spot I could find, among various medical items. Such punishment! I hope I don't have to atone for my sins in such manner.
THAI TA